Hard Slams-the video I watch when art sucks (Patreon)

There's this video I watch when I feel like nothing is working out. When the trial and errors seem to be mostly errors. It's of one of my favorite skateboarders attempting a trick over some stairs. It's kind of painful to watch. But it kind of personifies how I feel about the process sometimes. Like is it even worth it? Why am I don't this at all? Am I crazy?

Most of the attempts don't work out. Sometimes it works out a little but its not quite how I want it. 

And at the end of the day it doesn't really matter to anyone. It's just what I want to spend my life doing.

Here's the Video I'm talking about: Andrew Reynolds Varial Heelflip attempts on the Hollywood 16 

Here's another video about the madness of Andrew Reynolds