Fix the Pain (Patreon)

Cycling through pills, coffee, cold meds, liquor, and whatever else can find that is legal and not from the street to manage the pain that the doctors run you back and forth and around, never finding an answer.

You do what it takes.

Accept it. Take it. Let it become part of you, because if you don't it will only drag you down and destroy you. You are not the norm. Your pain has caused pain for others, unintended as it may be, but you allowed it, so it is still your own fault. Accept what you are. Deal with it. It's not going to be fixed anytime soon, so keep your toxic fuel coming, and do what little you can do that is positive for others. Maybe then you can be forgiven, if only a little.