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hello loves.

greetings from haumoana, aotearoa new zealand. i'm at a friend's house.

the new amandapalmer.net website is almost ready to unveil, after four years of build. it's coming in a few days....meanwhile, new music.

i made a song in lockdown, from the softest and darkest part of my heart. $3+ patrons, you'll get a download code in a moment.

the working title is "the man who ate too much".

it's hard for me to listen to this recording without crying, so i've only listened to it myself two or three times, to approve the mix.

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i do not take this patronage for granted. i never have, but especially...in this moment. now.

that i'm able to write a song like this, record it in a world-class studio, and work with top-level musicians in LA...all while not having to commercialize it or cut six minutes off it and sell it to radio....

it's a godsend. 

it means i can write and make real things from the depth of my soul and not have to worry about profit, clicks and hustle. 

you made this possible: this art, this moment, this catharsis. 

i need you to know how important that is to me, and to my collaborators. it's everything.

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please listen with headphones. the song is over 8 minutes. it is not an "easy" listen.

to...understand it?

all you need to know is that i do not feel wonderful about the man who is currently occupying the white house 8,000 miles from here. he infuriates me.

and....there is a mountain overlooking our life here, te mata peak. there is a māori myth in this neighborhood about "the sleeping giant", or as someone local once referred to it: "the man who ate too much". that idea stirred my soul.

so, if you want to understand the song a little better, read this:

https://www.hawkesbaynz.com/see-and-do/art-design-and-culture/the-maori-culture-guide/local-legends/the-sleeping-giant/


we see the sleeping giant every time we walk home, or walk to school.

he's always there.

this is the local children's book i have been reading ash. he actually dragged it out of the bookcase this morning and demanded a re-telling. 

he most have known. the man in the mountain, like the man in the moon.


i wrote the song in my head over late april and may, committed it to piano in june, then  played it for a small room of people in late june.

a week later, i recorded the piano and vocal at roundhead studio in auckland, with the engineer simon gooding....during the who-knew-it-would-close window between post-lockdown and auckland going back to level 3. 

i would not be able to go there and record now; yet one more thing not to take for granted.

the beautiful string arrangement atop the piano was made by my beloved collaborator jherek bischoff, and all the musicians played their parts from isolation in the states, all on the west coast. then jherek mixed and mastered it.

the waves were recorded in haumoana near rosheen's house, by xanthea, on a zoom.

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my current plan is to try to find a local filmmaker to make a fitting video for this song, epic in scale, and then release the song to the public when the video is ready...which could take a few months. if you have ideas about NZ filmmakers, please. let me know. i'm talking to several amazing people but maybe you know more than i do. don't say james cameron, please.

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and for now, this recording is just for you. if you'd like to share it with people, please just ask them to join the patreon and send them to this post. 

the title is still a working title...the other title idea was "rosheen".

or maybe "a very beautiful and sad love letter to aotearoa and all the nice people here", but that's a little long. i'll decide one of these days, but would love your thoughts.

stream the song on soundcloud, here. and again, please don't share the link on the internet. this is for patrons only for the time being.
https://soundcloud.com/amandapalmer/the-man-who-ate-too-much-patron-only/s-OfDIiTAzMLl


i'll let you know, of course, when the song is out publicly. if we don't manage to make a video, i might press a 7" or something.

the cover artwork is a photo i took at rosheen's house, of the tree.

she gave me permission to use the shot.

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CREDITS:

Piano & Vocal Written by Amanda Palmer
Extra arrangements by Jherek Bischoff

Musicians:
Amanda Palmer - Vocals and Piano 
Marta Sofia Honer - Violins and Viola
Caleigh Drane - Cello
Korum Bischoff - Drums
Jherek Bischoff - Bass

Arranged, mixed and mastered by Jherek Bischoff at Sweethaven, Los Angeles.

Vocals and piano recorded by Simon Gooding at roundhead studio in Aotearoa New Zealand
Studio Assistant - Alexandra Corbett  

Violins and viola recorded by Marta Sofia Honer at home in LA.
Cello recorded by Caleigh Drane at home in LA.
Drums recorded by Korum Bischoff and engineered by Calder Bischoff at home, Suquamish Washington.
Bass recorded by Jherek Bischoff at Sweethaven in LA.
Waves recorded by Xanthea O'Connor, Haumoana, Aoteraoa New Zealand.


enjoy.


i love you so, so much.


x

a

p.s. i am reading comments.  

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Anonymous

I didn’t like the song at first and then slowly it got to me and moved me almost to tears. You seem to talk in some kind of universal language of grief, hope and gratitude and I instantly understand it even when I am trying not to.

Anonymous

"i'm trying to read to my son by a sliver of hope from a broken light we'll have to pay for it's no kind of life for a kid to grow up in i guess i'll stop taking these pre-natal vitamins christ what a waste, maybe someone can use them but I can't keep having to look at them, look at them, look at them, look at them 8,000 miles away the man in the house gets a little more broke every day who says what's real and what's fake? you've been lying so much for so long i don't know what to say and I keep on telling all my friends it's not that bad but that depends what bad is" ----- Holding my heart and feeling the same beat as yours. -----

Anonymous

Thank you! ❤ first cry today was the bunny passing.. second was this song. Grateful for both. Love to and ash.

Anonymous

That song has made my life a little easier today. I'm working 14 hour shifts and feeling selfish that I feel so miserable when I care for people who are in such a worse place than me. I'm being h

Anonymous

harsh to my partner and just not very nice to be around sometimes. It's like my performance face can only last until I get home. It was wonderful to have just ten minutes lying on the bed with my dog just listening to music and finding some firm of peace. X

Anonymous

Brilliant song Amanda! Please talk to my brother Shae about a video, he is NZ based and must have done about 100 music videos by now. Have a look at the videos he made with Teeks (especially the one in Napier) and with Maisey Rika. I'm sure he could help you. https://www.shaesterling.com

Anonymous

Pretty good sound, have no grip on the story yet, some time soon maybe, Cheers

Jonah Poirot

It's the very small things. There are so many humans i love. But I am buried alive lately, or under the deepest sea, walking around through muddled darkness. But the sunrise is beautiful sometimes and the sunset is beautiful and the moon walks me across the sky and across time, repetitions. I am still breathing. I am still here. And so many people love me and I love so many people and this song goes well with its cousin. Frozen in time, so I beg to be frozen in the small, kind parts, for tonight, for tonight

Anonymous

Amanda you have always been such an inspiration to me. I love the piano artwork also, thank you for doing all you do!! Im wondering what if any advise in particular you can give to artists like myself just starting out & trying to break through?

Catherine Hannah

First off: Re: The Man Who Ate Too Much. Yeah. Women write *much* more compassionate and over-arching divorce songs than men. Men are all "ofuckthewotldisending" - see Forrest Covington's Cthonic Mass (if you can find it) or Punch Brothers' How To Grow A Woman - but this is heartbreaking and observant and exquisitely poignantly hopeful. Thank you. Gah. Part two will hafta wait. Imma go have a lie down. 🥰✨

Anonymous

I'm just discovering this now. It's a really beautiful song. I've been living in Vietnam through the Pandemic, which has had some parallels. They were held up as one of the better responders for so long, and then the Delta variant happened and lockdowns were intense. We've been stuck in country for getting close to two years now. I'm now watching all my friends travel and go on vacation and we just got in-person dining, but not even all the restaurants because the owners are being cautious. The thing that made me laugh wryly in this post is your comment about a video for this song maybe taking "a couple months," and how naive we all still were. I'm hoping that as soon as we start accepting that things may never change (the apex of adapting), things will start to change in tiny amounts and maybe well have some sort of bell curve toward normality.

Paige Wolf

I signed up as $3 Patreon to download this beautiful song. I imagine I may have missed the boat on the email. Anyone know how I can obtain the MP3? Thank you!