Rebuilding Megan: The Blog of Megan Waters (Patreon)

June 3, 2020

Sorry it's been so long since my last update.

I'll be blunt, I've been high all month and I really have no regrets about it.

I've expanded from edibles to this vape pin thing. It took a while to get use to it, but it's even stronger than edibles.

My days just sort of blur together, smoke weed, eat weed, and then eat, eat, eat.

I've never seen my stomach grow so many stretch marks, not even during the height of my project last year. I swear I'm not doing this on purpose, it's just all this marijuana.

Heh, I'm starting to turn into a bit of a stoner. Never expected that.

But I've definitely gained. My clothes are pretty much all too small for me, I'm lounging around the apartment nude most of the time with my great rolls of fat hanging loose. My arms are so big now! I think at this point theyre as big as what my waist used to be. I don't know for sure though, too lazy to measure. Too lazy to weigh myself for that matter.

I'm sooo lazy, lol.

It's becoming too much of a bother to clean up so my apartment turns into a bit of a sty at times. When I do clean all the bending and moving makes me a sweaty tired mess. Im really out of shape guys. Like, it's really pathetic now. I get out of breath taking my garbage out, I gotta take a rest at the dumpster after.

I need to buy a whole new wardrobe, I can't just be naked like a fat farm animal. I'm thinking of spending part of Trump' stimulus thing on  new clothes.

Also, and this might be TMI, but since I'm a TMI kind of girl...I'm really desperate for a fuck.

I've been soooo god damn horny over the past month. I haven't had sex in over a year now and I need a good seeing to. I need a good long hump. I'm a sexually frustrated whale and I'm this close to lowering my standards and find some chubby chaser to fuck me. As much as it disgusts me being objectified as someone's fetish, at this point I'm desperate.

Come on boys, I'm fat and easy!

Thank God I started smoking weed. I have so much anxiety. COVID and now these protests down town. I'm turning into a recluse, if this keeps up maybe I'll get too fat to leave my home.

When will this end? I had such great hopes at getting back in shape, but COVID is making it likely I'm going to be obese for another year.

And all because idiots don't want to wear a mask! Ugh! It makes me sooo mad! Especially since as a morbidly obese person I am now at high risk for it. They don't even think about people like me!

Bitch, bitch, bitch thats why you guys read my blog XD

Anyways, gonna smoke a bowl and watch Stranger Things on Netflix, it's the lockdown life for me!

#smokeweedeveryday #highanxiety #wearamask #needadick