Mommy or Baby? Parts1 & 2 (Patreon)

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Sweetie? Are you doing what I think you’re doing right now? I recognize that look on your face. Someone is wetting their diaper, aren’t they? Are you wetting your diaper right now? You don’t have to hide it, Baby. I can already tell.

Oh really? You’re dry? Baby, I just watched you blankly stare at a tree for 30 seconds. You spread your legs wider, and your back started to hunch. I know when my ‘boyfriend’ is going potty in his pants. I know your “pee face.” It’s the same one my babysitting charge has. You peed in your diaper. Right out here in public. It’s okay, I’m not mad at you. No really, it’s completely okay that you wet your diaper.

I mean I’ve gotten used to it over the past few months. When you started peeing your pants, I just thought you were sick. It’s not normal for someone to suddenly have problems making it to the bathroom on time. You fell down the hill pretty quick from there. It seemed like you were in diapers within a matter of a week. Ever since then, it’s been round the clock changes hasn’t it?

You’ve been wearing diapers for so long now, that I honestly can’t remember the last time you wore underwear. Come to think of it, I can’t even think of the last time you went tinkle in the potty. You’ve been a full-time diaper soaker for the past few months, huh? My little boyfriend, the diaper wetter.

Come to think of it. Whatever “Condition” you had at the start probably would have been over by now. The doctors couldn’t find a single thing wrong with you. You know what I think? I think you’ve been going potty in your pants on-purpose. Mhm, I think you’ve been going potty on purpose this whole time. I see the way you look at your diapers. It’s the same way you look at me.

You wanted this. You wanted to be a baby. You wanted a strong Mommy like me to whisk you away from big kid life, and dump you into baby-land. I can see your cheeks blushing! Don’t lie. You want to be a baby again, don’t you? It’s perfectly normal. There are plenty of people out there who want to be in diapers 24/7. You’re one of those special little boys that never really grew up, aren’t you?

You’re one of those boys who’s always had a part you that’s stayed a baby. That part of your self that wants to be a diaper piddling baby. It’s okay. That part of your brain just never grew up. It’s stayed a baby. What’s wrong with making that more of yourself? You can let that babyish side of you grow all you want. I don’t mind, Baby. In fact… I kinda like it.

I’ve been thinking about this for a while. I haven’t been able to get my mind off of your diapers ever since you started wearing them. This isn’t just a spur of the moment feel. Far from it. Deep down, I want you to be like this. I don’t want you going back. I want you to stay in diapers permanently. I want an unpotty trained diaper pissing boyfriend. You seem so happy every time you use them. I’m almost jealous in a strange way. Why don’t we get you home, tape you into a dry diaper, then have some fun back at home?

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Do you like it? My underwear finally matches my bra! Haha, I know, I know. I haven’t worn these in so long. They really are wasting space in my drawers. I had to wear them one last time before we donated our underwear tomorrow. I also thought you’d get a pretty good kick out of it.

You know, this has been way more fun than I ever could have imagined. When you convinced me to put on one of your diapers, I had my reservations. You were right though. It’s all a made-up social construct. There’s nothing wrong with wearing diapers. They’re fun. And that’s all I’ve felt ever since I started wearing them 24/7 with you. They’re so relaxing. I don’t have to get up when I need to pee. I don’t have to worry about icky public bathrooms. I can just stay put and let loose into my diaper. They’re too convenient to give up at this point.

I’ve had to catch up to your baby bladder, but I’m getting there! I forgot to tell you, but yesterday I met up with Sharon at the coffee shop. When we got up to leave, I thought I had spilled some coffee on my pants. Turns out I had completely wet myself in the middle of our conversation! I didn’t even know it happened! I couldn’t believe it. I felt just like you! It was awesome. I had that saggy waddle swag when I walked out.

I didn’t even change when I got home. I figured, if wet diapers were becoming the norm, then I really need to get used to them. I’ve been sitting in my pee pee diapers constantly now. I didn’t even change after bed this morning. I’ve been sitting in my wet overnight diaper all morning. It almost disorients me sometimes too. Did I pee before? Is that a new warm feeling? Maybe it’s an old accident? 9/10 I’m not sure.

Speaking of nighttime diapers. I love not having to wake up at night to use the potty anymore. It was strange at first, my bladder would not let go while I was laying down. Once my body realized it didn’t have to wake me up to pee anymore, there was no going back. I love waking up to my wet nighttime diaper. It makes me feel so little sometimes! Little me, can’t even keep her bed dry! Thank goodness we put those plastic covers underneath our sheets.

Thank you, for being the diaper lover you are. I never knew how much fun this could be. I was skeptical about all of this at first. I thought I wanted to be your Mommy. I loved the idea of coming home and seeing you with a soaked diaper and a drooly pacifier. But I guess I’d rather join you. Let’s keep having our play dates together. You can be the Daddy, or I could be the Mommy sometimes, but let’s be babies most of the time.

Here, drink up! I put reaaally strong diuretics in this one. When I tried these a couple months back, I still had my potty training. I was soaking myself an hour later. I couldn’t stop it. I didn’t even know half the time. I don’t know what they’ll do to us now. I wouldn’t be surprised if we’re making puddles on the floor before we even notice we’re wet. Come on! Rugrats is starting in a couple minutes and you know I love singing along to the intro!