A Thank You Note ❤️ (Patreon)

I can be guarded when it comes to posting online about my personal life. But you all mean so much to me, and have always shown me nothing but kindness and support, so I want to share a little of what's been going on with me behind the scenes. I found out around two weeks ago that I lost my job with American Airlines (low travel demands have caused the industry to suffer leading to furloughs). For those of you that have been with the channel for a while, you know that being a flight attendant was already my Plan B. I’m moving back home with my family for a bit while I try to figure out plan C. I’m able to do 2 reaction series right now because I really don’t have that much going on. 

The point of me telling you this is to thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for being patrons. Yes, for your pledges, but mostly for…well…just being you. I’ve received messages from many of you throughout the years talking about the difference I’ve made in your lives. I want you to know that feeling is so mutual. These past few weeks of unemployment have left me feeling worthless, even though I know logically none of what’s happening is my fault. Anxiety and depression are funny like that. Having the channel has been my outlet for creativity and productivity, and you have made me feel like I have a purpose in a time where nothing feels like it makes sense anymore. 

I truly can’t wait to watch Infinity Train and OPM with you. In the beautiful words of Miss Mabel Pines, thank you for being my people <3