The Chemist Part 1 (Patreon)

They talk about being at a crossroads in your life from time to time. We all deal with it in different ways. Some go a little more extreme than others. Take Dana here as an example. A lovely 26 year old women, sitting in a bed, dressed almost entirely as though she were a toddler. This decision wasn’t made on a whim. No, this was calculated. This was made so Dana could move on from the monotony that had become her life. To leave the adult world for a while, and to be completely honest with her situation, perhaps forever.

Cycle Analytics was one of the best up and coming companies that needed chemists to test their new “Medicines.” Dana, recently graduating with her Masters in Chem was just ready to get out of the college world and start working so she could live on her own. She was one of the best in her class, and the company hired her in a heartbeat. 

“We’re trying to make the world a better place, we’re trying to give people a better alternative to living with themselves.” Her boss told Dana once. That was one way of putting it. From Dana’s point of view though, this whole company was doing nothing more than turning people into babbling idiots that filled diapers all day. She knew it was wrong, but still she kept her head down and preformed mundane tasks in the lab. Working like that though can take quite the toll on someone’s mental health. 

The idea came pretty quick once her boss told her they were “Moving staff around.” All her co-workers would be transferring, and she would be the only one from her original group left. No one to recognize her, no one to question a little change in environment for Dana. She knew it was crazy in the back of her mind, but would anyone really notice? All she was going to do was slip into the control group for a little while, then slip out after a couple days. There weren’t any drugs administered in the controlled, so she wouldn’t become one of those “la-la land” patients and she called them. She could slip on a pull-up, dress up, and the new staff would be none the wiser. Dana knew all the ins and outs; she could leave at any time she liked. It seemed almost too good to be true to be honest. Who wouldn’t take up the chance to play around as a little kid for a little while? 

The days went by rather quick, but it was finally time for her to enact her plan. She said her goodbyes to all her colleagues, feeling almost a little devious in the back of her mind knowing that she was about to drop this veil of adulthood the moment they walked out that door. As the last person left, she made her way down to the control group wing. 

She cautiously opened the door to a personal room. It was essentially someone’s own nursery, complete with their own bed and supplies. She made sure that no one was in that room before all of this. She looked both ways down the hallway, and seeing no one, she jumped into the room.

It smelled wonderful. The rooms always did, a sweet scent of vanilla mixed with strawberry. A mischievous smile grew on Dana’s face. She dashed to the closet and flung it open. She had heard that there were tons of supplies packed into these rooms, but nothing prepared her for the mountains of diapers she saw. Her eyes were as wide as dinner plates. She slowly lifted her had to poke one of these puffy diapers. She couldn’t believe how soft and crinkly they sounded. 

“Which one for me though…?” She wondered, as she scanned the closet. She didn’t want to bite off more than she could chew. Her eyes caught the small pile of pull-ups in the bottom right corner. “Might as well start off slow…” She thought, grabbing a cute starry night pair.  She slipped off her lab pants and granny panties, then quickly hoisted the pull-up between her legs. 

“Wow…” Was all she could mutter, as the waist band snapped into place. The fluffy warm tingly feeling around her crotch sent warm, comforting waves around her body. This didn’t just feel lovely to Dana, it felt right. With a light grin, she took off the rest of her adult clothing, and stuffed it deep into the closet. She grabbed a soft white shirt with pretty unicorns on them, and flung it on. Again that same warm happy feeling seemed to wrap Dana up. It felt like a warm blanket was hugging her mind. She was about to hop into the bed, when a blue pacifier caught her eye. “Guess I could go all the way, why the hell not?” She thought, picking it up, and plopping it in her mouth. The nipple felt wonderful in her mouth. And again, just like everything else, it felt perfectly right and natural.

“This is okay, I am supposed to be here.” Dana thought, and she started getting into the bed for a little afternoon nap. “No one will know… no one… will….” She thought, before fading into a blissful sleep. 

Her slumber lasted only about an hour before she woke up to the sound of someone opening the door. This was it, this was her big test. Would she get caught and fired? Or would they be none the wiser? Dana kept her eyes shut, pretending to be asleep so as to play the part. 

“How’s my little pumpkin! Let’s see if she’s wet during her little nap.” The nurse said, coming up to Dana’s side. She breathed a little sight of relief. She was going to be totally fine. Suddenly though she felt a few fingers digging around into her pull-up. 

“Yeah go ahead and look, I know I just started wearing these but I’m not-“ The nurse’s loud exclamation suddenly cut off Dana’s train of thought.

“Wet! Who on earth put you in pull-ups if they knew you had a bedwetting problem? I’ll have to mark that better on your chart next time.” The nurse said, scribbling something on the chart at the front of the bed. Dana’s eyes shot open, and quickly lifted herself up. She threw the blankets off the bed and looked down at her pull-up. Sure enough, it was soaked. 

She felt so many emotions. Fear, confusion, astonishment. But the one thing that rang true, as she looked up at the nurse and subconsciously clutched her bunny a little tighter, was that she wanted to be changed.