AftynRose

Love and Advice From a Concerned Friend (Patreon)

Published:

2018-07-11 13:49:19

Imported:

2021-02

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Hello my friends, I have a new video I want to share <3

I recorded this on a sad, rainy night after listening to some LoFi beats, and feeling helpless, and depressed. I thought making a video would help me feel more myself and it did. It gave me some moments of peace and closure from the sadness going on in my head. Sometimes when I leave myself alone on a gloomy day I start to think of all the suffering in the world and it's hard to stop once I start. I wish it could go away, and for the happiness never to fade, but that's unrealistic; there will always be sadness in the world just like there will always be happiness. So this video certainly isn't all about thinking positive thoughts, it's about connecting to a friend, accepting yourself, and caring about yourself enough to make it through the night feeling okay. I hope to inspire you to live a long life full of wonder, and I believe that if you hang in there it will be worth it. It won't always be perfect, but it will be worth it :) And by paying attention to ourselves and taking positive actions we can control our future a little bit easier. These videos are not a permanent solution and I implore you to actively take care of yourself and stay strong.

If you think you could benefit from talking with someone who specializes in helping you, maybe you should try online therapy. They pair you up with someone very quickly and you don't even have to leave your house- which for me is a huge plus. Consider giving it a shot. https://www.betterhelp.com/about/

This was the first video I made after finding out my friend had lost their life to suicide, If only I could have helped you. I hope that everyone will consider donating to prevent suicide and raise awareness. https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org...

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ASMR ~ Personal Attention From a Friend (W/ Rain and Lofi Beats from Bootleg Boy and Fantasic Music)

Hello :) It's a sad and rainy day, I'm listening to some LoFi beats and I want to try to help you get through the night. So I'm here for an impromptu heart to heart chat to help convince you that you're good enough, that I understand you're going through a lot, and that life is worth living. I want you to feel loved and okay, at the very least. You deserve to live a long and happy life full of love and wonder, and I believe that if you hang in there it will be worth it. It won't always be perfect, all things are temporary, but we can control it a little bit more by paying attention to ourselves and taking positive actions. I hope that I can help you feel better today, but these videos are not a permanent solution and I implore you to take care of yourself, believe in yourself and stay strong. If you think you could benefit from talking with someone who specializes in helping you, maybe you should try online therapy. They pair you up with someone very quickly and you don't even have to leave your house- which for me is a huge plus. I hope you'll consider giving it a shot. https://www.betterhelp.com/about/ I recorded this video after finding out that one of my friends had ended their life. We went to the same school and worked together in a greenhouse for a few years, during that time I was fortunate enough to get to know the kind of person he was and to share some of his stories. When I found out he died and how he died, it broke my heart. The thought of such a sweet boy giving up on life when he had such huge dreams, the thought of those he left behind, the memories of all the ways he impacted so many people, it was heartbreaking to find out he was gone. I wish that I had taken the time to reach out to him and try to help, try to show him that the future is worth living for, but It's too late. I hope that I can help you and I hope that you'll consider donating to help prevent suicide and raise awareness. https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/donate/ I found the music for this video In two separate YouTube playlists, which I have linked below. I love these music channels for just breaking away and having something nice going through your head, check them out! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JE3vqqocqwU&t=881s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JyNYkWKHf1Q&t=343s