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Had a fun idea for a little POV femdom animation but it's not really panning out the way I hoped it would. 

Feeling kind of in a rut art-wise these past few weeks - struggling to focus, seeing nothing but flaws, feeling frustrated, beating myself up and deleting pieces for no good reason. The Curtain Call thing was the biggest flop I've posted in ages, both here and on Twitter. I usually try to just do my thing and not fuss too much about numbers, but sometimes when a piece bombs really hard I can't help wondering if something is wrong, especially if I'm already doubting myself to begin with. 😢

Anyway, no time to cry about it. Just have to push through and keep making stuff. This is the last thing I'm working on before knuckling down on BL3 again. Might tinker around with it a little more later tonight or tomorrow and just shelf it if I can't get it to look good by then.

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Ry

Nooo! You’re doing incredible! I actually loved the curtain call meme, I love that character she’s so cute! And this looks super good too! I love the expression change! Just try and remember that there are a lot of people who adore your art.

Mixadozer

There’s definitely something here to work with Jam, put a dialogue bubble up and it’ll go somewhere, the closet stash thing is really hot. I know it may seem hard to take our word for it when you’re feeling down but all of us love the work you put out. Your own well being is most important, I can’t speak for everyone but I’m pretty sure most of your supporters here on patreon don’t mind a dip in quantity of work if that’s what you need to make sure you’re in a good space. Hope you can feel confident again quick <3.

jamorbital

Thank you Ry! I really appreciate you saying that. I know this feeling will pass, just have to try to weather the storm until then.

Flargo

Awwww- Im soso sorry to hear youve been in a rut my dude. And this sounds like quite a rut at that 😭Your transparency with your struggles is so respectable and admirable. I'm here to support you through thick and thin no matter what happens. You deserve to be happy my guy! I wish you nothing but the best and if you need an ear im always here for you :)

Ry

I know you can do it, but believe, me, I also understand how hard it can be to fight those feelings. I’m a writer, so I understand that when you make something, it feels like a part of your soul, and if the response isn’t what you were hoping for, it can feel like that part of your soul kinda cracks. I guess what I’m saying is, make sure you’re doing whatever you need to do in order to take care of yourself, and make sure you’re giving yourself the time and tools you need in order to deal with your feelings.

Lulyn

Hope you can get yourself out of this rut soon! If it helps at all I personally think every new piece you make somehow manages to be better than the last, there’s definitely lots of us that are always anticipating your next post and always end up very satisfied with your work <3

Xocoxoco

Take some time to rest and draw something crazy. If ya want to hold off on monthly poll or something for a little bit, I think that might be smart. Get ahold of yourself and practice drawing something you really enjoy and feel proud of to snap out of it.

DoctorFlash

I have every confidence you can hold out, and this honestly looks promising. I love your POV femdom works, and this is incredible. I really hope to see more in the future, so don’t give up

Sen Trillion

You're doing wonderful Jam, you are my fav and I'm so sorry you're feeling bad :( I just hope that things get to feeling better. If it's any consolation at all me and my wife think it's really cute when you post a Jam is Gagged and then delete it later if you get shy. If anything I just want you to know you're my favorite artist and I'll always support you in any way I can.

PWMRM

It's a shame to hear that you are in this rut. I just want you to know that I always love seeing your art and I always get excited when ever I see that I have a notification for your patreon. You have been hands down my favorite artist for literal years now, even long before I joined your patreon. You have always had imo one of the most consistently great styles out of any bondage artist I know of. Over time I have been a member of various patreons, but I usually will leave them after a few months due to wanting to save money and just not really feeling the need to stick around all the time (sometimes returning after a few months). But you are the one artist that I have never paused my support for, because I know I will always get quality content from you! So I just want you to know that the art that you may consider as bad, in my eyes will still be very high quality :D! (P.S. As for this POV femdom gif and the tops picture, I think they are both outstanding, especially the tops picture!)

jamorbital

I appreciate that! I feel like I've been doing plenty of goofing off with self-indulgent pieces already this month though. I think working on BL3 and having something I can feel like I'm making tangible progress on will actually help me feel better. It means a lot though!

thunderpuma

Yo that maki piece was one of the best you’ve done generally! It sucks to be in a rut but never forget to reflect on everything you’ve put out and appreciate your work! Artists in every medium go through those feelings and it can be really tough to give yourself the credit you deserve. You’re doing great and have done great; just give yourself the space you need to feel your way through it.

Luigidile7

It Happens To All Of Us, Man. It Sucks, But That Doesn't Mean You Suck. You're As Good As Always, And Soon Enough, You'll Feel That Good Again.

Anonymous

I totally agree with Ry's opinion! For you, the curtain meme might not be perfect - but what the artist doesn't like, the people might still love! I totally liked it as well! 😋