πEP27.The Choice(Behind scene) (Patreon)
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Episode 27, Behind the Scenes of "The Choice" is here!
Pages 1 ~ 10:
These are the scenes corresponding to the initial sketches. I drew them once, but I wasn't satisfied, so I had to redraw all of them. The original plan included everything from Eugene's childhood memories to the aftermath of the incident. However, if I followed that plan, the incident felt too rushed and didn't evoke the desired emotions. So, I wanted to depict Eugene's emotions as she accepts Wendy's betrayal by portraying the entire episode as if it were happening inside Eugene's mind.
Of course, young Eugene, who took on the role of a tree, was adorable... but the changed result made the artwork much deeper, and I'm satisfied with it.
Page 11:
The 11th drawing is an old sketch of Eugene's past idea. It was planned to unfold by recalling the situation when she dropped out of school due to Wendy's betrayal. However, I didn't want to show direct violence and conflict. As a result, it was discarded.
Page 12:
What expression would show the feeling of being betrayed? I pondered on this and sketched it several times. Betrayal is just one word, but when you delve into that emotion, you realize that it's a mix of various feelings. So, I tried drawing expressions of surprise, disappointment, and sadness, and combined them. I carefully blended the shape of the eyes and eyebrows.
To enhance the impact of this episode, there was a rule I followed throughout. Eugene "chokes up but never cries." I wanted the tears in this incident to have a stronger impact.
This episode is truly important in terms of the story.
As it deals with heavy and melancholic themes, it couldn't be overly burdensome. However, it wasn't a light-hearted story either. It's not just the characters' story, but "someone's story" in general.
Moreover, this work could be completed with comments and responses from many people. So.... it holds a deep meaning for me as well. I don't think it would have been possible without your support and encouragement. Thank you always, and I hope you have a wonderful day today! π
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