In the process of moving (Patreon)
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I'm currently staying with family trying to get some rest and make plans for the future. My relationship with Michelle has become impossible to maintain as it's completely dysfunctional due to a psychotic break she suffered last year. It manifested schizophrenia and I've tried everything to get her the help she needs. She spent weeks at mental health facilities. She's resisted everything and now it's time for me to go. There's nothing I can do to help her because she's in denial about her diagnosis. She refuses to leave and live with her mother. She refuses to work or do anything around the apartment. I pay for everything and do everything. I'm exhausted dealing with her and all the responsibility involved while also being abused.
I'm aware that the plans I made at the start of the month and the promise to keep you informed and updated have already fallen through. Life has a way of throwing the best laid plans in your face and laughing at you. I have hesitated to update because I am embarrassed by my failures. Shortly after posting my plans for the future she became impossible to deal with. She harbors delusions, has hallucinations, becomes irrational and confrontational. I ended up sleeping in my office on the floor to avoid her. This has happened multiple times over the past 20 months. This was the last straw.
I'm setting up a new work station in a new location and I'll be working every day until the end of the month to try and get something finished for you.
I'm sorry to you and Michelle.