time to rest (Patreon)

Just in time for the weekend, my body has decided for me that I'm done working, or at least I won't be in front of the camera for another video this week. The overload is getting pretty bad. This morning I did so much as start laundry and eat breakfast and just collapsed. The good news is, all my hard work has resulted in a bunch of videos that are coming soon. Okay, it's only two. But like so often, I made multiple versions cause people keep saying they appreciate that I do that. 

I ended up filming the video I meant to do for alters. I made it inconspicuous enough to be enjoyed as just another roleplay, but if you have alters (or are one), it will have a whole different impact. It has the right kind of vibe I was going for and I'm very proud of it. With the music, the ambience is totally realistic and immersive - but you have the option to ruin the experience for yourself lol. I don't mind taking the music/ambience out if that's the only thing getting in the way of somebody enjoying my video. The third one is rendering right now. Alter or not, this video is like chicken soup for the socially rejected. I wanted to give you the kind of experience I wish I had growing up. 

The other video is a healing roleplay that I still have to review (I couldn't cause rendering) so I don't know if it's any good yet. But chances are it is. I'm going through the usual thing of "Wow I bet everything about this sucks and it's super awkward and I didn't really know what I was doing and everyone is gonna hate it" - which goes for the alters video, too, I mean, it could flop big time or draw attention to my private life and ruin my career forever... But it has the potential to do a lot of good for those who need it the most aswell so it's a huge gamble. I always think my videos suck until I edit them. Then, either they actually suck, or I'm pleasantly surprised. The healing roleplay requires lots of editing so it won't be as long as my other shit. It's all about the close up, layered fire sounds, laced with smoke, whispering and hand movements. I'm gonna edit this one in the evening and then figure out how to do the fire sounds to make it just super immersive. Yep, there are gonna be outtakes. Shit happens, lol. Additionally I wanna show you a little bit of how my videos are made so I'll just attach that to the outtakes, for those who are curious. 

It's really hard to focus right now. Wish me luck trying to phrase a description! lol 

//Ally