Personal update/paid membership suggestions (Patreon)

I don't ever want to beg for money on here and I'm not doing it now. I'm not doing well and I've had to restart therapy sessions but my psychologist is entirely out-of-pocket. I can't do much about that because of the whole American healthcare system and medical bias against my disorder. I've put it off because of that, but things just aren’t getting better.

I know it's better if you get something out of paid membership but I absolutely won't do early access content and if I ever do, please tell me because it's a mistake (...like yesterday).

I don't know about paid WIPs posts, either. I kind of find them pointless because by the time I'm ready with WIP images, it's going to be out the next day or two. Unless you want really rough WIPs but I worry about getting hopes up for what something looks like in Blender compared to game. I also kind of like surprising everyone. I mean, I list out what I'm going to do. That's not a surprise. But I like the result being so. I also think locking tutorials or references behind a paywall is antithetical to the spirit of a collaborative art community.

I don't know. Suggestions? Would anyone pay $1 to see me post in-game pictures of my horses not being just CC mules? The other art I do that's not Sims? I could put up paid tier polls for CC but that obligates me to make the thing and that hasn't worked well for me in the past. I will make it, probably. Just like having my own schedule. I guess I could do small videos of me making stuff, maybe. I still have horses I want to make in game if that’s of interest. It's not like I'm doing anything different than you can find on actual Blender tutorial videos or other Sims making videos so maybe that's okay to be paid.

Anyway, everything's kind of shit for me. I’ve been here before. I know what to do about it. Just sucks that it's expensive. Consider a paid membership even at $1. I do very much appreciate it.

Thanks for reading