January! Art Suggestion Thread-Late (Patreon)

Hey everyone, hope the new year is treating you well. I've been a bit quiet as of late due to some traveling and self reflection.

It's time to suggest work I should create and ideas for the polls. Everyone is free to give ideas.

Suggest characters, scenarios, themes anything you'd like. Let me know whether something you suggest is R-18 because if not I'll just end up deciding on it myself.

About the Illustration

This is a character I made a while ago I named Manza. She was part of a group of characters I sketched up to flesh out a world of my own. One that I'd potentially like to see as a game. I imagined her being an older sister type of person within a village of explorers and farmers.

I don't know why but I always feel like my work feels...empty? I worry things feel too simple? Like the shapes aren't full? It's a weird way to put it I suppose. I need to be less afraid of spending more appropriate time on my art asking myself healthy questions.

Over the last week I've been in a pretty big low. My self esteem was practically non-existent. Somewhere in the last few years I lost all sense of my self while trying to please others in the pursuit of money. Speaking to my closest art friends made me realize that and I became envious of them. So much so that I can't even make a stroke without thinking "What will X think of this?". This feeling becomes so overwhelming that it sends me into panic attacks. I was confident when I was just taking commissions to make people happy, I'm good at it.

But now that I'm trying to learn who I am I'm terrified.

And that's ok. I'm not suppose to be perfect.

Thank you everyone for continuing to support my art!

If you're interested in me creating something specific for you please consider commissioning me. As a Patron you get discounts. Message me or email me at Fu@Fushark.com if you're interested.