Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 30 - Part 5 (Patreon)

Before you’d ever brought it up to her, you’d wanted to submit to LeeAllure. And now, here you are, on your knees for her in at least two branches of reality. They’re all starting to blend together now in your mind anyway, but you know that before your journey can be truly done you need to go back to the train.

The train where, even though you now know it’s all a fantasy, you feel more real than you do anywhere else. The train on a journey to… somewhere… even if you’re not sure where that somewhere is.

(“And for the final part of the experiment, you have a journey to complete. So you can just find yourself back on the train now, staring at the spiral through the window, and all of these revelations and memories can just slip away from you again, back into the white room, and you can just remember to forget them for now.”

You don’t know how long you’ve been on the train. The spiral that you’ve been staring at has kept your attention for so long that you fear the train could have stopped a dozen times and you’d never know it.  But now…

But now there’s something different about the sound of the train.

You look around and realize that everyone else is gone, ‘Must have disembarked while I wasn’t paying attention’ you think to yourself, and that the spiral has also disappeared.  It would appear that your journey is coming to an end.

You think back over all the daydreams you’ve had while staring at the spiral –

The strange basement where you’d proclaimed your programming while on your knees.

The airy kitchen where you’d slaked your thirst with obedience.

The strange mindscape where you’d surrendered all your senses to someone else’s control.

And of course, this strange train journey, which couldn’t possibly be a daydream, could it? But you have to admit that some of the things that have happened on this train are so amazing as to be the stuff of fantasy.

As you’re thinking, the train comes to a halt.

Where has the train brought you?

1. Home again safe.
2. To Lee.
3. To your control room.
4. To another reality.