NSFW Just let it breathe (Patreon)

[TRIGGER WARNING borderline rape]
Filip's first true job was being a stagehand - work that was given to him by a friend of a friend. At the beginning he wasn't given much information about the sets he was working on. Truth to be told he was mostly there just to pack up the car and unload the heavy crates. He didn't ask many questions, since the payment was fairly big compared to the amount of job he had to do. He was 17 at the time. 
During his first year, tea was spilled, and he got to know more. Apparently he was unloading the truck for highly controversial porn sets. At that time Filip was... very narrow minded. Trauma from the past, homophobic tendencies, easily built up anger... Something that was frowned upon in the environment he got himself into. 
It took some time, parties, alkohol and drugs to make this boy placid. It was then that after being groomed into less extreme approach, intoxicated, open and floating in a different world; he was approached by his coworker Patrick who was pretty high too. Struggle was short and not really that honest... Touch felt too good to fight against it. In fact, in this unusual moment, Filip found himself enjoying sexual interaction way differently than before. He felt more connected to himself but also to Patrick. Physically he could swear that they shared pleasure as if their minds and bodies were linked.
After sobering up Filip was confused. He couldn't admit even to himself that he extremely enjoyed everything that Patrick did to him. Starting from a struggle to pin him down, humiliating words said with a slight chuckle, sense of being forced into obeying his touch, pulling clothes but staying dressed, teasing, touch, pleasure...
It was all so different! And all that Filip thought he hated!