Message update (Patreon)

So this is a bit of an apology.  I haven't been in the best place recently and I thought I should say something as I feel some of my recent stories might be a tad. . . not my best work.

For the past two years I have been struggling with some major anxeity and depression issues that I finnaly found the source of and I am now dealing with.  But these issues did have a major impact of December.

Pretty much it made me feel I HAD to get this writing business working otherwise I couldn't solve my depression issues.  I have made it no secret that I am trying to do this for a living but due to some irl stuff I had put unrealistic expectations on my business and getting my work to a livable state.  When people unsubscribed due to your own financial situations, I tended to blame myself because as I didn't feel I was working hard enough to get to a place where I could be happy and every time, I saw things backslide it would be longer that I would be trapped.

But I have taken actions to help deal with this situation and make sure that when things are going rough, I won't work myself to death because of it.  Like this month when I was already exhausted and because of four people unsubscribed I gave up both my weekend and time with friends just to work after I said I needed a break.

I want to continue making fun, kinky content.  It is what I wanted to do from the start.  And now that I have been able to work on a major issue that has been affecting me for almost longer than my business I think I should have a healthier work/life relationship.  (That and I feel I have more energy just to do things in general.  My anxiety and depression seem not as bad.)