Ryan the Baby (Patreon)

A sequel to Ryan's New Role  

Chapter 01

Ryan rubbed the sleep from his eyes, he stretched out and his arms and legs pressed up against the metal bars of his crib. He let out a yawn and he placed his hand on top of his ever-present diaper, it was warm as it was every morning and he let out a sigh. He looked around his nursery the thick curtains blocked out any natural light the only light that came into the infantile room was from a nightlight that was turned on before he went to sleep. Before this had all happened he hated any sort of light on while he slept but he had become used to, just like he had become used to a lot of new things like waking up in wet diapers or constantly sucking on a pacifier. He let out another sigh as he realised the pacifier wasn’t in his mouth and he looked around his small crib for it, he quickly found it by his waist and popped it into his mouth “I don’t want to start the morning off with a punishment” he thought as he lay in the crib waiting as he did every morning.

He looked down at his snap crotch baby blue onesie that covered him and his wet diaper and shook his head “I still can’t believe this is my life, this is how I exist as a baby, If I don’t then I get punished” a shiver ran through him “I hate that I get turned on by that, even after all this time especially when I’m now considered her baby” he thought. He looked around what was now his nursery “I miss so much of my old life, the small things like a blanket or a pillow for when I sleep but mommy thinks they will be unsafe for a baby to have so I sleep in just a onesie at night” he shook his head “I don’t even know how long this has been going on for, I don’t get to see a calendar or the time, I think it might be almost a year since Lucy took over as manager, since my whole life changed”. Ryan continued to suck on his pacifier patiently waiting “I’m not even aloud to make a noise while I’m in here, I have to wait till she comes in and gets me, even thought I need to be changed now, I won’t get a change till, after breakfast, I really should mess now then she will change me sooner, I don’t want to go to kindy in a poop-filled diaper again” he shuddered at the memory “I can’t even get into a normal position to poop, if she comes in and sees me squatting then I will be punished, so I have to do it a different way” he thought as he pulled his legs up and grabbed hold just behind each knee, he began to push when he heard the door begin to open and quickly he let go of his legs and looked over towards the door blushing furiously.

Lucy opened the door and looked down at her baby boy with a warm smile “Good morning my little boy” she cooed which made Ryan blush even more as he looked at the tall women walk in wearing short pink pyjama shorts and a tight grey crop top that showed off her perfect figure she stood next to the crib and once again cooed down to the trapped man “I hope baby slept well because you have nursery today, wouldn’t that be nice to go and play with all your friends” Ryan shuddered at the thought as Lucy lowered the side of the crib and placed her hand into his diaper as she did each morning “Baby has a wet bum bum but I think you will be OK till after breakfast” she cooed, Ryan rolled his eyes “The same every morning, I’m always wet and always she waits till after breakfast, she just does it for show” he thought. Lucy placed her hands under Ryan’s armpits and lifted him out of the crib and placed the small man on the floor where Ryan got down onto his hands and knees and began to crawl after his ‘mommy’ as she began to leave the nursery. Lucy guided Ryan into the kitchen where he sat down on his padded bum next to his highchair as Lucy removed the tray ready for him to get into. Lucy once again picked Ryan up and placed him in the oversized highchair and quickly strapped him in and secured the tray, From the highchair Ryan could see the kitchen which made him feel miserable, he watched Lucy walk into the kitchen, staring at her shapely bum as she walked “Even after all this time though and everything that she has done I still find her beautiful” he sighed as he Lucy began to fry bacon and eggs and he began to drool from behind the pacifier “Oh bacon, to have real food again would be a dream” he thought.

 Lucy had finished preparing breakfast and placed two plates on the table full of Bacon, eggs, beans and toast, Ryan looked on with envy at the food and just like every morning he looked at Lucy with pleading eyes and once again Lucy gave him a warm smile and cooed “Don’t worry baby your breakfast is coming, I know how much you love your morning porridge, yum yum” she then walked back towards the kitchen to prepare his breakfast. Ryan looked down at the tray sighed from behind his pacifier “One day, one day she will let me have grown up food again” he thought. Just then Ryan heard walking coming from behind him as Rachel arrived in the room carrying her baby daughter Mary “Morning baby boy” she cooed to Ryan as she placed her daughter into the smaller highchair next to his. Ryan couldn’t help but stare at Rachel's cuteness, she was wearing a silk nighty that showed off her sexy underwear underneath, she smiled at Ryan which made him blush as she leant in a gave him a kiss on the forehead “Hope baby slept well” she cooed and then quickly looked at the table “Oh thanks, Lucy, it looks great” Lucy turned from the washing up and smiled “Not a problem”. Lucy then turned back to the table carrying two bowls, Ryan could see in one bowl was a small portion of beans and cut up egg and in the other bowl was the bland warm porridge he ate every morning, Lucy placed the porridge onto his tray and the other bowl on Rachel’s daughter’s tray. She gave a spoon to Mary and then walked back to Ryan and placed an adult-sized bib around his neck, he looked down at the blue bib that read ‘Mommies messy bum’ he blushed as Lucy sat down at the table She picked up her knife and fork and smiled up at Ryan who was looking as miserable as ever “Don’t worry baby boy I will feed you after I have had my grown-up breakfast, we need to wait for yours to cool just be a good boy and wait for mommy”. Ryan blushed as he continued to suck on his pacifier watching the two woman and the real baby eating their food while he sat in his uncomfortably wet diaper waiting to be fed.

Chapter 02 

 Ryan couldn’t help but drool as he watched Lucy eat the bacon and eggs “I want that so bad, I can’t remember the last time I had anything that wasn't mushed, I wish I could have something that had some real flavour to it” he sighed as he looked down at his cooling porridge. Lucy finally finished her food and smiled “Time for babies food” she cooed as she stood up from her chair picking up the oversized baby spoon she walked towards Ryan in his highchair. Rachel got up out of her seat and went and picked up her daughter from her highchair and they both left the room Lucy stood in front of Ryan and smiled down at the adult baby, she pulled out Ryan’s ever-present pacifier and cooed “Open up baby” as she dug the large spoon into the porridge, Ryan opened his mouth “I don’t want to eat this bland food but if I don’t eat it then I won't have anything to eat till lunchtime but why can’t she use a normal spoon, that’s too big for my mouth and she knows it” he thought as Lucy moved the spoon towards his mouth. The spoon pressed against either side of his mouth and Lucy tipped the contents into his mouth, this quickly made a mess all around his mouth and some of the porridge missed his mouth entirely and landed on his bib. The horrible feeding continued for Jack as Rachel returned carrying Mary, Rachel was now wearing her work clothes, her tight black skirt hugged her body and her white button-up shirt reminded Ryan of the first time he probably met her, he shuddered as the feeding finally finished with half of the bowl of porridge either around his face or on his bib. Ryan sighed “I’m still hungry, she always gets half of it on my face or on the bib, why doesn’t she just make more so that I’m not hungry, Oh god now it’s time for the drink as well, I wish I could have water or anything else”

Lucy smiled down at Ryan as Rachel came over with a wet cloth, she handed it to Lucy and she quickly began to clean up Ryan’s face, once his face was cleaned she removed the bib and popped the pacifier back into his mouth which Ryan began to suck instinctively. Lucy removed the tray and unstrapped him from the highchair and lowered him down on to the floor, Ryan sat on his wet bum as Lucy turned to Rachel “Your turn” she announced, Rachel smiled and held out her daughter which Lucy took and walked out of the room. Rachel walked out of the dining room and Ryan obediently crawled after her towards the living room, they arrived in the living room and Rachel sat down on the long sofa. Ryan sat on his bum at her feet as he watched Rachel slowly unbutton her shirt “I guess one of the perks of this life is I get to see her great boobs every day, I just wish I didn’t have to drink from them too and she doesn’t even see me as anything that is anyway a sexual interest, I’m just the baby boy that she lives with” he continued to suck on the pacifier as Rachel opened up her shirt and pulled down her bra revealing her large breast. She smiled at him and leant forward placing her hands under his armpits helping him onto the sofa and across her lap, Ryan stared at the breast inches away from his face and his penis began to get hard as it did every day. Rachel removed the pacifier from his mouth and placed her hand on the back of his head and guided him towards her teat where he opened his mouth and began to suck on the young woman’s breast. Rachel stroked his hair as Ryan closed his eyes and suckled down the milky watery substance “I hate this, why breast milk, her daughter doesn’t even have this anymore, I have slowly noticed that I’m now considered younger than her now, she gets to eat more grown-up food that I do, she doesn’t get breastfed as I do, she doesn’t have to suck on something at all times like I do she is allowed to walk and talk where if I do any of that then I will get punished, I’m now younger than Mary, how long is it going to be like this? Will I still be treated like a baby while she goes off to school? When she goes to college? At her wedding? Oh god, will I still be a baby when she has her own babies? I really hope not but I have no idea” he continued to suck down the milk as a tear rolled down his face.

Eventually, the breast was finished but once again Rachel kept her hand on the back of Ryan’s head not letting him free from her nipple until she decided after a short time had passed she removed her hand and Ryan slowly let go of her woman's nipple. Rachel quickly positioned Ryan on his knees with his head on her shoulder and she began to pat his back “Being burped, like a child, I don’t see Mary having this done any more” he said as a loud belch escaped his mouth. Rachel gave his padded bum a gentle pat and cooed “Good baby” she then helped him down onto the floor where he sat down at her feet once again, she popped the pacifier back into his mouth as she covered up her breast with her bra and began to button up her shirt “I am glad I only have to do that once a day, but if she gave me both her breasts in the morning then she wouldn’t get a chance to bottle it up for me for the rest of the day” he thought. Lucy entered the living room wearing her work clothes, she was now wearing power suit that hugged her body in all the right areas, she was still carrying Mary as she looked down at Ryan “Has baby had his milky?” Ryan blushed as Rachel nodded “Yep he enjoyed it” Lucy giggled “I’m sure he did” Lucy handed Mary to Rachel once again and squatted down in front of Ryan “Does baby want mommy to change his wet diaper?” Ryan quickly nodded “I don’t care if it's embarrassing I need to get out of this,” he thought as Lucy giggled “Good, then follow me baby boy” she cooed and she stood up and walked out the room, Ryan quickly got onto his hands and knees and crawled after her.

Chapter 03

  Ryan followed Lucy back into the nursery staring at her long legs in front of him as his big wet diaper swayed back and forth as he crawled. Lucy stopped beside the large changing table and Ryan quickly sat down on his padded rear and looked up at Lucy with relief in his eyes as she bent down and easily picked him up and lay him on the changing table. Ryan watched nervously as Lucy positioned herself at his ankles, his chest got tight and he blushed bright red as she smiled down at him with a warm smile. Ryan’s cock began to throb and grow with anticipation of what was coming which made Ryan blush even more “Why do I keep getting an erection from this? She is changing my wet diaper, I’m going to be in such a vulnerable position in front of her just like every other changing” he thought as Lucy bent forward and began to unfasten the snaps between his legs on his baby blue onesie revealing his pee-stained diaper.

Lucy cooed “Awwww baby you sure did go wee wee, don’t worry little baby mommy will clean you all up and put you into a nice new diaper” Ryan blushed and quickly looked away “I want out of this diaper but the last thing I want to wear is a new diaper, I hate wearing and using them but after so long now I don’t even have a choice” he sighed “I wet the bed without knowing and half the time now I wet my diaper without knowing, I now actually need diapers” he shuddered as Lucy unfastened the tabs on either side of the diaper and Ryan held his breath as she lowered the front of the diaper down revealing his huge throbbing penis. Ryan noticed for just a second a smirk appear on Lucy’s face as she looked down at Ryan’s erect penis but it quickly disappeared to her warm smile and without saying a word she grabbed hold of his ankles and lifted his legs up in the air. Ryan scrunched up his eyes “Hurry up and get this over with, I hate her seeing me like this it doesn’t matter how many times she has now changed me it just doesn’t feel right” he thought as Lucy pulled out a wet wipe and began to carefully clean up Ryan’s balls and penis. Lucy rubbed the wet wipe all over his lower half, completely ignoring the fact that Ryan’s penis was erect and continued to clean her adult baby boy. Once Ryan was clean she pulled the diaper out from under him and quickly placed a new diaper under his bum, Ryan looked down at the new diaper out of curiosity and he let out a large sigh as he saw the bright pink plastic covered diaper surrounding his buttocks “Why a pink diaper? We have so many different colour ones why pink? I hate that I actually have to wear diapers now but to also have to wear pink ones is humiliating” he rolled his eyes as Lucy lowered his legs back down. Lucy grabbed the baby powder and poured a generous amount into the seat of the diaper and then onto Ryan’s groin, covering his balls and his penis. Lucy began to rub the powder in, rubbing his penis and Ryan let out a frustrated moan from behind his pacifier but before he could enjoy it anymore Lucy stopped and quickly pulled up the front of the pink diaper and sealed him. Ryan let out a frustrated groan and closed his eyes “I haven’t had a chance to masturbate in months, every morning she rubs it and she knows that I’m getting close but she won’t let me cum, I can’t even do it in the crib because of the baby monitor always on I would definitely make to much noise with the rustling on the diaper” he opened his eyes as Lucy grabbed hold of his hands and lifted him up to sit on the changing table.

Lucy grabbed the bottom of the blue onesie and pulled it over Ryan’s head and quickly walked over to the wardrobe in the corner of the room, Ryan was now sitting on the changing table sucking on the ever-present pacifier in just a pink diaper, he shook his head as he looked down at his pink waist when he felt a rumbling in his stomach and he went as white as a sheet “No, I forgot about that, how the hell did I forget to poop before the change. Now I won’t get changed for hours and I’m not going to be able to hold it for long, not with my diet of mushy food” he was so lost in horrible thought that he hadn’t noticed Lucy return “OK baby, time to get you ready for nursery” she cooed and before Ryan knew it a shirt was pulled over his head. When he looked down his eyes bulged out of his head, he was looking down at a bright pink shirt with a picture of baby Minnie Mouse on the front and above her, it read ‘Baby Girl’. Ryan looked up at Lucy confused which caused Lucy to giggle “Do you like it, baby? Mary got too big for her baby clothes so we decided to give them to you, don’t they look cute” Ryan looked back down at the shirt confused “Mary would never fit in this, oh wait no I’m sure I saw her wear a shirt exactly like this. It’s another way to make me feel like the baby by getting hand me downs from the older child. Wait, no the shorts” Ryan looked back at Lucy in horror as she held up bright pink shorts that read ‘Baby Girl’ across the bum “Oh god I’m going to wear them” he thought.

Chapter 04

  Lucy pulled the shorts up Ryan’s legs as he sat miserably on the changing table wearing his pink baby girl shirt “I can’t believe she can find new ways to embarrass me, now making me wear girl clothes what is she going to do next put me in a dress?” he shuddered at the thought as Lucy pulled the shorts up to his pink diaper. Lucy smiled at the infantile man sucking on the pacifier “Bum up baby” Ryan sighed as he placed his hands on the changing mat and lifted his padded rear up and Lucy guided the shorts up over his diapered bum. She then pulled out a pair of pink socks and placed them on his feet followed by white trainers with Velcro on the front which made Ryan rolled his eyes “Why does she put trainers on me, I’m not allowed to stand anywhere, I have to crawl, it’s just a pointless accessory these days”. Once the shoes were on Lucy stood back and cocked her neck “Something’s not right” she placed her finger to her lips for a second then smiled “That’s it” quickly she went to a set of draws and pulled out an adult-sized pink pacifier and quickly walked back to Ryan “Here we go, this is what you need” she quickly removed Ryan’s light blue pacifier from his mouth and popped in the pink one, out of habit Ryan began to suck on the infantile nipple feeling utterly humiliated dressed in full pink.

Lucy lowered Ryan off the changing table and down onto the floor where he immanently got onto his hands and knees and began to follow Lucy out of the nursery. Lucy continued through the house, picking up various items on the way, her lunch, keys, bag and phone while Ryan crawled behind her the whole time. Eventually, Lucy was at the front door and Ryan sat down on his squishy bum nervously, she opened the front door and Ryan began to shake “Going out like this is the worst, Why doesn’t she park in the garage? I’ve seen it in there it’s practically empty, would it be so hard to park in there and then put me in” he sighed as Lucy turned around and easily picked him up, Ryan wrapped his legs around Lucy’s waist as he rested his head against her ample chest Lucy placed one hand under Ryan’s bum and the other around his back cuddling him as they walked out of the house.

Ryan felt the warmth of the sun touch him as Lucy carried him out of the house towards the car, he quickly closed his eyes “Please don’t be outside, please don’t be outside” he repeated in his head as they approached the car. Inches away from the car he let out a sigh of relief until he heard “Morning!” and his heart sank, he felt Lucy spin around and he knew what was going to happen next so he swallowed hard and slowly opened his eyes ready to accept the inevitable to get it out of the way as quickly as possible. Walking towards Ryan and Lucy was a giggling Violet the eighteen-year-old next-door neighbour, she was wearing her school cheerleading outfit and Ryan blushed bright red as she approached them. Lucy smiled at her “Happy 18th birthday when was it again Saturday?” Violet took her eyes off Ryan and finally looked at Lucy and nodded “Yep it was Saturday, It’s a shame you and baby Ryan couldn’t make it, I know loads of my friends who would have loved to play with him” Ryan blushed bright red as he continued to suck on his pacifier “I’m so glad Lucy didn’t make me go to that, to be treated like a baby in front of so many teenagers would be the worst, especially if they are cheerleaders and football players” he shuddered at the thought. Violet turned her attention back to Ryan “And doesn’t he look so cute today but why is he wearing girl clothes?” Ryan rolled his eyes knowing what Lucy’s answer would be. Lucy smiled “Well these are Mary’s old clothes, we thought it would be pointless throwing them away so we gave them to baby Ryan and he just loves them” Violet giggled “I bet he does look cute in his pink shirt, shorts and socks” Lucy nodded “He looks even cuter in his pink diapers” Ryan felt light-headed “Why did she have to mention the diapers? I don’t need her to know about my diapers I can’t believe I’m wearing diapers in front of her, she is an 18-year-old cheerleader before this happened it would have been a dream of mine to be with someone like her”. Violet looked shocked “Really?” Lucy nodded and pulled the back of his shorts down exposing his diaper, Ryan’s eyes went wide “How is this pretty young woman seeing me in diapers, I hate this, I’m not a man anymore I’m just a baby, nobody sees me as anything else” he thought as Violet erupted into a fit of giggles “Oh wow so cute, well I have to go, you have a good day at Nursery school Baby Ryan” Ryan sighed and shyly waved goodbye as the young woman walked back to her house.

Lucy turned back to the car and opened the rear passenger door and Ryan saw the horrible adult-sized car seat waiting for him. Lucy placed him into the seat and quickly fastened him in, lifting the strap up between the legs and securing it around the waist pushed his diaper tightly against him, the other straps went over his shoulders and connected around the waist. Ryan felt so foolish sitting in the infantile seat as Lucy closed the door and walked around to the drivers side, she got into the car and turned on the engine and straight away the theme tune to paw patrol started playing and Ryan wanted to scream “I am so sick of these kiddy songs, why can’t she just put the radio on”. Lucy put the car into reverse and drove away from the security of the house when Ryan felt a cramp in his stomach.

Chapter 05

  Ryan’s eyes were wide with panic as he sat in his adult-sized car seat “No I can’t mess myself now, I won't get a change for ages especially when we get into the nursery, I will have to wait until changing time just before lunch before I get out of this now, oh god to sit in a full diaper again for that long why didn’t I do something about this earlier” he thought as his body shook and Jack knew what was going to happen next and he hung his head in shame “No! Why didn’t I poop earlier, I wouldn’t have to worry about this then! I hate being in a messy diaper normally but it's so much worse when at nursery” he shuddered.

Ryan scrunched up his face and tried with all his might to stop the inevitable but it was no use as his body fought back and Ryan shook his head in defeat he felt his body relax and the warm sticky mess entered into his diaper. He looked down at his padded crotch in shame as he felt his body continue to fill up the diaper with a torrent of warm liquid poop “Disgusting! It’s so disgusting, no it’s going everywhere, I can feel it spreading all over, I hate messing diapers it’s so degrading to sit in my own mess with no way of getting out of it until someone changes me, I can’t believe I have fallen so far”

Lucy could now smell what Ryan had done in his diaper as she smiled to herself as she continued to drive, she quickly looked in the rearview mirror and couldn’t help but giggle as she looked back at Ryan sitting uncomfortably in his now messy diaper “Awww did baby go poopy? Poor baby and you know nursery rules you don’t get a diaper change until lunch, poor baby boy you will just have to get used to your smelly messy diaper” she cooed as she looked back at the road as she continued “If you weren’t such a big baby then you wouldn’t be going poopy in your diapers, never mind baby boy you can't help but being a diaper baby and you will always be mommies little stinky bum and I will always love you for that” she giggled once again.

Ryan had turned bright with embarrassment “I am not a diaper baby by choice, if you let me out of diapers then I would be back to normal and wouldn’t be a baby anymore” he sighed and shook his head “That’s not even true, the time I have been in these diapers I would need to get potty trained again, I have no control of my bladder and very little of my bowls. Wow if I ever get out of these then yeah I would have to be potty trained again, I never thought about that before” a cold shiver ran down his spine “I can’t believe I would have to go through something so humiliating just to go back to being a normal adult again. Getting out of this life isn’t going to be easy but I’m going to have to do it. I can’t stay like a baby for the rest of my life if I ever get to be grown-up again”. He shook with dread as the car stopped and Ryan slowly looked up at large sign on the building that read ‘Little Bears Nursery’ and he wanted to cry.

Chapter 06

   Ryan stared out the window at the empty parking lot and shook with fear “I hate nursery” he thought as Lucy got out of the car and walked around towards his door, she opened up with a large smile “Here we are baby, I know how much you love nursery, I hope you have a great baby day” she cooed as she slowly removed the straps from the car seat and lifted him out of the car. Ryan blushed bright red as Lucy placed her hand on his poop-filled diaper to keep him supported and the beautiful young woman that he now called his mommy held him close as he rested his head on her, she picked up the diaper bag from the back seat and carried him towards the large building.

Once at the door of the nursery Lucy pressed a button on the wall next to the door, a friendly voice came from a speaker “Who is it?” the voice asked and Lucy smiled “It’s Lucy and baby Ryan” she announced Ryan blushed bright red as the voice replied “Oh great, I will let you in” a clicking noise came from the door and Lucy opened the door and walked into the building. Ryan was feeling nervous as Lucy walked towards a door “Here we go, another day here, I would prefer to stay at home than come here, it’s so embarrassing” he thought with dread as Lucy opened the door and walked into a small room.

“Hello Kelly” Lucy cheered as she walked into the room, Ryan scrunched his eyes shut and turned bright red “Why is Nanny Kelly working today? She is the worst” he thought as Lucy stopped and gently lowered him down into a playpen. Ryan nervously looked up from the confines of his infantile prison as Lucy gave Kelly a hug “It’s so good to see you” Kelly cheered as she pulled away, Lucy nodded “Yeah same, how have you been?” Kelly nodded and smiled “Good” she then looked down at Ryan and squealed “Awwww doesn’t he look adorable in pink” Ryan turned bright red and quickly looked away from the pretty blonde woman as Lucy nodded “Yeah so cute, our friend’s daughter has got too big for her clothes, so we gave them to baby Ryan, I think he likes them a lot” they both laughed as Ryan continued to blush.

“I can’t believe I’m sitting here in a messy diaper-wearing baby girl clothes while Lucy and Kelly stand in front of me,” he thought with disgust “Kelly is so pretty her eyes are as blue as the sky and her smile is so beautiful and wicked at the same time. She always wears the tightest leggings which shows off her perfect round bum and skinny legs she has to wear the baggy work shirt that hides her body but I remember the day so clearly when she had spilt milk on her shirt and she casually removed it in front of me, my heart leapt into my throat as I stared at her perfectly toned body and large breasts hiding under her sexy red bra. Then she saw me looking and made a point of walking over to me and checking my diaper to remind me that I’m a baby, I hate it when Nanny Kelly is here” he sighed.

Lucy turned and smiled down at Ryan “Here’s the baby’s diaper bag for the day, I think he may have a poopy diaper already” she said to Kelly who also looked down at Ryan “Oh no poor poopy baby, well after you leave I will check but I he won't be getting a change till later I’m afraid” Ryan was white as a ghost “I wish they would stop talking about my diapers” he thought as Lucy said “That’s fine maybe it will teach him not to do it again” she said with a smile then looked back at Kelly “But he is just a silly baby and I think this is the third time he has gone poopy before we get here”. Kelly laughed “Yeah maybe one day when he grows up he might be able to stop” she turned to Ryan and cooed “But that’s not going to happen for a very long time is it baby boy” she smiled.

Lucy turned to Ryan and squatted down in front of him and cooed “Now you be a good baby for Nanny Kelly and have a good day, Mommy will see you later baby” she smiled and leant forward and gave Ryan a kiss on the forehead “Love you baby boy” she said as she stood up and left the room. Ryan watched as Nanny Kelly opened up his diaper bag and smiled “Oh wow” she said enthusiastically, she pulled out a pink diaper and looked at Ryan “Awww does baby have pink diapers on to go with his pink clothes? That’s so cute” she cooed. She stood in front of Ryan and bent over him and gently pushed him forward, Ryan began to shake with embarrassment as he felt the waist of the shorts being pulled away and then the diaper being pulled up, Kelly quickly let go and stood up holding her nose “What a smelly baby we have, did baby go poopy or does he just have a smelly bum?” she giggled as Ryan stared down at the floor humiliated.

Kelly cooed “Get onto your hands and knees baby” Ryan looked up at Kelly puzzled “Why does she want me to do that? This playpen is too small to crawl around in?” he thought when Kelly folded her arms “Listen here baby, Nanny has told you to do something and you better do it or you will be punished”. Ryan began to sweat and quickly got onto his hands and knees “I can’t let her punish me, not here it’s so much worse being punished here than at home” he shook as Kelly smiled down at him “Good baby” she cooed as she squatted down in front of him, inches away Kelly smiled at the infantile man “Now baby, turn around” she cooed. Ryan looked at the pretty woman confused but slowly turned around on the spot “Why does she want me to do this?” he thought as Kelly stared at Ryan’s padded bum. “Now lets check” she cooed as she reached out and pressed her hand against Ryan’s bum, Ryan’s eyes went wide as he felt her hand push up against his bum firmly, he felt the poop spread around his cheeks more as she removed her hand and pressed once again “She is squishing the poop around my diaper, she must have known that I had pooped. She is only doing this to embarrass me” he thought as Kelly announced “Hmmm yep baby has gone poopy” she stood back up and cooed “Now sit back down baby and play while Nanny prepares for the day”.

Chapter 07

 Ryan sat back down in his messy diaper and grimaced as he felt the mess spread and stick to him, he picked up a rattle and slowly began to shake it as Kelly went to work preparing items for the day. She was washing baby bottles when then the buzzer went off and Ryan began to feel anxious, he furiously sucked on the pacifier as he thought “And it starts”.

Kelly left the room, Ryan sat in his messy diaper with the rattle in his hand trying to block out what was happening outside of the room, his chest was tight with nerves as he stayed completely still “Why did Lucy bring me here, I guess it’s better than going to the office” he blushed “Crawling around the floor wearing a diaper with people that were once my co-workers staring at me. No that was horrible, I had to go through that torture for something like three months till she got me into here. I can’t believe how quickly they adjusted to seeing me like this though, one day I was the intern and the next I was the infant and after a while nobody even noticed that I was a grown adult wearing a diaper I was just a baby” he shook his head “Then Lucy got me in here where every day is a constant embarrassment, to be placed in a nursery while Lucy goes off to work to have strangers seeing me like this and treating me like I’m nothing but a baby is humiliating”.

Ryan sat in miserable contemplation for a while when finally Kelly returned to the room and smiled down at Ryan “OK baby, it’s time” she cooed Ryan dropped the rattle as Kelly walked over to the infantile man and helped him out of the playpen while placing one hand on his messy rear which made Ryan grimace. Once over Ryan got onto his hands and knees and sighed as Kelly led them out of the room. Ryan was shaking with nerves as he continued to crawl after the pretty young woman down the short hallway and up to another set of doors. Kelly paused and looked down at Ryan and cooed “Playtime baby” she smiled as she opened up the doors and walked inside. Ryan swallowed hard as he followed her into the large room.

Ryan stared at the floor as he heard another female voice giggle “Awww Baby Ryan has come to play” Ryan shook as he recognised the voice “Oh Paige is here as well” he blushed as he slowly followed Kelly into the room when she stopped and Ryan knew that was he must sit down, he closed his eyes as he slowly lowered back down onto his messy behind. Once sitting he opened his eyes and looked around the room, surrounding him were babies and toddlers playing with toys or crawling around, he sat almost in the centre of them feeling utterly ashamed “This is the worst” he thought as he watched a young boy stand up and wander around “When I came in here he was crawling around and now he’s walking and I’m still crawling, I’m considered younger than him” he sighed as he looked at the floor “I have to pick something up to play with or the nannies will think I want to play with them or play with a baby” he rolled his eyes as he picked up a teddy close by and pretended to make it walk across the floor. He continued to play when he looked up at Nanny Paige across the room and he blushed, she had black hair and pale skin with several tattoos, she was a skinny woman who clearly worked out. Paige looked up from what she was doing to see the giant baby staring at her, she smiled and to Ryan’s horror she walked towards him “Please no, just leave me alone, Oh god she is going to know I’m sitting in my own filth” he thought as Paige stopped in front of him, she squatted down and smiled.

“Hello baby Ryan, are you playing with the teddy bear? What noise does a bear make?” Paige cooed Ryan turned bright red “I have to do the noise, she treats me just like any other baby in here its horrible” he looked at the pretty woman and from behind the pacifier said “Roar”, he blushed as Paige giggled “Good baby, now what sound does a duck make?” Ryan blushed bright red as he said “Quack quack” Paige smiled at him and cooed “Wow your such a smart baby and now the last one what noise does a cow make?” Ryan closed his eyes “I have to get this one wrong, If I don’t get it wrong I will get punished, how stupid is that” he thought as he said “Oink oink” Paige continued to smile as she shook her head “Almost little boy, cows go moo. Maybe next time you will get it” she giggled.

Paige sniffed the air and Ryan looked down at the floor “Oh god she has noticed I’ve messed myself” he thought as Paige took hold of his chin and lifted his face up to view hers “Has baby gone poopy?” Ryan’s chest hurt as he slowly nodded “Me went poopy” he said on the verge of tears, Paige released his chin and smiled “Don’t worry baby, Nanny will clean you all up when it’s time, now you sit here and practice your noises” she then stud up and Ryan sighed “Well I know what I’m doing for most of the day now” he thought as he said loudly from behind his pacifier “Oink Oink, Mooo, Quack” he repeated as Paige walked over to another baby. 

Chapter 08

  Ryan continued with his annoying noises for a while until he saw Nanny Paige leave the room and he let out a sigh of relief “Finally, I can stop doing that” he thought as he quickly looked around the room. Nanny Kelly was still in the room fussing over a toddler as Ryan had thought “There has to be at least one grown up in the room at all times, even though I’m older than everyone here I’m considered the youngest” he sighed as he sucked on his pacifier “I just want this day to be over, to be surrounded by actual babies and toddlers and be considered younger than them is so humiliating, especially while wearing a messy diaper and knowing that either Nanny Kelly or Nanny Paige will change me” he blushed “Why did they have to work here, they are so attractive but all they see is a giant baby” he sighed as he reached over and picked up a teddy bear and gave it a large squeeze.

Another miserable morning passed for Ryan who had tried not to move from that spot all morning knowing that his diaper was now soaked as well as messy and he couldn’t wait but dreaded the diaper change that was coming anytime now from one of the nannies. Ryan shook nervously as he watched Nanny Kelly make her rounds around the babies, checking each of them “Oh god, she is so close she is going to change me I want this diaper off me but to get a messy diaper changed by her is so humiliating. I’m not a baby” he thought with a sigh. He continued to watch Nanny Kelly when suddenly he felt a hand on his back as he was gently pushed forward and the back of his diaper was pulled away from him, Ryan went white as a sheet as he heard Nanny Paige announce “We have a stinky baby bum over here, don’t worry I will change him”.

Ryan felt cold “I’m going to get my diaper changed by Paige, she is going to see me naked, going to see every part of me as I lie down and let her change me. How have I let this happen?” he thought when Paige cooed “Follow Nanny Baby Ryan”. Ryan slowly looked behind him as Paige smiled and quickly turned around, he let out a sigh from behind his pacifier that he was now furiously sucking on as he got up onto his hands and knees and crawled after her. He turned bright red as he felt the weight of the diaper between his legs, as he crawled towards the beautiful young woman he continued to blush as a fresh wave of urine and poop and entered the air from the disturbed diaper that sat wrapped around his legs “It smells so bad, I just want this over with. Wish I could just pass out and wake up to it all being over with. I don’t want to go through with this” he thought with dread as he followed Paige out of the room.

Paige led the large adult baby back to the small room that he stayed in when he arrived, as Ryan entered the room he kept his eyes fixed to the floor not wanting to look up at the woman who was about to change him, she closed the door and pulled out a large changing mat while also grabbing hold of Ryan’s diaper bag that Lucy had left for him. Paige placed the mat on the floor and squatted down in front of it as she smiled over to Ryan who was still on his hands and knees facing away from her “Come on baby, get your smelly bum on the mat, the quicker I change you then quicker you can have yum yums” she cooed. Ryan’s mouth was dry and his head ached “OK, just get this over with, if I don’t do as I’m told then I won't get out of this horrible thing till tonight, I can not stay in this horrible diaper that long. I have to do what she says, it will be much easier going on with this horrible day in a clean diaper” he thought when Paige cleared her throat and Ryan jumped.

Ryan let out a large sigh from behind his pacifier as he slowly turned around, he continued to stare at the floor as he made his way towards the changing mat. His body was shaking all over as he got down onto the mat and stared up at the ceiling “I hate this, I hate being treated like this” he thought as Paige leant forward and took hold of his pink shorts and pulled them down revealing his pink diaper, Ryan closed his eyes feeling the urge to scream build up in him as Paige continued to pull his shorts all the way down his legs and off his ankles. Paige gave the front of his diaper a pat “Wow baby boy, you sure did use this diaper to its maximum” she mocked as Ryan opened his eyes and stared up at the ceiling “Well I don’t have much choice do I” he thought. Ryan then felt a hand on either side of the diaper and in one quick motion, Paige unfastened the tabs, Ryan’s heart began to race as she lowered the front of the diaper down revealing his penis and poop stained balls. Ryan felt confused “I’m not erect? Why am I not erect? I always get excited when I get changed. I hate that I do but I do. Knowing an attractive young woman is seeing me always seems to turn me on but why not now” he wondered as Paige without saying a word grabbed hold of his ankles and lifted his legs up in the air. Ryan scrunched up his eyes as he smelt the foul smell of his crotch enter the small room “Hurry up and get this over with” he thought as Paige pulled out a wet wipe and began to carefully clean up Ryan’s messy bum. Paige rubbed the wet wipes all over his lower half, including his balls and penis she thought of nothing else but to clean the adult baby boy. Once Ryan was clean she pulled the diaper out from under him and quickly placed a new diaper under his bum, Ryan let out a sigh of relief as he felt the fresh soft fabric under him “Yes out of that poop-filled thing” he thought as he curiously looked down at the new diaper and smiled a little when he saw the white of the diaper “Yes no more pink diapers” he thought. Paige lowered his legs back down and Ryan once again felt the soft fabric of a diaper pressing up against his bum cheeks, Paige grabbed the baby powder and poured a generous amount into the seat of the diaper and then onto Ryan’s groin, covering his balls and his penis, Ryan blushed as he remembered what would be coming next “Oh god she is now going to rub the powder on me” he thought nervously but to his surprise Paige didn’t, she quickly pulled up the front of the diaper and sealed him. Ryan looked down at his padded groin with a confused look on his face “I didn’t get erect, and she didn’t rub the powder around to even try. It feels very strange” he thought when for the first time he looked up at Paige’s smiling face “All done baby” she cooed. 

Chapter 09

   Paige bent over Ryan and took hold of his hands as she helped him back up into a sitting position “I bet that feels so much better getting out of that smelly diaper” Ryan blushed bright red “Don’t worry baby boy, you will always have a grown-up to change your poopy diapers” she cooed which caused Ryan to blush even more. Paige stood up quickly looked at her watch and then down at the infantile adult “Its nap time for baby” she cooed, Ryan let out a sigh of relief “Finally some alone time, it's probably the best part of being in here which really isn’t saying much but have to look forward to something” he thought as Paige turned around and opened the door to the small room.

Ryan began to feel nervous as he looked down at the pink shorts and then back at his diaper “Isn’t she going to put anything over my diaper? She is going to have me crawl around in a diaper and a shirt?” he thought nervously as Paige left the room Ryan quickly got up onto his hands and knees and crawled after the young woman out of the room and down a hallway towards another room, Paige opened the door to the room and walked in followed closely by Ryan. Ryan looked around the large room, against the wall were several baby cribs each one of the empty which made Ryan sigh “Great I get put down for my nap before everyone else and I’m going to get woken up last as well. I hate that I’m considered younger than actual babies that are here” he thought as they reached the end of the room where his large adult-sized crib sat. Paige stopped beside the crib and began to lower the side as Ryan sat back down on his padded rear still sucking on his pacifier he looked up at the young woman and blushed “She just changed my messy diaper!” he screamed in his head as she turned around with her warm smile “Time for baby to go sleepy, but first lets take this off” she cooed. She bent over and took hold of Ryan’s pink shirt and lifted it up, Ryan lifted up his arms as Paige quickly removed the shirt, Ryan felt very conflicted as he sat in just a diaper sucking on a pacifier “I’m glad to be out of that pink shirt but just sitting here in a diaper, I look just like a grown man now but I’m still treated like a baby. I hate this” he thought as Paige placed the shirt down beside the crib and turned back towards the young man and smiled “Up times” she cooed as she bent over again and placed her hands under Ryan’s armpits and gently helped him up and guided him inside the crib. Once inside the crib Ryan obediently lay down and Paige pulled a large fluffy blanket over him, she raised the side of the crib and smiled “Sweet dreams baby boy” she cooed.

Ryan was lying inside the crib still sucking on his pacifier, he moved slightly and the diaper rustled between his legs “How have I let this happen, how have I become so pathetic that I let so many women treat me like a baby. I’m a grown man and yet I wear and use diapers every day I have had so many women change my messy diapers and not once have I not had an erection, what must have I looked like to her? Everything fully shaved down there and my balls covered in poop. I must have looked just like a baby” he blushed bright red “Is that what she thought? That I’m just an overgrown baby and it looked normal for me not to have an erection? Why didn’t I though? That’s so weird but I don’t know how I actually feel about it. It’s horrible to have an erection and for everyone to just ignore it like it doesn’t matter and to feel that frustration of not being able to enjoy it but on the other hand I must have looked like a baby” he sighed from behind his pacifier. He rolled over onto this stomach inside his crib and closed his eyes “I wish I knew when this was going to end if it was going to end. I can’t spend the rest of my life as a baby. I’m missing out on so much of my life and there is nothing I can do about it” he thought as his chest began to ache. “If me and mommy could have more of playful relationship where I could pleasure her and she to me then I would feel much happier about this life then there is something of a reward but to just be a baby full time and nothing more is so painful but that’s the life I live and I just have to live with it. Nothing is going to change I’m Baby Ryan and that’s my role in life” he thought as he let out a yawn and soon found himself fast asleep as he began to wet his diaper.