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So, as voted by you the patrons this is the massive thank you, goal post file from hitting 750 patrons here on patreon! I just want to say thank you so much, and for all of you I have created this awesome, super long Arousal Brainwashing Experience!

This is an overload with lots of layered vocals, fractionation, resistance play all leading up to a full on HFO mixed with JOI experience (completely gender neutral) that links obedience with pleasure. It forms a feedback loop, where you obey and that feels pleasurable but then the pleasure makes you need to obey more. In the end there is a command to orgasm after some teasing and testing your obedience to that point. 

If you want a pure obedience edit without all the sexual stuff let me know!

SUGGESTIONS: So this starts off pretty simply with a few different inductions. We do a basic fractionation eyes open and closed thing plus something like a kinky PMR (progressive muscle relaxation) but with lots more obedience. Then we get into more mantra things and fractionating you more, the idea of spinning like your head is in a spin cycle comes up as you are fractionated through the various "depths" of trance. Then the pleasure suggestions start about half way, linking the word pleasure to feelings in your body. A few of the segments loop to get you really brainwashed before the final section which is controlling your body so much, my words caressing your skin. The phantom touching lingers all over you before you feel like you are so restricted you can't move without permission. Then you get told to touch but not those sensitive parts, just everywhere else. The skin to skin contact making the arousal even worse before finally being able to touch properly. There is some edging going on and before you finally finish, only being able to touch with your non-dominant hand while your other hand hovers over the orgasm button on your forehead that you stare at while you finish. There is references to eyes rolling, brain breaking and this one doesn't have a set wakeup but a suggestion to wake up in your own time with a few aftercare type suggestions because this one is LONG and INTENSE. 

ENJOY and please give me feedback on how this goes because I am curious if all the jigsaw pieces fit together in the end... 

Comments

Marissa Glochwick

I might simply be ignorant, but what is JOI?

thesecretsubject

Haha its okay, jerk off instructions. So basically I tell you when and how to touch, within reason because again this is gender neutral 🙂

Barking Alien

I feel terrible saying this but this one didn't work for me. I was mildly fuzzy the entire time but there was no sense of a great drop as there has been in previous ones. Not sure why.

Anonymous

Eyes rolling and brain breaking is always a winner for me. I’d like to experience this file but with the other version if it’s still possible to put up later on 🙂

Marissa Glochwick

That is excellent! I do enjoy a good round of instructive jerking-off. 💞

thesecretsubject

Yea, I think I will cobble together a more SFW edit. If not just to put on YouTube but also for those wanting all this without it getting sexual

Barking Alien

I felt so bad about it since it was your first really long one. Thinking on it more, it's really excellent by the end but I wasn't deep enough by then to have it land. Part of that might be the length in fact. I suffer from insomnia. If it takes too long to feel sleepy I just wake up again.^ ^;

thesecretsubject

Yea Alice and I were talking about it today that hour long experiences are super niche and not for everyone, like I can't handle that long. Also I did record this in parts because of life right now so it could be a mix of things. Don't feel bad at all! I have plenty of other great stuff coming out soon... (an hour or so)

Anonymous

A masterpiece!

aelfstone

After the first listen I can only say that it was quite an experience. I'll have to listen to it at least 2, probably more like 3, 4, or 5 times before I can really make a judgement as to how brainwashed I am. I would also be very interested in a SFW version both for the shorter length and also because being brainwashed is pleasurable enough on its own. Thank you, Miss Subject, for creating such a powerful experience!

Seanaxial

That sounds good Secret. It did not take much to have my body after controlling my mind. My body was involuntarily discharging and throbbing without any direct command to touch the sensitive areas. I merely imvisioned myself masturbating. Your hypnotic powers are strong. Something about your voice, accent that seduces me and like a magnetic 🧲 force. You know.. how to make that blood flow from my penis. I can feel it on a cerebral level that permeates my body that is more powerful than touch. If one is in a relationship, HFO files work best. If I were single, I wouldn't mind emptying the tank. I sure wanted to touch but used my mind. I didn't empty the tank but I believe my unconscious mind knows what it needs. It is a feeling I can't really describe but it is surreal. When I feel that blood rushing through my bod, I know I'm am close. The throbbing of my penis is more fulfilling to me than masturbating. When it throbs, I know I am on the edge of an orgam. My brain feels it on such a deeper level. It is internalized pleasure.

Anonymous

I listen to these to deepen / strengthen desires to be obedient ... i realize how arousal is related to pleasure and desire to want to obey and devote to my disciplines i'm given. But i don't want to orgasm at the end of a session. I like the usefulness of arousal as it reinforces that desire to remain surrendered throughout the day. Love these sessions!

logan40

Wow, i couldn't believe how hard I responded to the ending and as i let my mind melt.