Special Thank You (Patreon)

Hey Patreon Beans,

With August approaching means my next surgery for my cancer treatment is too. Fingers crossed we get good news! A few things I wanted to address because I know there are a lot of new people to my community and a lot of changes :3 so here we go!

1) I’m a cancer patient who sleeps for WAAAAAY too many hours a day. It’s hard for me to stay awake so usually I have a small 3-4 hour window after waking up where I get to function before I get exhausted again. So I spend the whole time recording.

2) It’s actually what inspired me to start streaming on twitch. I was feeling insanely lonely and getting more depressed about my health and life. I started getting so tired I was reading comments less and it made me feel even more alone. Until I thought about recording live and honestly I’ve just been happier these past 4 days.

2.5) MAIN THING TO ADDRESS: as Patreon members you get early access to all my series! Streaming my reactions on Twitch means people can tune in as it’s happening or miss it completely. Reason being is I don’t keep the vods up. The only way to see the vods and get early access is by being one of you a Patreon homie! Your special privileges are still here!!

3) My health sucks. As we read before but since I’m so happy and a vtuber it’s really hard to understand the severity of what I’m going through. I’m someone who can’t walk unassisted and can’t even go up the stairs alone to fill up my water bottle which is why my mom is always helping me. I can’t even shower by myself. I really need you to understand that I am always and will always try my absolute best for you all. If my best isn’t good enough I’m sorry for that because it is your money you’re spending. Just know I’m trying to be happy and myself while going through something and that I care about giving you guys content.

Thank you for supporting me but also thank you for making battling cancer less lonely. I hope you feel happiness towards me going on twitch as well realizing that I’ve gotten more content out than usual and I’m happier too.