19 - A pool where there is no one else creates a huge sense of discomfort (Patreon)

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One day, when the summer vacation was nearing its end.
Hiuri and I were playing in the dream as usual.

“Kazuki-kun, have you ever been to a pool this big?”
“No, no, if it’s just something like this, I can make it just by imagining it.”

Since summer was about to end, we decided to go in the pool inside the dream. It's a huge pool that can't be compared to public pools.

At first, I thought being in such a big pool with just the two of us would be lonely, so I created mobs that move randomly, but now I think they're in the way, so I erased everything and we swam together just the two of us.

There was a little back and forth regarding her swimsuits.

...

“Kazuki-kun, you can dress me in any swimsuit you like, you know.”

That's what Hiuri told me after I materialized the pool.

“This is just for creating an atmosphere today, so I don’t really plan to swim... or rather, didn’t we have a talk about how materializing a swimsuit would be dangerous?”

We had a talk about that the night after we went swimming at the beach with our classmates, including Hiuri.

We should have decided that if I didn't fully understand the structure of swimsuits and something went wrong, we would regret it.

“But to be honest, it's a dream anyway... I think, um, I’m okay if it's Kazuki-kun.”
“I’m not okay!!”

Don't look down on adolescent boys. If a child like Hiuri ends up in a risque situation, our rationality will be blown away.

“Then let's go with the type that’s tied with a string. As long as I don't move too much, it should be fine.”

In the dream, the clothes I put on Hiuri are automatically adjusted in size just by me imagining it. Still, if I fail to imagine Hiuri's body shape, it'll be a big trouble.
That's why when I put something like a dress on her, I make sure they have a loose structure.

However, this does not apply to clothing that you tied and adjusted yourself.

“No, I mean, there’s things like your body size... also, materializing clothes is more difficult than directly putting them on you...”

When I directly put clothes on her, I can just project the clothes onto Hiuri in my head, with that, her outfit will change. However, if I want to separately materialize it, I need to know her size to some extent.

“...Kazuki-kun, come here for a bit.”
“Umm... okay.”

Somehow, there is an atmosphere that forces me to say yes or no, so I shut up and approach her. Note that Hiuri is still in her nightwear.

“Yes, gyu—!!”
“Uwaaa!?”

Once I approached her, Hiuri suddenly hugged me.

“Now you know my body figure, right?”
“No, um, that’s.”

As a matter of fact, I am less used to hugging than kissing.

With kissing, we can see each other up close and we only touch each other with our lips, that’s why I can still concentrate only on Hiuri.
But not with hugging. I can't help but be conscious of her body figure, especially around her chest when she hugged me from the front...

“Hiuri!!”

I managed to pull Hiuri off me. Hiuri was startled by my unusually loud voice.

“Calm down. I got it already...”

How should I put it, even the size of her breasts, it’s much more realistic...

“By the way, I don't tighten my clothes when I sleep.”
“Yosh, it's done, now go change in that facility over there!”

I didn’t hear anything!

...

“You don't have to be so embarrassed.”
“Impossible...”

As expected, she can't eat sweets while swimming, that’s why Hiuri is swimming normally right now.

Hiuri's current swimsuit is a type of swimsuit that is secured by tying a string at the back of her neck. I wonder what its name is.

“Aren't you getting bold just because summer vacation is ending, Hiuri?”
“Isn’t it fine? As expected, I don't feel like wearing a swimsuit outside of summer just because I'm in the dream.”
“That’s true, but...”

I'm feeling mentally exhausted just from today alone. The hug, which I vividly remember its sensation, was the biggest mental attack today.

“Fufu...”
“Ah, Wai-”

For some reason, Hiuri is approaching me.

“I quite like hugs, but...?”
“I guess I don't like it that much...?”

It would be especially dangerous if she hugs me in her current swimsuit.
My swimsuit is the type where I wear both the top and the bottom, but since Hiuri's bare skin is exposed, I’ll end up feeling its sensation.

“Ei!!”
“Uwaa-.”

Hiuri jumps at me, and I fall down, unable to support myself.

Even if we fall into the water, we won't suffocate. In fact, we can even breathe underwater.

““Puha-””

The fact that we still take a breath when we emerge from the water must be because it’s a long-standing habit of ours.

“You should support me properly.”
“It’s impossible when my footing isn't even stable.”

If I imagine it properly, I can probably support her underwater without slipping. However, it doesn't go quite well because I have an unconscious belief that the bottom of the pool is slippery.

“Kazuki-kun, even though you can kiss me just fine, you're not good at touching me.”
“When you look at someone in a swimsuit, you’d think they’re cute or pretty... but when it comes to touching them, won’t you immediately start being conscious of them as the opposite sex...?”
“Well, I know how you feel.”

Do you really?

“...Kazuki-kun, take off your top.”
“He-!?”
“You're a boy, so isn’t it fine for you to be naked from the waist up. Besides, I'm the only one looking at you.”

That's certainly true, but I won't take my clothes off. It's embarrassing.

I don't really understand the idea that if you're shirtless in the city, the police will come right away, but it's fine when swimming.

“...I may be making excuses, but I just want to see it. Even though I'm showing so much bare skin... or rather, even the size of this swimsuit was decided by Kazuki-kun, wasn’t it? And yet, you’re trying to save yourself. That’s unfair, isn’t it?”

That... may be true.
But I still can't get used to being shirtless no matter what...

“No good?”

Hiuri approached me and asked me with an upturned eyes.

Today, I decided to take my clothes off because I felt like I was about to lose my rationality. Right now, I don't have the mental strength to withstand Hiuri's mental attacks.

“Don't you have a surprisingly good body? Are you doing any muscle training?”
“It's been since I met Hiuri. I started walking around different places for Hiuri, and it just came naturally.”

Just walking is boring, so I do all sorts of walks just to feel like getting some exercise.
And then, I realized that I didn't have enough physical strength, so I did a little muscle training to gain strength.

“How smooth, you say it's for me. Even though I haven't done anything for Kazuki-kun...”
“That's not true. Just being together like this makes me feel at ease.”

Well, I don't feel at ease today because of all the skinship though.

But the reason I can calm down during this mutual touching is probably because I truly love Hiuri. If we only have a casual relationship, we wouldn't have gotten this close, and I wouldn't have felt at ease.

“Hey, can we just hug one more time?”
“Eeh...”
“Look, I can feel the flesh more than before.”

On the contrary, that makes me not want it even more.

“Here... gently.”

It was a very soft and gentle hug, unlike the previous two.

Even so, I still end up being conscious of her body figure, but unlike before, I felt strangely at ease.

“How is it?”
“...My heart is pounding.”
“Fufu, but you also feel at ease right?”
“Yeah.”

We had a sweet moment that we wouldn't get in a normal pool.

...

Morning, I wake up.

I wash my face and comb my hair.

“Why do I miss human skin so much?”

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