February Pass? (Patreon)

Hey guys for those that don't know since the last week of December my family has had me running ragged, my pain has been cranked back up, and I can't get a new shot for another month, I've been struggling hard since last year but things just are not turning around. With IRL stuff not even happening to me specifically but I'm having to deal with the after maths. 

As I said I didn't want to ask for a pass, especially since this is the start of the year, but all week I haven't been left alone getting interrupted over and over again. making it hard to get any kind of flow going, and no matter how angry or stressed I get it doesn't stop, and I just get I'm sorries over and over again. 

The thing of it is I was working on Blessings of Sawsbuck and they interrupt me again the 4th time today with nonsense (the other 3 interruptions were far worse and have worn me out, but I've tried to stay on track and keep working on stuff) and I literally cannot remember how the scene I'm working on is supposed to go. Which caused me to have an anxiety freak out. I'm literally spiralling and freaking out I don't know what to do anymore. So I'm bringing this to you guys my patrons, and I will abide by whatever choice you make. If you say yes to the pass, I'll open rewards back up normally on March 15th , if you deny the pass the rewards will open on the 22nd and I'll just keep trying to claw my way out of this hole my family has shoved me down into. 

My feelings won't be hurt, whatever choice is decided I'll honor it completely and not let my depression or anxiety force me to come back early and screw up worse, and do my best to rectify things and carry on to keep making fics as best I can