new character sheets wip (Patreon)
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just some doodles but it felt nice, focus on the spirits!
after the confused feedback for the last public update i was a little down, very doubtful about my storytelling and the story itself again. i wonder if people care about Robin being scared, about how he feels? or is the problem something else? i sadly had to notice that some people still are not aware that Robin is... Robin? this is concerning since it's the base of the plot. sooo if my obvious hinting on every corner of the comic isn't enough i have to do it even more obvious and TADA~ spirit character sheets! 👻👻👻
when i'm done with packing (hopefully very very soon) i want to continue drawing pages. a lot of pages!! MANY ;; i miss the boys so badly. the first half year of 2018 was emotionally draining. i feel like i spent a lot of time just trying to fix reality, or comfort someones sadness where nothing really can fix it, and i couldn't concentrate on myself or my own art or enjoy art much. then, the merchandise was and still is a lot of work. my rewards for patreon are really slow because of it, and i'm so sorry about this ;;
i need this story finally to process, for myself. it helps me a lot to cope with things, too, and i honestly could use this again right now. not sure if i will update for public so soon yet though, or if i want to pile up pages. but definitely will post new updates on patreon!
i got distracted ajdfh okay but i thought maybe it's good if i collect some infos about them in a sheet and explicitly repeat some things? i think this could help! also cute and creepy spirits for me to draw. the character sheets will show known infos about their past as spirits, and i want to place them next to their present human existence
i really love their spirit forms, and i had so much fun writing their past and the plot ;; it's tragic and the reason why they're humans right now, and it doesn't stop there. nothing is okay, and they're not safe yet from whatever harmed them.
i just don't want the spirits to be a "byproduct". they have always been Noah and Robin! i want to show this through slow storytelling, step by step, while in the present they unravel their past together. this is the only way i can tell this story. i just absolutely don't know how to properly share this thing without confusing everyone all the time sdfjfgs well i maybe will just continue like that. if someone doesn't enjoy guessing games it's probably not for them anyway ;; but i will continue to draw it no matter what! because i love these boys so much and i'm a proud parent. and your support means the world to me, because some of you really care and reread and add theories!! tthat's so nice and you show me that you're interested in the story, and this is such a wonderful feeling. definitely is what keeps me going. also balances out the 700 times people felt the need to tell me "i don't know what the hell happens in this story but i can't stop reading. idk why though".
anyway, here's another wip to work on 💕🔥 thank you for letting me share them with you