important update #1 (Patreon)

As I was mentioning earlier on discord, I have an update post for you guys and a rather important one too.  This week and the last week have been very eventful, my partner finally quit his job after the lawsuit with his boss was settled and he thankfully won and after
struggeling for two hours to put everything into words and failing miserably due to my brainfog and exhaustion making this near impossible right now, I will write you a short version now and a longer and more in-depth one at a later point once I'm feeling better 🙏
My apologies for that but my brain is honestly too deep fried right now. 😔

After some of the recent bad and very stressful events my health got  much worse to a point where I barely dodged hospitalization, I'm still not really at a good point right now but as I said I'll be going into detail in a later post and keep it short for now.

The doctor I was seeing and my therapist told me that I'm so burned out right now, I'm at a critical point where any more stress might cause some really serious damage where recovery might take a really long time and that I need some time off, not just slowing down but strict time off because I can't and absolutely shouldn't go on with things as they are right now and I've reached my breaking point.
I've been dealing with this for a while now, past 4-ish months I think I haven't been truly happy with most of the things I draw and kept going because I thought it was probably just a bad and very persistent art block and tried to work through it through everything which essentially just made things even worse because what I would've needed especially after the flooding was resting and properly recovering from it. it's been serious life event after serious life event for a year now with no real breaks and it's really catching up on me now.

So after some long talks during the week and considering all possible options, me and my partner have decided to take some drastic measures for the sake of my health and decided to take a 'vacation' on a super short notice starting tomorrow and visiting a close friend for a change of environment and working on restructuring life.
I'll be finishing my work for this month of course, voted picture and patreon reward sketches will be done.
But patreon payments and work will be COMPLETELY on hold next month. We decided to rely on our savings so I can get an actual much needed full break and time off.
So essentially I will be taking most of the time off until May.

So you guys know in advance, I hope the break time will actually help with re-igniting my passion and and enjoyment in my favorite thing in the world. I don't plan on stopping this patreon anytime soon unless I absolutely have to. Thinks will simply be on hold for a bit. No you will not be charged for the following month.

I hope you guys understand. 🙇‍♀️
I know this is very sudden but I have to put my health first even if it requires some more drastic measures. I'm just absolutely overwhelmed with everything that's going on right now and need time.

Thank you guys so much for your support.