Getting What He Wanted - Chapter 1 (Patreon)

“Hey mum, I’m home.” Austin called out, bursting through the front door swinging his bag across his shoulder, momentarily letting it fall to the floor while he hung his jacket up over a hook.

“Hi sweetheart, how was your day.” His mother replied.

“Fine.” He called out again, not bothering to slow down and speak properly with her.

Austin’s final year of school was really bothering him, he had a mountain of homework to do to get the best grades he could do get into a college that he didn’t even really know if he wanted to attend. Dumping his bag onto his bed, he fell down beside it letting out a lengthy groan. Putting it down to divine intervention he realised he had somehow made it to Friday without having a full-on mental breakdown, but he could hardly even look forward to the weekend when he still had plenty of work to do.

As much as he wished that he could take a nap he realised if he got stuck into work now maybe he would have time to relax on Sunday. Reluctantly he stood up and decided to go take a shower now then get straight into it.

A shower always felt great after school, anything to escape the stresses of his life momentarily. He couldn’t hide from them forever though, as much as he wished that might be possible, he knew that the second he stepped out his responsibilities would be there waiting for him.

Austin had recently gone to efforts to find other ways to temporarily escape his responsibilities, they were unusual and he had only just dipped his toes into the water. It was definitely not something he thought he might ever be interested in, and after placing the order he was immediately filled with shame and regret. For something that was intended to help him relax, it was doing wonders at causing him to wallow in a deep pit of anxiety.

He returned to his bedroom with a towel wrapped neatly around his waist, stepping inside his eyes were quickly drawn to the package that hadn’t been there before. It wasn’t until he moved closer that his heart rate picked up when he realised it had already been opened.

“No…..” He whispered fearfully.

Carefully peeling open the front of the plain wrapped parcel he confirmed his worst fears to be true. Inside was a blue and white stripped baby’s onesie big enough to fit someone his size perfectly. If only that was the worst of it, beneath the neatly folded ensemble tucked safely beneath was a package of thick plain white adult diapers. They looked much thicker then Austin thought they would be, he was hoping for something more discreet that he could get away with wearing around the house without his mother finding out, not that that would be a problem anymore.

Austin cursed himself silently for being so stupid, he was angry his mother had opened something that was addressed to him anyway, he couldn’t fathom as to why, he had ordered clothes and games before and she had never opened any of those.

“Austin.”

He jumped hearing his mother rapping her hand on the other side of his bedroom door.

“What is it?” He called back fearfully.

“I’m coming in alright.”

“Mum, wait.”

But she ignored his pleas and he clutched harder at his towel, the only thing preventing him from exposing his nudity.

“Sorry for barging in love.” She started, wanting nothing more than to console her son after seeing the look of fear in his eyes. “I just wanted to say that you can talk to me about anything, you know that right.”

“I know.” Austin mumbled.

“Then is there anything you wanted to talk to me about now?”

Austin shrugged, so she continued to pry. “Are you having trouble with wetting the bed sweetheart?”

“No it’s nothing like that.” He grumbled.

“Then could you explain it to me, I promise I won’t judge you, you will always be my special little guy.”

Austin cringed, “Why did you open it.”

His mother sighed, “I’m sorry, I know I shouldn’t have, but when a suspiciously plain package turns up on your doorstep addressed to your son I didn’t know what to expect and I was worried it might have been drugs or something else. I wasn’t really thinking straight and I apologise for invading your privacy.”

She offered him a warm apologetic smile and took a seat on the edge of his bed, tapping his blankets for him to join her.

Awkwardly Austin sat down beside her, feeling acutely aware about his lack of clothing.

“I just wanted to try it.” He began.

His mother looked at him inviting him to continue, Austin looked down as he spoke, his cheeks growing brighter and he was too embarrassed to meet her gaze.

“I don’t know it’s weird, but I saw stuff online and schools stressful, I just wanted to try something to help me relax and it looked like it might be fun.” He said searching for anything to say that might be able explain it.

“Love.” She began, holding the package of diapers in her lap. “I think that’s adorable.”

Austin blushed but finally looked up to see her smiling down at him.

“If you want to wear diapers and cute little outfits I won’t stop you, I think most mothers would be afraid about their children experimenting with drugs and alcohol, who knew I would be the lucky one that had a son who just wanted to be little again.” She practically swooned as she spoke.

“Thank you for understanding.” He told her, finally managing to relax a little bit.

Austin watched curiously as she pulled open the package and handed him one of the diapers.

“Were you going to put one on now then?” She asked.

“I ummmm.” Austin choked up.

“Could you, I want to see you in it.”

Austin bit his lip nervously, he scanned over his mother’s face for any sign of judgement but there was none to be found.

“I guess I could.” He finally replied.

Wordlessly she began to pull at the towel covering his waist.

“What are you doing?” Austin cried, pulling away from her grip.

“I was going to help you.”

“I….I can do it myself!” He stammered.

“Sweetheart.” She said sounding rather condescending. “You’ve never put a diaper on anyone, let alone yourself. Just let me handle it.”

Austin kept a firm hold on his towel, too afraid to loosen his grip.

“Shhhhhh darling, just relax.” His mother cooed.

Meekly he allowed her to take away his hands; she did it so slowly and delicately like she was in the middle of performing some sort of surgery. Austin’s heart raced as he put his trust into his mother and soon he was ushered back against the bed and the towel was pulled away from his body, leaving him lying nude before her.

He watched her nervously as she unfurled the diaper, it was definitely thicker then what he realised and he was about to find out just how much so as he raised his bottom for her to slide it underneath him.

It was incredibly embarrassing being before his mother in such a manner, he was almost thankful for her gentle humming that broke the silence of the room. He couldn’t believe he went through with this, part of him was screaming out to put a stop to it that this wasn’t normal, but there was a much stronger part that was much more willing to see it through. It was evident what side of him would prevail as he lowered his bottom onto the cushiony padding for the first time since he was a baby.

It was hard to explain, that something so simple and infantile felt like heaven to him in that moment. He was almost thankful that his mother had found out about it, as embarrassing as this was for him at least she wasn’t judgemental even helping him indulge in it.

“I don’t suppose you thought to get any baby powder?” She asked him.

Austin shook his head.

“It will be ok this time, but we must get some so you don’t get diaper rash.”

“I wasn’t going to use them.” Austin choked.

His mother chuckled. “That’s what diapers are for love.” She sensed his uncertainty and quickly backpedalled. “Baby steps though.” She winked.

Truthfully Austin hadn’t actually thought about using the diapers for their intended purpose, he hadn’t put much thought into any of this, had he actually he might have never ordered them realising how absurd it was for someone his age to be indulging in any of this.

As the padding was fastened over him and for the first time he realised he was actually wearing a diaper, just not quite in the same way he had envisioned.

“How does it feel?”

“It’s…. good.” Austin blushed, immediately regretting choosing such an embarrassing way of describing it.

His mother seemed to appreciate his honesty though and pulled him into her loving embrace.

“Thank you, for letting me be a part of this.” She told him sweetly.

Eventually she let go but quickly turned to the onesie still in the box.

“Normally you’re supposed to wash clothes before wearing them, but I think it will be ok if we make an exception just this once.” She grinned.

Austin smiled back at her and held his arms up as she pulled the onesie down his arms. His mother cheekily tickled his sides causing him to giggle as she grabbed the flap and pulled it taut over his thick diaper.

Finally she stood back and looked over Austin who stood their wordlessly as she admired him.

“You look adorable baby.” She cooed.

Austin smiled nervously and let him be pulled tightly into another hug, this time she held him in her arms and gently pat his diapered bottom causing it to crinkle loudly.

“I’ll let you get back to it then shall I, if you need a diaper change or anything just come get me, I’ll grab you when dinners ready.” She gently kissed him on the cheek. “I love you Austin.” She said moving towards the door.

“I love you too….mummy.”He smiled after her sweetly.