BLOG: Group vacay turned solo (Patreon)

I needed to be alone. So I booked a room by the beach and left everyone. Selfish? Probably, but I came here to fucking relax and I couldn't think clearly at that house.. Best decision I could have made. As I walked into my beachfront tiny hotel on the beach I had a real full circle moment. I came to Tulum last year with a group and broke away from them with a friend. They were all super turned up and we just wanted to chill and have a drink. We stumbled into this unfinished hotel and found a little bar and met the only 2 people there. One happened to be the hotel designer and the other a black girl from New York who was escaping for her boyfriend for the month. We laughed and talked for hours and I told my friend “next time we’re staying here”.

As I walked in yesterday I realized this was the same hotel. I was exactly where I should be. They saw my sadness and immediately cheered me up with 2 free margaritas and lunch. I sat on the beach and let out the biggest sigh. I walked down the beach for hours. Swam. Came back to my room and put on my sexiest dress I brought this trip. I went to the restaurant and they asked me what my favorite song was. I requested “Ye” by Bruna Boy cuz that was the vibe as I looked out from the candlelit beach restaurant. It was just me and one other couple. Suddenly I hear Steve Wonders “Happy Birthday” song and they staff comes out with a birthday cake for me. It was such a treat. It was perfect. I really do love being alone.

I ended the night with a long shower, masturbation, solo dancing in my room, and a long convo with a  friend. I hugged myself close and fell asleep like a baby.

I followed my gut despite feeling selfish. I need to do that more often. 

P.s. highly recommend doing molly alone.😘🤫