Hello big IMPORTANT announcement! (Patreon)

I hope you are all having a great month! If you could take the time to read this it would mean a lot to me! Big changes will be happening here

As of right now I currently don’t have the strength to continue making my content the way I do. Lots of things have happening in my life that have been not so great and just simply can not keep up mentally AND feel inspired and motivated to continue making art on the schedule my Patreon demands right now.

So what does this mean!! I am not going to stop my Patreon entirely because I’m certain I will keep creating art and I will want to post it BUT it will all only be on one 5 dollar tier. And it will be me posting when I want to and not myself forcing myself to bust out cosplays when I truly do not have the heart for it.

I love cosplay and I don’t want to stop but a lot of bad things have been piling up to the point where I wake up hating cosplay more days than I do loving it. And I think we all sort of knew this, I think we all knew this was coming in some way. What with me just generally slowing down these past few months causing stress for me to keep up my regular content. It’s been causing me burn out and I’ve been killing myself to try to keep everything going well because I hate disappointing people more than anything else in this world.

I will probably open up a print store for those who like to receive my prints and I’ll be putting some sets up on gum road too so they will be available to get set by set. November rewards of course will still be going out!

I don’t know how long I’ll keep things like this

But it’s something I need to do. I need to heal myself right now, like actually instead of me saying that I’m doing that and then digging myself into a further hole in desperation to feel normal again. I’ve tried “faking it until I make it” for about a year now and now it’s just time to take a step back.

I want to reconnect with my passion and love for cosplay and the craftsmanship around it. Maybe hone my sewing skills finally and or learn how to 3D print. Make big builds again without worrying about all the other things I need to do to fulfill my content quota for the month.

I want my art to feel like it’s coming from my heart again. I want to make it because it feels good and it’s what I love and I know I can get there again.

So if you decide to leave my Patreon I understand! I’ll still be active on all my other platforms. But it’s not fair nor acceptable for me to keep running my Patreon the way it is with that state I am now.

But for those who want to stay, come hang out on the five dollar tier where I’ll still post extra goodies for y’all 🥰 I don’t want to say goodbye to you guys either since a lot of you have been my biggest supporters since day 1 and I love you all so much. Seeing your usernames makes me so happy everytime.

But I’m just so tired, I can’t handle what life is throwing at me, and I’ve been on the brink of choosing not to exist for a while now (if you catch my drift) so it’s time for a little brain repair.

But don’t worry im not disappearing 🥰 still expect to see me online and posting and maybe even streaming again!

Thank you all so much for being here and being a part of this. I cant begin to tell you how grateful I am. You’ve truly helped make my dreams come true. But I lost my way and it’s time for me to find that again so I can come back and shine even brighter

Thank you so so much

Love,

Bukkit