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This picture is from a recent treat day ... a failed one. "Treat days can fail?" - Why, yes, turns out they can. Idk guys, I had good intentions. But everything I did kinda went sidedways. It wasn't meant to be. I was forced out of my home by my neighbors' god-awful noisy brats that Satan himself rejected, went to my happy place to wind down and people were there, went to sit in the massage chair and noisy kids were there, people stared all the way and made me very uncomfortable, wanted to eat lots of food but wasn't hungry, like, not even a little - got tired of walking after 20 minutes but busses are useless and there was nothing that I wanted to do because there was nothing I could do in the middle of the fucking night and I had a video rendering so I couldn't play any games either. I gave up on treating mysef that day. It was just a boring kind of slump those past days and then I had a meltdown and spent a day eating and sleeping, pretty much. I'll try again when I'm in a better baseline mood... and maybe try to avoid people altogether. 

Fast forward to now, I got home from a day of running errands - I didn't sleep yet cause that's the only way to get shit done around here - but at least I got some of the things I wanted for some future videos. I went out looking for colorful strands of hair but everything I found was just stupid expensive. So I decided I'm better off browsing ebay for those. Seriously, why is the shittiest of shitty fake hair so damn expensive? Lol. I'm not going to actually wear it, I was just gonna use it for a fall fair inspired roleplay with lots of hair play sounds. Along with this sparkly balloon I acquired - yes, a god damn sparkly fucking balloon. I had to have it. And god knows I will put this in a video if it's the last thing I do. It might actually be the last thing I do by the time I found the hair stuff I want, but in the meantime I have another thing to work on. 

A couple days ago I did a test run of the crystal reading video I mentioned. And by test run I mean I tried to record a video but it wasn't good enough. I finished decorating my set really late in the night so my neighbors were already noisy and upon reflecting on my work I thought of some things I wanted to improve. Now, more than ever - with those insane render times - I want to be sure that what I'm working on is worth my time. I read the three crystals that I said I would and I liked the concept of having a video just be super slow and soothing to make you fall asleep whether you want to or not (chances are that's what you're going for though isn't it) ... But besides some minor issues like pointlessly showing my non-aesthetic water filter, the thing that bothered me the most was that I was reading about crystals that I didn't have on hand. I mean, low-key book reading? Pfft, boring. Been there, done that. So I thought of a thing. I want to implement the crystals I read about in the video. I want to read the chapters like in my first crystal reading video - but also use them on you like in my black tourmaline healing video. So for future videos I'm gonna let you vote on your favorite stones and I'm gonna read about them and use them on you as kind of a combined healing-relaxation session. And the ones you pick that I don't have yet, I'll be more than happy to add to my collection. Seriously, you can never have too many crystals. I'm a simple woman, I enjoy shiny things. Today I went out and got a bloodstone, amber and obsidian to use in the next video. I think this kind of "pimped" video format will be much more pleasant to experience than the predecessor. 

I'm really enjoying this book I was gifted and I think it deserves better than to star in a neglectable video. The thing I'm struggling with the most regarding this particular project is a video title. I know I want the names of the featured stones in the title, but other than that I need a short, accurate and enticing summary for whatever the hell I'm doing there. Any ideas? 

I really have more ideas than I can process at the moment. Thank you so much for your patience with everything. I'll make sure it'll all be worth the wait. 

//Ally