Telecommuting (Quarantine Queries) (Patreon)

(Considering how things are going out there, I decided to write something a little more closer to home. I hope it isn't too hard hitting. Stay safe out there!)



--Telecommutining: Quarantine Queries--



I'm just your average woman living in an American state with the highest amount of confirmed Corona Virus cases. Life has thrown me and my family several curveballs over the years, but nothing this grave and serious has ever been thrown my way. You and I are literally living through history right now! Future generations will be reading about this on their digital tablets decades from now, wondering what we felt, what went through our minds as we lived day to day, curious about what coping methods we used to persevere and survive through this situation.


Well, thanks to my job, I'm currently sitting in front of my laptop in between meetings, looking through social media. I'm at my desk, in my bedroom, wearing only a blouse and fancy blazer. If you could only see what I was wearing underneath….


*Crinkle*


But I digress, telecommuting has literally become the only way millions of people across the nation, and the world, have managed to continue running their businesses and doing their jobs. Handshakes have been replaced by smiles shown through a screen and the worry of having to rush to the bathroom in between meetings has vanished from my world. 


It was roughly ten days ago when the state was shut down and the quarantine went into effect. As a kid, I often heard that in the year 2020 we would have flying cars. Never would I have ever imagined being forced to stay inside while an invisible enemy ravaged my nation, stealing lives and destroying the fabric of our society. These sudden changes caused us to seek safety in our homes, isolating ourselves from each other. This became the new norm from one state to the next, but business, business must go on. It is the life blood of our nation.


*Crinkle*


Social media has been like a lifeline to me during these last few days. I spend anywhere from sixty minutes to a couple hours a day staying in touch with my family through Facebook and seeing what's currently going on in my friend's lives. Sure, nothing really changes from day to day, but that's how I prefer things to go. I like to think I am strong, but mentally and physically this situation has started to take a toll on me. I often worry about my father and mother. They're not as young as they used to be and the idea of losing them terrifies me.


However, I shouldn't get emotional. After all, everything is going well for me and my loved ones. I hope that you're doing well and that your family is staying strong!


So, yeah. You're probably wondering why I started writing this down. To tell you the truth, I guess I just wanted you to know that you're not alone. We are strong and we will make it through this. Although I've never met you. Never held your hand or looked you in the eye, you must know that you are not alone!


*Bing*


Huh, looks like my one o'clock conference call was cancelled. 


*Crinkle*


It's not important that I tell you what I do for a living. Let's just say that I'm in a professional position that unfortunately puts a lot of stress on me. The reason I am telling you this is as much as I hate to admit it, my job, and now this crazy contagion has had an enormous, stressful effect on me. Cooped up in this apartment all day and night is making me want to do something wild and impulsive. So, a few days ago, I made an order of a certain product that you will never see on the shelves at a store, not that you see much of anything on the shelves these days. Let's just say that I won't have to worry about toilet paper anytime soon.


That being said, I got to tell you how I've found solace and tranquility in such crazy times. I have a secret. A shameful secret. A secret we both share. Obviously, you wouldn't have clicked on this if this was just me talking about my day to day life. We both know why you're here and, I'll cut straight to the chase, you want to know what I ordered last week, huh? You want to know what I'm wearing underneath my desk, don't you? Those crinkles you have been hearing weren't a product of your imagination. 


Let's start from the beginning...


A little over a week ago my boss told me I'd be sent home to self isolate, but I could still work from home. So, I did something that was a little weird and outside the box. At the time it seemed so stupid, but it has proven to be the best decision I've made this year. I can't even tell you what I was thinking when I ordered that package of Bambinos. I guess it was just something to wear to bed. Something to help me destress and unwind at the end of the day. Not like I could go out with friends to drink, but yeah, I ordered some adult diapers.


Like I said, I was only doing it at night at first... I would roll around under my silken sheets, feeling the bulk of my diaper hugging my every curve as I randomly rolled around in bed like a goofy child. From what I can remember I started wearing them during the day last Wednesday. The idea came to me when I was getting out of the tub after a long hot soak. I reached for a towel to dry myself off and noticed the package of diapers sitting underneath my sink. 


No. It wasn't magic. I keep a lot of stuff under my sink. Why the cabinet door was open is another question. Maybe I had left it open when I had pulled my hair dryer out before I had my bath? Ultimately it doesn't matter. What's important about that day is the fact that, ever since then until this moment, I've been diapered.


 It's literally been my security blanket.


Thinking back, I was surprised that I had the courage to be padded up while talking with my fellow coworkers, boss and potential business clients over the computer. What if they heard the tell tell crinkle coming from my hips? What if they heard the loud hissing that occasionally happened when I needed to relieve myself? Just thinking about all the times, in between meetings when I played with myself...


I guess that's another reason why I started writing this down for you kinky people. It keeps me from rubbing my big diaper. 


*Crinkle*


However, my meeting was cancelled and...just talking about this has gotten me all worked up. I hope you don't mind if I sign off now. I need to give something the old hands on approach...


*Crinkle*



Stay Safe Out There!