Diaper Update 7/20 (Patreon)

Hey everyone!

I’ve been thinking a lot about how I wanted to start this diaper update. This is a big one for me. I’m gonna try to split this up into two main parts. My diaper progress as of now; and a little announcement about content on this page in the coming months.

Real quick though, I just wanted to say, last month I had an AMAZING response from so many of you! I was honestly shocked at how many people reached out to me in that thread, or via personal messages. I received a lot of valuable responses. I was expecting most to be pro-24/7 diapers. But frankly, many of you brought up plenty of valid negative reasons to staying in diapers all the time. It made the post feel much more credible in my eyes. I can’t talk about these things with my friends, so you all are literally my diaper support group.

After taking everything into account.

I’m going to keep going with my diaper training.

I went back and forth a million times on this. The biggest problem was telling my friends and family. Only a few people know about my diapers. I still haven’t told my mom or dad yet. My sisters don’t know. My closest friend knows, and that’s it. I’m still very much a closeted diaper wearer. 

I think I’m going to keep quiet on this for as long as I can. I’m personally very okay with the fact I wear diapers now. I don’t need other people’s blessing to feel comfortable with my reduced potty training. It’s my decision. I did it for myself. And I like being in diapers. I feel the conversation will come up naturally. There’s no need to force the conversation onto my family right now. I haven’t seen them since COVID anyways, and I probably won’t until this all clears up anyways. 

At first I was really worried about losing all of my potty training. We’ve all read so many stories of people going into diapers for long periods of times, only to wind up helplessly pissing and shitting themselves forever. The fact of the matter is, it takes a very long time to become fully diaper dependent. At least for me. I don’t normally use my diapers to mess, I only use them to pee. So it’s taken a while to make serious progress.

I’m not fully diaper dependent right now. I’d consider myself diaper reliant. If I need to make it to the bathroom without peeing my pants, I’ll make it 90% of the time. I don’t have to wear diapers in public if I really do not want to, but I’m going to feel a little nervous the entire time. I rely on diapers to protect me in case I’m not able to make it to a restroom for any reason. But I don’t NEED them. I know saying that doesn’t sound like someone who can control themselves XD. Though, I feel confident in my current potty training to take care of most public scenarios.

At home though. Different story.

I don’t try at all when I’m at home. 0% of my muscles are trying to hold it. Most of the time I notice I’m about to pee about a split second before I let go. Sometimes I don’t realize until I’m about 3 seconds into peeing (Those accidents are always the most fun to me 😊. I’m in the middle of something, and suddenly a warm wet feeling is growing around my diaper. Never fails to bring a smile onto my face). 

I don’t try at all to make it to the bathroom anymore. I’ve done that for so long now that I’m getting emotionally used to wearing diapers. The idea of switching back to normal feels like so much work. If I want to be 100% potty trained again, it’s going to take a 2-3 months to get back to where I was. Right now, I just don’t feel I have the energy to put that time in. 

Bottom line, I’m staying in diapers. I like wearing them. I like using them. And I like having accidents. Diapers are fun. And what’s wrong with living my life like that?

I’m not going to become completely 24/7. But I want to live my life just a little diaper reliant. I’m going to sink a little further (Probably another 2-3 months of full training), then keep my weakened potty training at that point. If I need to spend some time out of them here and there to keep my muscles from fully degrading, I’m completely okay with that. But for the most part, it’s diapers for this girl.

The second thing I wanted to talk about was content. One of the biggest problems I have as a caption writer is finding pictures that fit my story. I try using what’s in the picture to paint a fun detailed description of what happened to the poor diapered soul. Sometimes I have a really good idea, but no picture to match up. How am I going to fix this problem?

Well, officially, I’ve begun drawing!

I’m not going to release any of my sketches yet. I’ve only been practicing for about a month now. I’m not satisfied yet with any of them. They have to be up to a certain standard before I share them with you all. I purchased a graphics tablet to get better not too long ago so I can draw on my computer. Been weird picking it up, but I’m slowly getting the hang of it!

We’ll see where drawing will take us. I have so many stories/comic ideas in my head. If I could express what I’m seeing in my mind using my own images and words. I think it’ll be a lot of fun 😊

Thanks guys. You’re the best patrons! I love love love this community we’ve created together. Let’s keep up the good times and diaper talk 😉

MC