Update (medical) (Patreon)

Hey patreon beans!

You have probably noticed over the past few days that I've been uploading less than usual. I've been feeling really unwell because of my cancer treatment but even more than that one of my medication for helping balance out my hormones from my uterine cancer ran out. My surgeon is on vacation which is why I'm not having my next operation until August. I finally got an appointment tonight with a duty doctor so they can renew that prescription for me.

Monday I had a scan, today is my appointment to get my medication that helps with my cancer treatment directly, in 1 week I have another appointment that monitors my vitals and functionality of my body. New blood work is I believe a few weeks away? Which is the big one because I am someone who needs blood transfusions otherwise I start to lose my vision and I can't stay awake at all. My vision started decreasing again 2 weeks ago which is normal when my hemoglobin is low. I'm also sleeping for 15-18 hours a day. Which tbh my hemoglobin is always low but the whole goal for us is to keep me out of being critical. Because getting blood transfusions is SUPER risky. So most of the time I have to hold the L and wait till I'm like low key dying before they transfuse me. BUT it is all okay baby! We are day by day kicking cancer's ass.

But I'm getting more sick and it's becoming way too noticeable and way too hard not to mention now. I don't want to take time off because making videos and being with you all gives me purpose beyond fighting my illness. I really need that. I'm not sure what I can handle video and recording wise. But this is me saying I'm going to do my best no matter what! From videos to kicking cancer's ass to being a good bean who rests haha. Thank you for your love and support. See ya in the next video.