Chapter 45: Courting Disaster Part.2 (Patreon)
Content
Warning: Very annoying Yolka, Niel being a psychic wingman, a little NSFW
Thank you for waiting!
Hahaha I thought it will be short like part 1 but it turns out.. longer.. And this hasn't even covered 50% of stuff I want to write.
How much chapter 45 I intended to be:
those 4 pages. yes hahahaha
it was impossible so i just make the rest into next chapter༼ಢwwಢ༽
This one is one same timeline with part1 only on Yolka's POV. I intend to draw this panel from Yolka's POV but didn't manage to:
So many i didn't manage to draw aaaaaaaaaaaa
When drawing this I be like, "Omg. Yolka. You-- you so annoying. Is your IQ drop after you have someone again????? This is ridiculous. So annoying!!!"
Fortunately there's niel so I can use him to voice my thought(・∀・)
To be honest, like Chapter 19 when you see yolka analogize himself as a beast and andra is a little wabbit, yolka still think of andra like he's a small animal. He think of himself as a beast (this had to do with his EPD and his time in sanatorium when his EPD isn't controllable yet, I haven't draw this T-T. But basically he know he has low self-control against his biology and mind, so he always thought he is like a beast who has no self-restraint and act mostly on instinct)
He welcome andra as his beloved but when he judged he is a danger to andra due his low self control, he decided it's better to make a distance with him, at least enough to hold himself back.
I don't know how this is called, a hero syndrome? superhero complex?
It's so annoying!!! He should've be honest to what he want hshshs especially when it's also what andra wants. Annoying!!!
Is andra cheating..?(・∀・)
Anyway, andra's alt account is Pelting Meatpole, aka throwing dicks/fucks. At yolka LOLOLOLOL if you didn't know, webnovel author especially from (east) asian has weirdest pen-name. Even the popular one, like I Eat Tomato, Bursting Crysanthemum (crysanthemum is slang for asshole TTATT so, exploding ass), Pole Facing The Sky, stuff like that😂😂😂 I think he used Melting Meatballs because he used to write in his small apartment with Air Con OFF to save some electricity, causing his crotch area to be sweaty and hot, so Melting Meatballs that's it. ((((My balls feels hot goddamnit))))
Look forward for the next update! I'm itching to draw them fight but why it's so far to go there????? Have some yolka negative overthinking first.
Special Thanks to Ayanna and Viktoria who always helps me edit the chapters🥺🥺✨
I'll send the PDF of chapter 45 part 1 and part 2 to June's Patrons tonight.
Also replying to messages and comments.
---RL life rant starts from here---
So last month I've been so down because my chicken farm suffered a big loss. The cycle starts at 24th June but when second week come, around 12th July I already know I'm going to loss money. But I didn't expect it to be soooo high 😂 I lost around $9000+, in my country this amount can but you a fully furnished small house, and is equal to total earning of 4 successful cycle combined. That means what I have done for almost 1 years is nothing. I'm upset at the amount of time (and money of course) loss. The chicken are sick o)---)
I'm going to try one more time but if it's still no good I think I'll just let go of this business and rent it to our partner factory. Bruh I'm cried for some night after receiving this just after I finish uploading part1, thus is why this chapter is late haha.
But I'm okay! I still have the place and it's not like I lost everything. It's just when that hard time comes I'm feeling so down, I told you many times I'm even afraid to open DMs and even email, so I hired an assistant to read things for me and ease my anxiety hahahah. I'll use her well so I can be more active here!
Don't mind much about my RL rants, I'm truly fine now and can joke about it, just to let you know o)---)
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Anyway look forwardddd for the next one okay, this chapter except for the 2 weeks I'm feeling lost how to cram 4 pages of plot point into 1 chapter, the rest is a fun process. I like that Yolka think andra as a smol weak baby while niel is like: "HE IS MY SIS IN LAW YOU KNOW???? MY, THIS GREAT NIEL, IS PERSONALLY APPROVED SISTER-IN-LAW, YOU KNOW???? HE'S TOTAL BADASS HERO WHO CAN MAKE YO DROP DEAD, YOU KNOW?????????? WHY ARE YOU BLIND??????"
He has a very good impression and respect to andra, especially because he think andra is topping yolka here and there. I like to think yolka thought he gonna destroy andra's ass and organs by fucking him brutally, but niel thought yolka refused because he's too insatiable and makes andra look like this:
both bottom and top yolka will fucked andra up anyway( ͡°( ͡° ͜ʖ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ʖ ͡°) ͡°)
I also added finger/handmarks beside bitemark and kissmark in the nsfw panels u w u Yolka is being a brute and want to grip his little beta tightly. Guess he is indeed a beast~~
Extra Note: If it wasn't clear I hope you don't reupload Patreon chapters outside even to social media like tiktok, Ig or twitter. Just little panel bits here and there is fine, but not full spoiler. Please love author alone and makes other people suffer from curiosity👍