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The last photo album of this month is being postponed just a couple days! But don’t worry I have everyone who is a current patron on an email and message list so when I have the dropbox link to share full of wonderful photos everyone WILL receive them.

I had originally planned to have the spice album out two days ago but a very bad series of unfortunate events happened. I am currently in the worst depresssion abyss I have been since maybe college? And I just want to be upfront and honest about it. I am really not okay. when I tried to get into makeup the other day I had multiple panic attacks and it just wasn’t a good time.

But no worries! I’m sure I will wiggle my way through this and you won’t be left without an album! I will make sure it gets to you! And I am very excited for it. The set is cute. I would just like the universe to give me the serotonin.

I have been seeking professional help, and been making sure to eat and hydrate, shower and ya know the regular self care stuff but right now I’m truly a shell of my regular self.

Thank you so much for you patience

Next month I will be head back to the snow to meet Emma Jupiter and Theo masters and I’m very excited to see friends and we will take photos and stream together. And it’s my birthday the 17th of April yay!

I know I’ll get through this. Just trying really hard to even get myself to do anything rn. Hell I don’t even wanna play genshin impact or read fanfiction. I didn’t even wanna eat cookies, like

that’s

illegal Bukkit behavior.


I know we have all been in some rough spots during the pandemic. So I truly thank you for your patience with me. I can’t wait to send out the physical rewards for this month! So much exciting goodies

Comments

Luke Conboy

Please be sure to take a break if you need it dude!!! I’m glad to hear you’re getting professional help cause while I know it’s a very individual experience for everyone I have some personal experience with extreme depression and I know just how awful it can be, please keep looking after yourself and most of all stay safe!! If there’s ever anything that any of us can do to help please don’t hesitate at all to ask, we’re all more than happy to help however we can 💛💛💛💛💛💛

Jinx

We love you Bukkit! Please be patient with yourself, you are loved and safe. Please don’t worry about anything else. I hope you are able to feel peace and feel yourself again soon. ❤️

Gilbert Creemers

Hey, that’s okay, we’ll be here for you all the way! Glad you’re seeking help! As long as you’ll remember you’re never alone! Take a break if you need to, we’ll be right here! You’re health is the most important! I’ll light a candle for you!

Travis

Love you Bukkit! It's ok to prioritize your well-being so thank you for doing so. We'll be here whenever you're feeling it.

Marc Jacquard-Sowa

Sorry to hear that you’re not doing so great. I’d honestly rather have you feeling better than anything else, content is secondary to your health. I’m here because I want to support you, the photo sets and other things are just a nice bonus. You are an awesome, kind, intelligent, amazing person. So you take care of you and I’m happy with that. I’m not going anywhere l, I’m here for the long haul.

Foxdendenizen

My heart goes out to you! I believe in you

AriellaTheHugger

I’m so sorry you have fallen into dark times, take all the time you need. I struggle with anxiety and depression too, I know how hard multiple panic attacks can be. There was a period of time where I would have many every day. I was able to get help through therapy, and although my issues are not fully resolved I have a much better handle on my anxiety and panic attacks, to the point where I no longer have panic disorder. Know that you are not alone. I know this time is hard but you can get through it! If there is anything I can do to help, please let me know.

John Frazer

All of your content has been a huge help for me (and I'm sure many others) in getting through the last year. I hope you can find the strength to let yourself have the care that you need to get through this rough patch and come back stronger and more bukkit than ever.

Alasdair Peter Martin

Get well soon! My bday is april18th and cause you’re in America and I’m in New Zealand they will happen at the same time. Xox

cptsdemon

Did this ever get sent out? We're at the end of April now and no content.