Dream Come True - Page 3-4 (Patreon)

Once again, i'm terribly sorry. I could tell you many excuses for the delay, but it wouldn't change anything. Page 4 is in the attachment.

There is one thing i request of you though: Please don't be considerate and nice by saying things like "It's okay, don't burn yourself out, take your time". I NEED pressure to work properly, i need to have deadlines. I totally appreciate you guys intention, but it's neither helping me nor you.

And another request, if you feel like i am not delivering and you don't like to wait: Instead of just quitting silently the patreon pledges, talk to me! Demand to see content that you payed for! I do this patreon as much for me as i do it for you, so we need to work together here.

Truth is, this patreon isn't doing that well. When i first started it, i expected it to reach 500$ during the course of one year or so. And yet it has remained at around 250$, sometimes a little more, a lot of times a little less. And honestly, this isn't cutting it. Every month my savings are getting reduced more and more. I don't expect you to pay more, i already appreciate what you guys can give, but i have seen a lot of other people on patreon that provide far less content for twice or even four times as much pledges. That just makes me lose any motivation i may still have.

People advice to make more advertisement on giantess forums and the likes, but the truth is, which i could tell from my own research and activity here and on deviantart and hentaifoundry, is that almost everyone already knows about me, at least the people who are interested in an artstyle like mine.

Why do i tell you all of this even though i just said i don't expect you to pay more? To maybe inspire some of you to be able to motivate me. I need some pressure, i need a goal to work towards. If you want to see this or that, tell me. The more difficult it is, the better. For example, the only reason why i haven't created a videogame (of any kind) yet is because i always deep in my head think no one cares, even though i bet a lot of people would enjoy such a thing.

Over the years i have spend my time learning all kinds of stuff. I may be not be an expert on any specific thing, but i do am a jack of all trades in regards to entertainment(except for anything sound related^^") and yet all these talents  acquired through hard work go to waste.

Originally i wanted to put this rant(with some more information on my life situation) in a separate post, but only once i have caught up with my schedule. Well, i expected that to happen 4 weeks ago, so...yeah. Better now than never...