Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 30 - Part 4 (Patreon)

You and Lee, having finished the negotiation about how the great, four-track brainwashing will be structured, are finally ready to begin.  She directs you to sit in your most comfortable chair, with your legs spread and your arms on the armrests, and your head supported by a pillow to keep you from straining your neck muscles.  On a table nearby are several bottles of water, a notebook, and a microrecorder.

She drops you into a trance using her normal trigger (deep sleep) and spends a little bit of time taking you deeper and deeper into trance. Not because you need to be deep for her suggestions to work, but because she knows that going deeper into trance is something that you crave, something that makes you feel incredibly good.

The two of you have played with hypnotic amnesia quite a bit, and before too much time has passed Lee has solicited the aid of your unconscious mind to sequester everything you know about the experiment (including agreeing that you should forget the experiment) into an impregnable white room that only she and your unconscious mind has access to.  She tests this by bringing you back out of trance.

“And coming all the way up, as if we’ve just started, letting that room hold onto its contents until I free them again – 1,2,3,4, and 5!”

“So you just took me pretty deep, right? I feel like that is a thing that happened.”

“Oh yes, I definitely did that. Are there any impressions of the trance that you’d like to share? For posterity?”

You aren’t quite sure why there’s any use in recording that you were dropped deeply into trance and then brought back up again, but you dutifully record it in the notebook.

“What’s the microrecorder for?” you ask.

“Oh, that’s for if there are any notes later on that are hard to write down.” she answers.

“Notes later? Are we…”

SNAP “And deep sleep, that’s right, just right back down again to where you were before, and, because I know you like it, you can just drop even deeper now, and just enjoy the sensations that dropping this deeply brings you.”

And that is how the rest of the afternoon went: Lee dropping you into trance, setting up the parameters of the experiment, making sure you consciously forgot them, and bringing you back up to record your impressions of what had just happened.

Later on you’ll open that notebook to find a series of increasingly less-legible reports of dropping deeply into trance, and being awakened. At some point you’ll start including the words “fractionation” and “repetition”, and eventually the entries will stop entirely.

Setting up the 4 branches of the experiment was simple; Lee just had your unconscious mind review what you’d already discussed and then let your imagination run wild. You had done most of the world-building for that part yourself, in the moment.

Once the world-building began, Lee switched on the microrecorder and had you describe everything that was happening to you, although there had been a moment where she’d had to interrupt your recitation to make it more easy for you to speak clearly. She’d also made sure to let you have regular drinks of water, and as many bathroom breaks as you needed, just pausing the experience as necessary and having it resume when you returned.

And sometime in all of that, you’d stood up and spontaneously dropped to your knees, with your unconscious mind assuring Lee that it would put you back into the chair before you did yourself any lasting injury.  It had told her, compelling in its earnestness, that you REALLY wanted to be on your knees for her.

“And who am I to stand in the way of that?” she’d said laughing.

Why did you want to be on your knees so badly?

1. I kneel for Lee.
2. I serve Lee.
3. I submit to Lee.
4. I don’t know.