Undercover Chapter 31-33 (Patreon)

Chapter 31

Before she knew it, Joanna was scheduling sex reassignment surgery.  Lily-Rose came with Joanna of course.  While the trio was discussing not only the SRS but the ancillary procedures, such as breast augmentation and shaving the ridges under her eyebrows and her Adam's apple, Joanna realized something was wrong.

She had been 'undercover' for so long that she forgot what she was looking for.  She had never seen any indication of organized harassment by the police of trans-women.  

As Joanna sat there, she realized that it was time to end this undercover assignment.  There wasn't any crime to be investigating.  Joanna would have to talk to the captain and end it.  Though she couldn't do it through Dr. Morris she reasoned.   Dr. Morris had gotten so caught up in the assignment that she wasn't objective.  Dr. Morris was the one egging Joanna on.  It was Dr. Morris that had set up this consultation with the surgeon to perform the final step in the journey towards being a woman.

"I'm sorry, but this is going too fast,' Joanna told the doctor and Lily-Rose.  "I have to think."

"But, I thought this is what you wanted," Lily-Rose called after Joanna as she left the office.

Chapter 32

Joanna drove directly to her former police precinct.  She had changed a lot since she was last here.  No one who knew her before would, at first glance, recognize her now.  It wasn't just the clothes she wore or the makeup with which she instinctively painted her face.  Virtually everything about her had become feminine.  The way she walked, the way she talked, all of her mannerisms were totally female without any effort on Joanna's part.  Her musculature had withered and her skin had smoothed, her face became more oval-shaped, her hips had widened, her butt rounded and her thighs had thickened since she had last been here.  Not to mention she had become an expert in using apparel and makeup to minimize her masculine traits (those that were left) and highlight her new feminine traits.

Without taking note of what she was doing, Joanna fixed her lipstick and blush before leaving the car.  She also habitually took her purse without thinking.

Joanna click-clacked her way to the front desk.    No one could tell that she hadn't always been a woman.  Her gait was now so naturally feminine.

"How can I help you Miss," the officer at the desk inquired.

"Hello," Joanna said in a high-pitched feminine voice that had become second nature to her.  "I'm Joann...I mean, Ethan Baughman. I would like to see Captain, oh what's his name?" Joanna hadn't thought about him in almost a year.  "Captain Hoganmeier."

"I'm sorry, Captain Hoganmeier is no longer with us."

"Then who is in charge of this precinct?"  Joanna gestured with her hands for emphasis.  Her nails were well-manicured and painted to match her purse and shoes.

"Captain Kirkham, but he's very busy.  Can I help you?"

"No, I need to speak to him."  Joanna knew her assignment was so top-secret that only the officers at the highest level would have heard of it.

"I'm sorry..."

"Just tell Captain Kirkham that Ethan Baughman is here and it concerns Project Transverse."  Joanna was controlling her tears.  She needed to see the new captain and get to the bottom of this today.  It took some doing, but eventually, Joanna was allowed to see Captain Kirkham.

Joanna was taken to his office and sat in the chair opposite him.  She took her purse off her shoulders and put it onto her lap, then crossed her legs.  Leaving her legs open as she used to do never occurred to her, especially since she was wearing an above-the-knee skirt.  It was an A-line skirt.  Joanna never wore tight pencil skirts, they weren't flattering to her figure.

Joanna started to explain without even introducing herself.  "Project Transverse should be terminated and Dr. Morris should be investigated!" Joanna gestured with her hands for added emphasis.

"What Project?"

"Project Transverse...The one where I go undercover and find the supposed police officers who were terrorizing the trans-community."

"I never heard of such a thing."

"It was Captain Hoganmeier's idea.  I was under his command."

"Captain Hoganmeier had an issue.  He is no longer with the department."  Captain Kirkham didn't want to explain the true depths that Captain Hoganmeier had sunk.  He had gone off the deep end and had been committed to a psychiatric facility.  He claimed that he is in effect his mother-in-law.  When he saw the real woman, he attacked her.  Since he doesn't know who he really is, he was deemed not competent for trial and has been in the mental facility ever since.

Continuing the Captain explained, "There has never been an operation such as Project Transverse.  It doesn't exist and it never had."

"But I've been involved in this assignment since..."

"I'm telling you, there hasn't been an operation like that."

"But what about Dr. Morris?"

"Who?'

"Dr. Alisa Morris.  My contact."

"Dr. Alisa Morris is not connected with the department."

Joanna didn't know what to say.  Could it be true that the whole thing was a lie?

The Captain punched up Ethan's service record (if there was one) and saw the long list of departmental violations and suspensions on Ethan's record.  It all ended with Ethan being dismissed from the department.  "It says here that  Ethan Baughman was a troubled officer."

"No that was all added for show."

The Captain pointed out Ethan's performance records and showed them to her.

"No, this is all fabricated."

"But is that your signature?"

"Yes, it is.  But this was all..."

The Captain shook his head.  "You were a troubled officer  It seems you were majorly conflicted.  I suggest you go home and get your life in order."

"No, this is not real.  It was just an assignment."

"Let me make this clear.  There has never been and you have never been part of any Project Transverse.  You were a marginal officer at best.  You had been terminated.  GO HOME!"

Chapter 33

Joanna was distraught.  She reached into her purse and pulled out a tissue.  But then she got a hold of herself.  She didn't want him to see her cry.  But The Captain was right about one thing.  She should go home.  Go to her real home and then figure out what to do.

Joanna stood up, put her purse over her shoulder where it belonged, and with her head held high, left The Captain's office and the police station in general.  She would go home and see Fiona.  It had been too long since she saw Fiona last.

Once in the privacy of the car, Joanna started to cry.  She couldn't help herself.  Her world had fallen apart.  She had woken up happy today.  She was going to see the doctor and discuss her SRS.  It was something she had grown to look forward to.  But once the reality of what she was doing hit her, everything fell to shit.  Not that she could have suspected what was to come.

Once Joanna got a hold of herself, she decided she had to contact her wife.  She took her cell out of her purse and looked for the number.  But she could find it.  She couldn't remember the number either, she never dialed the number how could she remember it after all this time.

Joanna dried off her tears, fixed her makeup, and drove toward home, her real home, for the first time since this all began.  It was then that she realized that she had forgotten where her house was.  She had to use her GPS to find her home.

Joanna didn't know what to say to Fiona.  A million things went through her head.  The whole thing was a lie.  She didn't have a job anymore. The one good thing was that it wasn't too late.  She hadn't had the surgery.  There wasn't any permanent physical damage.  She was only a man in a dress.  (Legally her gender was female, but she was still anatomically a man.)  She didn't have to wear dresses, once she was back in male clothing she thought she would be most of the way back to normal.  Although she did lose some weight, that wasn't any big deal.  She also wasn't as buff as she was, but that was because she had stopped working out.  She could fix all these things.

Joanna arrived at her home.  She didn't have her house keys anymore, but she knew where the spare key was and let herself into the house.

"Fiona," Joanna called out, "are you home?"

"Mommy!" was the excited response.

A few moments later, Fiona came running from the spare bedroom.  She was wearing a graphic t-shirt with a skateboarding tiger.  The crew neck t-shirt was gray with a black lining on the neck and sleeves.  She also had on board shorts and a baseball cap.  She was running barefoot and didn't have any makeup on her face.  Her face was Fiona's but it looked younger somehow.  It had freckles, something she never had before.  They looked real, not like they were painted on.  There was something else that was wrong.  Her chest was flat as if she didn't have any breasts.  Not even the small ones she was supposed to have.

Fiona hugged Joanna, still screaming "Mommy! Mommy!"

"What happened to you?" Joanna asked incredulously.

"A lot."  But Fiona wasn't talking about her physical changes.  She meant the 'things that happened at school.'  "I made you a picture.  I'll go get it."  Then as quickly as Fiona arrived, she scampered off.  When Fiona turned, Joanna could see that the ponytail that had once snaked out of the back of her baseball cap was gone.  She had the short hair of a little boy.

"Awe isn't that heart-warming," Joanna heard from behind her.

Joanna turned to see Lily-Rose holding a mug of coffee.  She apparently felt at home in Joanna's house..  "What are you doing here?"

"Babysitting," was Lily-Rose's smug reply.

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