Thumb In (Patreon)

*Thumb in*

“Wait, shouldn’t I not do that? Fuck this file Jess sent me. I’m not-“
 

*Thumb in*

Julie’s thumb instantly popped itself into her mouth. She didn’t hesitate after the second time. Her mind felt soupy. Like the headphones around her ears were the mixing spoon. 

“That was.. weird. I didn’t want to have to…”

*Love it*

She started sucking harder on her thumb. It felt like sucking down sweet waves of the most delicious chocolate milk. 

“Oh FUCK this is good. Mmmm… holy…. Shit this is… This is fucking amazing.” Julie thought to herself. She was loudly slurping away at her thumb now. She felt in the back of her mind that things were getting out of hand, but she let the words in her head do the talking. They told her it was okay to let them think for her anyways.

*You are a thumb sucker*

“I am a thumb sucker.” Julie’s mind responded instantly. She felt immediate discord in her brain from that statement though. “Hey I don’t… I don’t really want to be a…” She couldn’t really bring herself to say it at first. 

The adult part of her was firm about thumb sucking. This wasn’t something she wanted to pick up. Only little kids did it, and Julie, being a successful professional, was far from that. That part of her brain was certain. But… there was this other part of her. A small, but growing, part of her brain. What if she did want to become a thumb sucker? What if it was okay to indulge in it from time to time…

*You love sucking your thumb*

It was practically settled in her mind at that point. “I’m basically a thumb sucker.” Julie thought lazily in her brain. She wasn’t going to suck her thumb much in public. Perhaps a few subconscious sucks on the subway, the bus, or even at lunch alone while she read the paper. That much she could keep under control. And of course, she’d sneak in a few sucks if she had to calm down herself down. At home though? Her thumb was planted in 24/7. No question about that.

*You always. Suck your thumb*

Life seemed confusing to Julie now. How was she going to do anything? She practically just lost one of her hands. There was no way in hell it was going to be anywhere else then in her mouth. “In the office, how am I going to present without mumbling around my thumb?! How am I going to talk to my friends? Face my parents?!” Julie’s brain went into a panic.

*All you can think about, is sucking your thumb. You dumb, dumb thumb sucker*

“Mmm, my thumby wummy. I wove my thummy. Juwie woves her thummy.” Julie mumbled around her thumb. She felt drool spilling from the sides of her lips. She didn’t care. It’s what happens to dumb little thumb suckers like her. Her brain melted into simply absorbing the waves of pleasure pulsating from her lips. Her chin was practically soaked from how hard she was sucking her thumb. She’d get used to it though, it’s not like her thumb, or brain, was going anywhere.