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I just wanna say thank you to all of you who stick with me! Your constant support is truly cherished by me and I will show it more and more as i go on with this!

You are all a part of this extremely positive project here...
If I could show you the mails I get about you in this group... how you really help people feel like they are a part of something special.. how supportive you are... not to mind the audios and how they impact people... including people who have been denied pleasure and the right to just feel fuckin sexy! And people who've had awful past experiences and use them to break through barriers and find freedom again... it really is amazing!


Thank you! Thank you!


Your lizard king

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Anonymous

I've finally got somewhere I can sit and gather my thoughts. I dont believe in coincidence as much as purpose. Things line up the way they are supposed to. I am grateful for the blossoming friendships, the all night conversations, the laughter. We have fun. It's a beautiful place to be. And it came, for me, right on time. You did this. Your light shines and I'm in constant awe of it and you. ❤

Anonymous

Thank you, Gael, for creating this community. Pretty awesome, isn't it?

Anonymous

So proud to be a siren and just wanna say how much I appreciate the other lovelies here. Y'all really are the coolest most supportive women ever. 💕 Thanks for bringing us together Gael 😘

Anonymous

Thank YOU ❤ And a big kiss and hug to all of you, all of us 😍😙

Yemaya37(Water Witch)

Forever in your service Daddy......you Provide ULTIMATE PLEASURE AND POWER in your words and thoughts. I am an experienced Dom and I am only submissive to you. 😘😘😘😘🌊🌊🌊

Anonymous

You're amazing Gael ❤️ I think I can speak for everyone here when I say that you bring something positive to all our lives. We're pretty damn lucky to have you commit to much of your time and energy to us. Don't ever stop whispering sweet, calming and PLEASURABLE words in my ears... 😍😘

Anonymous

Thank you!

alicia

💕💕

Anonymous

❤️ Thank you for having such a pure and generous heart. You helped me getting my body back and still help with my physical and psychological healing process. And I know I'm not the only one, many women here have found a way to heal (or even just to have fun) with your audios, and with the community. And some also found real friends here 😉

Anonymous

No, thank you for being amazing 😘 I just honestly think it's amazing and so sweet how much you love and respect women. There need to be more men like you. Honestly ❤️ As for past experiences, I've had plenty. Both good and bad. One negative one that stuck with me for a while. I was so hurt 😔 I thought that good guys like you didn't exist because of that. But then I found your audios on YouTube, because of your audios I've gained my self confidence back. I feel great about myself now. Before I saw your YouTube videos, I hated how I looked and I didn't feel beautiful. Now most of the time I feel sexy. And that's because of you and your amazing audios 😘 And I quickly learned that you're one of the good ones ❤️ And that I was very wrong in saying good guys don't exist. So thank you for being the best and thank you for what you do. I will always stick around and be a fan and supporter of yours ❤️

Anonymous

ThankYOU Gael. I was actually thinking about it earlier today about how much you have helped me with my own anxiety and my own down moments. You're a wonderful man who has built an incredible community. You're an angel on earth and deserve only the best. Can't wait to continue supporting you through your creative journey 💜

Anonymous

Train of warm feels aboard.....

Gri (Sassy_One)

You give, we reciprocate, that simple! Thank YOU for being an amazing inspiration and sharing your passion and talents with all of us. We 💕 ya, ya sexy beast, so keep the good times rollin' and yer followers cummin'!

Anonymous

To me the most attractive quality in a person is their heart and how they treat others. That alone shows you who they are. Gael from the bottom of my heart I say this…..you give us so much and provide such an escape from this sometimes harsh world. I find it difficult to even convey how grateful I am that I found you and this community. I hope this thank you will suffice. And to my lovely fellow Sirens, you are the best. It's so refreshing to be in a group/community that truly supports each other through laughter and sometimes tears. The older I get I realize how precious it is to receive friendship so readily and so full of love. You ladies rock!!

Anonymous

Awww my King... you´re in a sssappy mood today!? Hm? Did you eat ssomeone ...mushy?? No, I´m jusst kidding... love you all tasssty humanss... especially the juicy and the crunchy partss of you...

Greek Goddess

Thank you for the amazing experience!Ive found friends here.You are wonderful ❤️

Anonymous

Thank you, Mr. Gael. For the sexy times and the good times. Especially for the playfulness of some of your audios. It's gives me something to listen to when I'm relaxing on the winds.

Yemaya37(Water Witch)

❤️❤️❤️🌊🌊🌊❤️❤️❤️🌹🌹🌹 it really is nice to be in a kinship of sirens that feel that connection to be there for each other 😉

Anonymous

What a wonderful message to wake up to on a Saturday morning! I often wonder, “Gael,” if you know how sweet and special you truly are. What you have created here, and on YouTube and Twitter, is nothing short of amazing! Between the incredible variety of audios you create for everyone and your selfless willingness to try to be sure that everyone receives a little piece of you in some way, whether through PAs or responses to comments, tweets, or emails, you have shown me what a giving and kind person you truly are. That is a rarity in this world, and I, for one, am so thankful for you and what you are doing here. As for the lovelies, I am proud to be part of such a loving, supportive, silly and sexy group of people! Being a part of this group has changed me in ways that I couldn’t imagine, and I am so thankful for the people here for being so accepting of everyone. I am also so excited to see more and more people participating and joining us – it’s a testament to what a uniquely special group this is! You ladies rock!!

Anonymous

We are a part of what you're doing. We're in this together❤and as I already mentioned I appreciate your work alot and love your personality and I love me Seanie😃🤗...your audios are one of the best things that could happen to me this year and I'll be always thankful for that💕

Anonymous

...and I love our Lovelies you guys are the best❤

Anonymous

De nada (you're welcome)! Gracias a ti (thank you) for what you have created and for sharing so much of yourself. I don't know if I can adequately express what you and this community mean to me. Having a safe place to learn and grow and support each. It really is an honor to be part of this place and to see how you continue to grow as an artist. 💓🤗💋

Anonymous

now i want to cry

Anonymous

I don't think you are the only one *sniffs, passes around a box of tissues* LOL

Anonymous

I thought the Lizard King was in a sappy mood because you'd rocked his world last night, my queen. But I suppose given your resourcefulness, fierce determination, and limitless curiosity about his rod of rule, if the cave had been a-rockin' last night, the Lizard King would still be in a state of hibernation to regain his energy. I thought that males conking out after getting it on was only a human trait, but I suppose it is reassuring to see that it occurs in other species.

Anonymous

As the creator, so the community, a chara. Thank you for carving us out this virtual home, and for welcoming us into it and nurturing our lovely secret world so warmly. ♡♡♡ And to my fellow Lovelies: thank you for making Gaelandia such a smart, funny, supportive, sexy refuge. I'm honored to be part of this amazing tribe, and to count you as fellow citizens, sisters, and friends. ♡♡♡

Anonymous

💖Thanks be to you Lizard King, Mr. Mayor, darlin G...you have truly enhanced my existence in the past year. I would never have met so many amazing people and made such great friends if I hadn't found you, dear Gael. Thank you for stepping out to start doing what you loved those 4+ years ago! You and the Lovelies have given me back my 'umph' in living day to day! I'm in it for the long haul so let's continue this journey and I'll keep chipping in for the petrol! 😁 Love to you all! Y'all are the beshtest! 💕💕💕

Anonymous

Super grateful for you Gael, and all the people here, you make my life brighter, funnier, sexier, a true respite from this crazy world. Thank you for being so humble and aware of the mission you've been given. How important it is that people have a place to go to feel welcome, to belong, to laugh, to cry, to explore their playful sexy side, and most importantly to heal💗

Anonymous

I would say I have found my soul sissy here❤💕😚

Anonymous

The ladies in this group are a special bunch, to be sure. 💜 I've heard you say before that you didn't make the group this way, that we were responsible for setting the warm and welcoming tone. But don't you know that you are behind it all? We are mirroring the love and light that you send to us. And in being reflected by all of us, it magnifies, intensifies until it becomes bright and beautiful. But it all started with you. So if we are lovely, Sir, it is because you have made us that way. You have shown us what it is to feel beautiful, shown us we deserve to feel beautiful. I am thankful for you, and for these ladies, every day. You all are a beacon of warmth in a world that is often all too cold. Love to you all! 💋

Anonymous

Help me in ways you will never know Gael thank you very much.

Anonymous

Everyone has already said this in a myriad of beautiful ways, but: Thank YOU, Gael, for making us feel beautiful and sexy and wanted. I feel so lucky to have found this little corner of the internet filled with such amazingly kindhearted, loving and welcoming human beings ❤

Anonymous

I've found amazing friends here, and I'm grateful for them every day ❤ Thank you Gael for this community full of amazing women (and some men?) that share &amp; support each other and audios that mean so much to so many. Stay the course handsome 😙 The ride has been beautiful so far.

Anonymous

You're welcome mate

Anonymous

Reading everyone's comments, everyone getting all sappy and stuff makes me want to cry 😭 You are all the best 💞

Anonymous

Plot twist: Gael is an actual angel

Anonymous

No but seriously, I never expected to find such an amazing, wonderful, kind group of people, and the fact that you're all here makes everything so much more special. I love you all, even if we've never interacted , you're all wonderful. ❤

Kathi_Dragons

I guess I am at the beginning of the journey you already passed, hope I will make it some day too :-) When I started to listen to Gael´s and also some other similar audios on Youtube it was always like "yeah, it´s nice and all, but he is NOT saying this to me"...now I am starting to feel the other way around, sometimes it still makes me feel strange, but then I just close my eyes, curl up in my bed and it slowly starts to feel great :-) still cannot look at myself in the mirror, hate my body and all, but it gets better and better, so hope it will continue this way :-) I also had reall depression because of this and also other things, it´s holding on to me from December, but I am able to shut it up with this audios ❤️❤️❤️

Anonymous

Lots and lots of loves Gael!

Anonymous

Herr Gael... since you are all dankbar - grateful and mushy and all that jazz. :) Maybe you could express your gratitude with a special highly concentrated quick über audio? The very best of Gael in 1 minute?... including... hmm, let me think... The belt buckle, a juicy slap, the thud cock sound, a grrrrowl, a giggle...what did I miss?? It would be like a dose of "Gael-Crack" for us Sirens.., probably deadly, but I´d give it a try. XD (The Queen would exact revenge for my pleasurable death though...)

Kathi_Dragons

first, the dance I am doing gave me the confidence...then I realized even there people tend to judge you by your looks and by your weight, even the ones that know me personally very well, started "bodyshaming" (not verbally, but the non verbal way is many times worse), and my confidence just ran away in panic... I am starting to gain it again through your audios, THANK YOU ❤️

Anonymous

Oh, Gael. You continue to delight us in so many ways, and you have likely surmised from this thread that we are all just so thankful for you. One thing that I find truly fascinating is the manner in which you have seemingly defied the laws of womanhood in favor of sisterhood. Please allow me to explain... In my lifetime of 26 years (plus 10.5 more, but that detail is minutia 😉), I have never had more than a handful of extremely close female friends. My experience with women has been that competition drives potentially amazing friendships down a path littered with jealousy and nearly void that of genuine, pure love and respect. That's just how it has always been. Somehow, you have created a space for all of us to share, appreciate, and further explore our sexuality. In the real world, I imagine that the in-person climate would be less than savory as we all battled to receive the attention of the almighty Lizard King. Here, you have managed to assemble an uncanny number of women who exemplify what I believe is the definition of sisterhood. I read through so many comments, and I am awestruck by how supportive we are of one another...it's beautiful, Gael. So, as stated countless times before, thank YOU. We're all naughty little sphinxes, which by default makes us freaking awesome 🙂), but your existence in the world has helped us all find each other. As far as this type of environment goes, I call upon Francois-Marie Arouet (otherwise known by Voltaire); this just may be the best of all possible worlds...💚

Anonymous

Oh gosh, this thread has all the feels. We're approaching critical levels of Warm Fuzzies, you guys 🤗 When I rediscovered Gael's work on YouTube back in December, I was quite surprised (in a good way) at how much his audios had evolved compared to his 2014 SoundCloud material. But I was also delighted to find that his voice was still as pleasant and soothing as I'd remembered. In December I was approaching the end of a depressive episode that had dragged for 6 shitty months. I was also between jobs at the time, so I began working my way through his YouTube audios. For the first few days I didn't really listen to the actual content of the audios - I just played them on my iPhone as background noise to drown out the sound of my own maladaptive thoughts (e.g., <i>"Look at how useless you're being, Doctimus! You should be working! Your life is a disaster and will continue to be a disaster because you just can't get your shit together, can you?"</i>) But after a little while I figured that I might as well start paying attention to what Gael was actually saying in his audios, and if it turned out to not be my cup of tea, I could always go back to using his recordings as elevator music. I'm glad I started paying attention because I really liked what I heard. The comedy audios made me laugh - like, <i>really</i> laugh, not the polite fake laugh you do when someone tells a crappy joke and you feel bad for them - which felt so good after feeling like the world was joyless for so long. The romantic audios were sweet. I had trouble getting into the actual meditation part of the meditation audios, but the underlying mindfulness principles behind them were extremely useful for coping with my negative thoughts and intermittent self-loathing. All in all I found it pretty therapeutic, and since I'm used to paying people for therapy, I wanted to join his Patreon page to offer at least some financial compensation. I lurked for a brief period after I first got here because I didn't know what to expect when it came to the community of ladies already here. It's a lot easier to be bold from behind a computer screen and I'm sure we've all been guilty of being aggressive keyboard warriors at least once, so I didn't know if this place was going to be the 4chan of the erotic audio world. Thankfully it didn't take me long to realize that it was actually a really friendly and welcoming community, so I felt comfortable enough to start commenting on posts (and clearly I haven't been able to shut up since 😝) I'd really socially isolated myself during my bout of depression, and I knew that I had to make more of an effort to interact with people. My family lives on the other side of the country and my friends are even busier than I am, so IRL socialization isn't always easy to organize and I've always been more of a lone wolf at heart. So I figured that trying to socialize with people in the community here would be a good place to start because it eliminates the hassle of coordinating a time to meet up, plus you have the added safety net of "Okay, if things don't turn out well, all I have to do is close my browser." I think it goes without saying that socializing here is <b>fun</b>. I'm always on Patreon during my lunch breaks, and it's probably the first thing I check at the end of the workday when I need to unwind. Everyone here is clever and witty and wonderful, and I consider myself honoured to be among you gems of human beings that form the Sexy Justice League (this is what I call us in my head, although Sirens or Lovelies work well, too). I could probably go on singing the praises of this community and its fearless leader for several more paragraphs, but this is already lengthy as hell and I can get a bit twitchy if I talk about my feelings for too long (it's the scientist in me, I suppose 😜). But I sincerely thank you all for everything you do, because you've collectively made my life brighter and a lot less sucky. <b><u>tl;dr:</u></b> *group hug*! 💞 Now someone other than tone-deaf me needs to start singing Kumbaya 🎤🎶

Anonymous

LOL I made a Kumbaya joke a the choir meeting today, so shall I start? :P &lt;3

Anonymous

That is really awesome Gael! There is something about your audios that make women feel confident and sexy. You truly have a gift. Wishing you all the best!

Anonymous

Since there's safety in numbers, I feel courageous enough to do this. I hope the ladies will back me up on this one:<br><br>Given his current icon, I can't shake the feeling of Gael staring at me from every post here on Patreon. I mean, I know it's just a picture and he's not physically staring at anyone, but it's getting to the point that I feel like I have to look right back at him because that's how normal human interaction works (e.g., you make eye contact with someone for whatever period of time, and then go on with your day). So here's my pictorial response to that x 5 (or x 4 if you don't count my side eye):<br><br><img height="200" src="http://i.imgur.com/L2265Sp.jpg"><br><br><i>(I see you seeing what I'm doing there! How does that feel for a change? 😝)</i><br><br>(P.S.: Everyone feel free to join me in this staring contest, ladies. We can win this one!)

Anonymous

No, thank YOU. I came out of a long term relationship just before I found your audios. I'm one of them nutters that believe in 'fate', and I believe it was fate that made me find your audios at the perfect time. If it wasn't for your audios and all the wonderful lovelies who listen to you, I'd probably still be drunk texting my ex and moping around. The only problem now is you've set the 'gentleman who is still sexy as fuck' bar too high 😂 I pray we all find / have found a genuinely lovely, charismatic, fuck-machine such as yourself. I think all of us here believe the sun shines out your arse. Carry on being a fucking diamond please. Thankyou to all you beours aswell for being genuine friends and being absolute fucking nutcases. All the loveeee. 💚💚💚

Anonymous

I should be thanking you...you have no idea how much you've helped me! You're the best 🙏🏻❤️❤️💋

Anonymous

Definitely, I keep feeling like he's caught me doing something naughty!

Anonymous

It's wonderful that you're embracing who you are, Raquel, rather than aspiring to be someone you're not just because society says that we should act or think a certain way. The causes of depression are multi-factorial, so it's no surprise to me that the solutions are multi-factorial as well. I'm glad you've found some comfort and reprieve from the darker parts of life through Gael's audios, and I wish you the best in your ongoing journey of self-love and acceptance 🤗

Anonymous

Thank you for all you do. I first found Gael through his Meditation audios and then his sensual audios. I love the variety and enjoy them all. I recently joined Patreon and must admit I have lurked for a while before I felt comfortable enough to post a few comments within this community. Your comments can really cheer me up! I've been a carer for 3 close family members for a good few years, nursing them through long illnesses, with my mother dying recently. It was no hardship, it was an honour to have been given this opportunity to love and care for them as they did me. During this time I also got divorced. As a result, I have not been as sociable as previously and friends and family have their own families and loved ones to consider. Just as it should be. I am slowly picking up my interests again and enjoying socialising again and listening to Gael's audios I am even thinking I may be ready for some ...."romance" .... a polite way of saying it!! Thank you sirens for being so open, fun and friendly..... and Gael for just being. 💖💖💖

Anonymous

So Herr Gael... will you gut schlafen - sleep well in your rustling sheets after you read what you did and do and mean to so many wonderful, sexy, witty ...usw usw- etc. etc. ladies? Ja? :)) Seems like you are truly a Women-Whisperer... The King of Gaelandia... XPP

Anonymous

Can I leave another few hearts here...? I think I can! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Anonymous

Being one of those shy people until you get to know me, I'm afraid I'm still really too shy to share as much as you courageous women have. I will say that finding Gael was a pure accident. Was doing some research at the time and I think, curious about the accent, I listened. What I heard was a calm, caring voice that made me feel important as a person. I'm still not sure how that happens, but it's nice none the less. What amazes me is how he had this effect on so many others. I totally understand his want/need for privacy, but damn, I'd love to have a long talk about his creative process sometime and the whys of this whole project. I just think it would be fascinating. Might have to get a terminal illness to ever do that apparently. 😂

Anonymous

i found you on tumblr about a year ago &amp; you've helped me in countless situations! listening to you ramble &amp; the meditation audios bring my anxiety waaaayy down &amp; helps me socialize better. your voice &amp; accent are magic. go raibh maith agat as gach rud 💞

Anonymous

I'd say this comment is probably the start of the New Testament in Doctimus' Patreon Bible:<br><br>Cayla, if you (or anyone else) ever feel uncomfortable about the length or content of a comment you post, rest assured that 1) I will undoubtedly have written something that was much, much longer or otherwise completely pointless at some point in time, and 2) I will gladly bear the brunt of any criticism that may come our way for posting long comments. 😎 (Happiest is the lady that giveth the fewest fucks about that sort of thing, right? 😝) I'm truly sorry to hear how rough the past 6 months have been for you. I once heard that two things people need in order to be content in life are meaningful work (which can come in many forms, not just a 9-to-5 job), and meaningful relationships. It sounds like you took some pretty big blows in both departments, and that's not something a person can get past overnight. Having one's basic needs met is also crucial, so I hope that you'll be able to sort out alternate living arrangements, and that Trump will get impeached soon (he's already had far too much to fuck around) and won't be able to cause further damage to America's health care system. The tricky part about online communication is that it's difficult (if not impossible) to know how well someone's online persona matches up with who they really are. As far as I know, none of us here have actually met each other in person, so everything we know about one another is based on how we portray ourselves on Patreon, Twitter, email, etc. In some ways, I find that I speak more freely here than I do IRL because no one is going to judge me on my background or past experiences (because they don't know them). I also find it difficult to open up to people in general, so being able to keep others at an arm's length away through a computer screen makes me feel a bit safer. However, it can be a double-edged sword. Like you said, the environment here is as cheery and lighthearted as Gael seems to be, and I know we're all fans of the bantz. So every long-ass comment that I've ever posted where I address (even remotely) a serious topic is one that has been passed through my own mental filter several times. Because I don't want to be seen as Doctimus the Downer, forever rambling on about how depressed or scared or lonely she sometimes gets. And because I don't like feeling vulnerable when I'm not 100% sure of who I'm opening up to (and it's much harder to be sure of that kind of thing when you only know a group of people though online interaction). When I first joined here, I signed up for the $3 tier because I felt like the benefits I was getting from Gael's audios were worth way more than $1, and I had the ability to pay more. I didn't really think much about PAs until my name came up in a draw and I found that I had no clue what to ask for. I've mentioned in a past comment why romantic/erotic shout outs and PAs aren't quite my jam, and the Seanie audios hadn't yet been released at the time I won the draw. I'd really liked his audio on depression and I entertained the idea of asking for a PA about that topic. But then I realized that that might not be the greatest choice because I would probably be tempted to provide too much context (e.g., <i>"Here's everything that's gone wrong in my life for the past couple of years - how do I fix it?"</i>) Gael the fictional character would probably be all "Here, let me rub your shoulders while you tell me what's on your busy mind, <i>mo grá</i>." But Gael the actual person (we were calling him not-Gael, right?) is like everyone else here - someone we only know through a computer screen or a pair of headphones, and who has a whole separate life outside of audios. I didn't think it would be fair of me to dump all my problems on him and try to turn him into my own personal therapist, so I opted for a more general request (which I think still ended up being ridiculously complicated, but he did his best with it and I'm content with what I got 😝). I guess what I'm trying to illustrate is that sometimes it can be a bit like walking on a tight rope here - we're all supportive and encouraging, but it can be hard to tell what's kosher to share and what's in the realm of "oversharing". Everyone's threshold for that is going to be slightly different. I guess for myself, I'm more than happy to listen to any struggles that someone here may be having and offer whatever advice or support I can. The Community page seems like it can be a free-for-all in terms of the topics posted (well, as long as it's conveyed in a respectful and well-intentioned manner), so if anyone has anything that wanted to talk about that they don't feel comfortable posting in Banterland on the main page, I also make my rounds in the Community section and will lend a virtual ear and a shoulder when needed. 🙂👂💪⬅️ (this is supposed to be my virtual shoulder, but it can also be my virtual bicep because I'm still working away at making dem muscular GAINZ)

Anonymous

Initially I wasn't going to say too much because I have a busy weekend ahead of me, but since others have shared so much, I feel a little obligated to reach out to everyone as well. (CW: domestic abuse, mental illness) I just recently got out of a 7 year relationship, one that had turned abusive over the last three of those years. It's only in retrospect that I realize how deeply manipulative he had been since day one. He took advantage of the fact that I was vulnerable due to then-untreated depression, anxiety, and bullying. We met when I was in high school. He spent a lot of time making me trust him and eventually making me depend on him, and eventually I was thousands of miles away from any friends or family without a job or any education because I had been so isolated by him. Without going into too much detail, I went through years of psychological and verbal abuse and neglect, which eventually escalated into physical abuse. About a year ago, I was finally able to take my now 2 year old and leave. I'm now trying to pick up the pieces and start my life from scratch. I've finally gotten treatment for my depression, and I value myself way too much to ever let someone victimize me that way again. It's been a long fought battle, but for the first time, I feel confident in myself and my value as a human being. Gael's audios and this community have been really helpful for helping reaffirm that. My laptop has about 3% battery left as I'm typing this, so I'm sure this is rushed and full of errors, but I hope that the gist of what I'm saying is clear enough.

Anonymous

Wow. I'm sorry to hear that you went through that. That's terrible 😢

Anonymous

Hi, Gael and sirens ❤️ How's your day going? 😝 So I just wanted to share a little something exciting. My OSAP application is done and accepted today and I'll finally be starting college for hairstyling on the fifth of next month! I'm really excited! 😁😍

Anonymous

Yay so happy for you Delicate Rose, congratulations!

Anonymous

Congratulations! 👏🏻

Anonymous

Thank YOU Gael!! I don't know how you do it, but you just seem to nourish one's heart, mind and soul with mere words and sounds. I can't count the numerous times your encouraging words have lifted my spirits, warmed my heart, made me laugh, and chased away the enveloping darkness that seems to loom from time to time. In my "bio" I mentioned that I was recently divorced (officially 7 months to date). From start to finish it was about a 16 month "ordeal", to put it lightly. I was married to a man that found every opportunity to deplete me of every aspect of what made me..well..me. For 16 yrs he slowly and methodically stripped me of my (.....it hurts to put this in words) my confidence, love, peace, family, self worth, and every ounce of control I once had. His main mantra was how undeserving I was for his help, affection, respect, care, love, attention...anything that a human being, let alone, a wife, would want from a mate But, I lived it! I suffered through it! I endured it! I survived it! Oddly enough, he'd always rave on what a great sex life we had...it was the only reason he stayed with me for so long. HA!!!!! HE had a great sex life! because I ALWAYS brought my A game!!! While I..well more often than not, I'd be left feeling like I had been "purchased" for the evening. Sorry to be crude but I was nothing more than a pussy and a pay check to him...did I mention he didn't work? (13 out of the 16 yrs we were married!!!) He liked to call himself a "house husband" but 99.999% of the time I was the one who did all of the damn house work when I got home! So yes I was both Ward and June "fucking" Cleaver!!!....I'm sorry I didn't mean to turn this into a tirade..I really didn't. Gael, you have the knack of bringing out the all encompassing "woman" in each of us: The submissive as well as dominant. The giver, the taker. The vixen/virgin. Naughty/nice...and everything else in between. You have a talent that brings us to our knees and shakes us to our very cores. Your je ne sais quoi ( I probably didn't use that correctly) is absolutely alluring! You are certainly my knight in shining armor...my light at the end of the tunnel. Someday I'll be ready to jump back into that dating pool. (equipped with floaties, goggles, swimming cap, and a snorkel - and that's just to stand ankle deep) XD Right now, I'm still mending. For now, I'll just be spoiled by you! My dear Gael, with audios like "Bad Day", "it's OK Now", and especially "In the Arms of a Real Man" you have gotten me through some tough nights. I appreciate all of the time, effort, detail, love, lust, giggles and growls you put into your work. We all do! You are wonderful, thoughtful, and beautiful! I am so glad I found my Holy Gael!!

Anonymous

Gael darling, oh my gosh all the mushy feelings. Ya big ol' softy! (And I don't mean that in a Seanie softy kind of way.) This place is all because of you. I was a raging cunt before I discovered your audios. I soon found myself hugging babies, petting puppies, and smiling at strangers. It's amazing the difference some Gael banter and orgasms can make in a person. 😜💋💕 Lovelies, you are all beautiful inside and out. Don't ever let anyone make you feel otherwise. I have lived a lot of lives and have had more than my share of trauma and troubles. I am here for all of you anytime you want to talk, get advice, need a pep talk, or just someone to listen. My contact info is on my profile. 😚🤗

Anonymous

I have no words so...❤️❤️❤️😊😍

Anonymous

Guten Morgen my dears! A pleasant Sonntag - Sunday to y´all! Oh my, what a lovely thread! :) I´m in a rush, so right to some silly Fragen... if you like? What is the most embarrassing thing you have ever worn? What would be the coolest animal to scale up to the size of a horse? What set of items could you buy that would make the cashier the most uncomfortable? How many chickens would it take to kill an elephant? What mythical creature would improve the world most if it existed? (No, the answer is not Gael. XP) Danke for your answers... bis später XD Don´t forget to think about the new project... I post it here again :) "Naughty Thoughts Of Gaelandia" Same rules as before... I want you to record a little piece (.mp3, .wav, .m4a works fine) Length up to 2 minutes... just tell your naughty thoughts, maybe some dirty talk or moans? Or anything that crosses your sexy minds. (Let´s turn him on... shall we? Time for revenge!! Hehehe) EDIT: It doesn´t have to be a 2 minute "moan-orgy-cosmic orgasm-sound thing" (though that´s all right too! XP) Just record what you find erotic or sensual... some whispers? A line from your favourite poem/novel/song? ASMR crinkling sounds? A delighted sigh, because of something Gael said....? I will collect all your audios, edit them and send them to Gael. As before I promise I won´t listen, and I won´t post the finished audio publicly! It´s solely for Gael´s ears and entertainment!! And again I will make sure he will listen and enjoy and will express his everlasting gratitude... hahaha Deadline... let´s say... June 5th? Ja? Send your (sexy) audio to: the.frau.claudia@gmail.com If I forgot anything or if you have questions just ask :) Danke and see you later my dears XD

Anonymous

Good God, Elaine, your ex-husband sounds like a Grade A asshole 😡 Is it bad that I kinda want to watch the sexy Old Spice guy do this to him:<br><br><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SWF9i3Vzpac/TS1cpAowuDI/AAAAAAAABE8/Akjmw89Rh9E/s1600/Old+Spice+Man+-+beating+up.gif" width="220"><br><br>Slapping a douchenugget like your ex with a fish seems too comical to really count as aggravated assault, so I think we'd be okay from a legal standpoint. The Old Spice guy is far too pretty to go to jail 😧

Anonymous

I can't say it enough; finding you on Twitter, discovering your audios and becoming one of your Patrons are among the best things that's ever happened to me. Sometimes I'd think that something was wrong with me, or that I was missing something in life because just about all my friends are either dating or married, and I'm the only one who is still single. Occasionally, I still do. And I'm trying not to do this, but in the back of my mind or when I see another happy couple, I ask myself 'is something wrong with me? Is that why I'm still single? What am I doing wrong?' But then when started listening to your audios and you're calling me 'sexy', 'beautiful', 'desired', or when you're 'letting me cry' or not feel as lonely (even if for a few minutes), I had those thoughts less and less. I'm not as "self pitying" as I was a year ago. I'm still lacking in self confidence, but I'm getting there slowly. I know it's a fantasy, but sometimes it's just nice to hear those things from someone. And girls, thank you for making me feel 'not so alone', or singled out. That was the one thing I was afraid of when I joined and all of you have destroyed that fear. It's like the Olive Garden slogan; "When you're here, you're family." Lots of love to you guys! Gosh, I want to give everyone here a hug...!

Anonymous

Kris, just wanted to tell you...your not alone...I found my way hear listening to an Audio from Gael...to get through a panic attack. I thought it was insane at first. I had never listened to any kind of audio anything before. My mind opened up when I did though. Then, just like you, I came to Patreon, and learned about this awesome group (harem hahahahaha) and all the awesome support and fun, and yea, family. So, just saying your not alone sistah!

Anonymous

Ugh... I think Patreon ate my "thank you" note. 😭😭😭 Anyway, again thank you for doing what you do. May I give you a tight bear hug? *hugs not-Gael*

Kathy M

They say you get back what you put out in the world. By that calculation you're deserving of lots of goodness right back at you 💕💗💕💗

Anonymous

As someone who gets little to no sexual attention or affection from their partner (maybe one day I'll feel like giving a little more context on this), I really do appreciate your audios. There's something special in the knowledge that someone seems to take pleasure in giving you pleasure, and that they have such reverence and appreciation of your body and mind (and they show it!) that they put your feelings and needs above their own. I've only recently joined so I'm still finding my way around the community side of things, but from what I've seen I get a good vibe about it xx

Anonymous

I can definitely attest to the power of not only the audios, but the group of lovelies I've met on Twitter as a result of "following" you. (Haha, sounds totally stalker-ish. Ah well.) Just joined here today, so I'm excited to get to know more awesome people &amp; of course, listen to more audios! ^_^ Hope everyone has a wonderful week! &lt;3

Anonymous

Welcome Elizabeth and Charli!💖💖💖💖💖

Anonymous

Ohh, Patreon ate the Montagsss - Monday Fragen! :( Well at leassst it has good tasste...

Anonymous

Guten Morgen my dears! A lovely Monday to y´all! Here are the resurected Fragen of the day..., so if you like, answer :) What´s the first thing you wash in the shower? Do you scream on roller coasters? What sounds drive you crazy? Can you touch your nose with your tongue? That´s all I can remember... danke for your answers, bis später xD Oh and don´t forget the "Naughty Thoughts of Gaelandia" project!! See details in my previous Fragen posts. Thanks!

Anonymous

Hey, there, Claudia! Happy Montag and, here in the States, Memorial Day to you! Slept way too late for me today, and I guess I woke up feeling a bit out of sorts. Glad to have some questions to answer for a bit! Here you go: Shower: I wash my hair first. Scream on coasters: Unfortunately, WAY too much! It’s rather embarrassing, to be honest. LOL Crazy sounds: Bad crazy: nails on a chalkboard, noisy eaters (especially soup slurpers), tapping. Good crazy: rustle of clothing as it is being removed Nose with my tongue: nope There you go, my dear! Still working on/thinking about the project. Have a lovely day, everyone!

Anonymous

Thank you. I graduated this past weekend and the bulk of my work is done just have more clinical and lab hours to complete in order to move on to the next phase of my work...it gets tiring, difficult, frustrating, complicated, and irritating most times and your vids are definitely a release ...sometimes a reminder and most times a solace... that everything no matter how crazy is going accordingly. So Cheers to you. Keep going cause I am... and you are right everyone deserves to feel damn sexy ..So thanks for helping me and all of us embrace that concept. Hope everyone is having a great week and in the US a good Memorial Day ...alright beach time will post pics if I can. CHEERS!!!

Anonymous

Congratulations on your graduation! A lady with brains is dead sexy in general, rather than just super appealing to zombies 👍

Anonymous

Ooh, Fragen. Let's see. What´s the first thing you wash in the shower My face. Boring, eh? Rollercoaster screamer! Yes, and not in a normal way either, my friends tell me. I go iiiEEEEiiiiEEEEEiiiiiEEEEE. Sounds that drive me crazy: That knuckle clicking thing some people do .... ieieih! And my peeing neighbour. He always seems to go when I'm on my toilet and there's only a thin wall between us. That mna mna mna sound some people make when they sleep. (I don't, I only have intelligent solo conversations, you understand). Can you touch your nose with your tongue? Nope. I can do the tongue curl and the wiggly waggly finger bridge thing and the Live Long and Prosper gesture, but my nose stays unlicked.

Anonymous

<b>(Bah, Patreon ate my answers to the <i>Fragen</i> it consumed earlier. I'm probably going to start using "Patreon" as a verb, probably as a substituted for "fucked over" or "screwed over". Like, "I got Patreon'd by the government on my tax return" or "Patreon Patreon'd my comment, so go Patreon yourself, Patreon.")</b><br><br>Patreon ate your <i>Fragen</i>?! What a jizzmuffin of a website 😠<br><br><b>First thing I wash in the shower:</b> My hair, followed by my face.<br><br><b>Aural response to rollercoasters:</b> If I'm genuinely scared, I won't make a noise because my focus will be diverted to maintaining control over my bladder and bowels. 😝 But if I'm having a hella good time, which is usually what happens on rollercoasters, I'm prone to giving an excited whoop or scream 😃<br><br><b>Sounds that drive me nuts:</b> - People chewing too loudly - Someone hocking up a loogie - Loud mufflers on cars - Colicky babies (I know they can't help it, but that doesn't make it any less earsplitting) - My mom's "nagging" voice - Someone passing a shart - The sound of a pager going off at 3 in the fucking morning - Anything I attempt to sing <b>A tongue like Gene Simmons?:</b> Nope, I don't have this particular talent 👀 👃 👅 <b>Decisions I'll probably regret some day:</b> I've already sent you my decidedly unsexy recording, Frau Claudia! Hopefully I won't end up being the Medusa of the erotic audio world, with my voice being such an aural abomination that any man who hears it will turn to stone. 😱 But seriously, for any of you ladies that are on the fence about whether to send a recording, I'd say to just take the plunge into that sexy, sexy propeller of acceptance and appreciation. It's all in good fun, and the end goal of it need not necessarily be to get Gael all hot and bothered. You might potentially find it a useful way to express your own sensuality, flex your creative muscle, boost your confidence, or even just have a bit of fun. Gael seems like a reasonable person who would never judge or criticize anyone about that sort of thing. But even if he did get all judgemental on everyone's asses, his punishment is having to listen to MY horrific erotic doomsday audio. I bet he'd probably pick jail time over that 😈