Lack of motivation/Mental Barrier. (Content will be here and there for a while until I figure things out, I'm sorry) (Patreon)

Short and sweet as before but I do want to sincerely apologize for "promising" I was going to be coming back to creating. Things mentally are blocking me and I'm having a very hard time discerning what those issues are.

I have ADHD and I've always struggled with procrastination and lack of motivation/drive from time to time. I've been on medication for over 2 years now and I'm feeling as if I may need to up my dosage. (Might be TMI but I like being open)

I've been struggling to do anything that isn't what my mind wants to do in that moment, I feel myself getting very distracted and I don't want to put out content I won't be proud of or feel is fair to you all.

I do plan on putting out some content including things I already have recorded. So there won't be a 100% drought from me. 

I just don't want to force myself to put out subpar content just to say I did it. I want what I may to be something I'm proud of and you all can enjoy and feel I enjoy as well.

Once again, apologies for being so scarce and taking these "breaks". I'm working towards my better mental health and I want to continue creating. 100% I do.

I need some more time though and while I hope you all understand. You're well within your rights to be annoyed. 

I'm sorry and I'll be here to answer any questions or give anything information you may need in my "absence".

Thanks for being amazing cuties and I'm going to do everything I can to come back and deliver. 

Mwah mwah - Akolmfi