failed attempts (Patreon)

The past days I've recorded two videos and I hate both of them. For the mystery video I was not pleased with how incoherent it turned out and how short it was so I spontaneously decided it needs a map. I don't own a map and neither does anyone I know so I went and bought a map. I was gonna try again tonight but since it's a Friday night assholes don't go to sleep until like, now. Unfortunately, I don't feel well enough to act and coordinate a video tonight. So I guess I'm just writing to let you know I'm gonna rest up for the weekend, give you some time to catch up with my activity here and spend some time with Jack. It's his birthday weekend and I was gonna make him a birthday video, too, before I cracked under the stress and anxiety and insufficient sleep. 

That also means you have more time to guess what the video is gonna be! I've already seen some correct answers. 

Not all videos are gonna work out but I have some ideas so why not just talk about those for a moment. I tried a roleplay with my ever famous character Sage. Kind of a friend roleplay, kind of just casually hanging out and lots of painting. I started a painting and I'll work on it a bit more another time but the technique I used didn't produce good sounds so I decided to scrap it. The paint mixing and gentle brushing sounds were good but the rest wasn't. Looking back at my throwback poll, the crystals appear to be the epic winner. I recently ordered some raw citrine for my water so I was thinking about waiting for those and using them in that video. What I had in mind was a solar plexus healing of some sort. I also have some raw black tourmaline so we'll see how creative I get with that. How do you feel about these video ideas? 

I have to go rest now as I'm dissociating and somehow also extremely sensitive to light but I hope you have a lovely weekend and I'll hopefully see you again next week. Cheers

//Ally