YouTube deleted my channel again. (Patreon)

I’m just upset. Disappointed. I’m just really tired of this back and forth. I hate starting back up all over again. Especially when I worked so hard. I sent an appeal but I doubt I’ll get my channel back. Do I start a fourth channel? I also lost all my prerecorded videos that I spent so much time on. Because I record on my low storage phone, I delete them off of my camera roll, so they are gone forever. I’m really upset and my day is ruined. What do I do?