Update (Patreon)

hey guys wish i had a more positive update, but i don't i'm stressed out, in pain, can't focus, been trying to get last months patreon rewards finished and other projects done and its not going well. The time has come for the next batch of rewards to open and I literally have been pushing myself so hard to finish these last 3 rewards i'm struggling i don't know why be it the pain stress maybe its burn out i dont know. I can't even do a pallet cleanser fic. I thought mermay would be my turn around and it was helping clear away some of the blocks i was having but i'm back in the blocks. I know what i want done, but the flow isn't coming. I'm trying not to be overloaded and not get more stressed out but i think i'm failing. 

Rewards will open tomorrow i'll try to finish these last 3 rewards by then wish me luck