I Could Even Be A Rockstar (Patreon)

I am suddenly aware of how badly I need to acquire some good harnesses to wear again. I still have this cheaply made one hanging in my photoshoot closet, but, uh... I'm petrified at the thought of even attempting to get that thing on, hahahah. It was already tight and small on me back in the day here; there is absolutely no way that thing would even begin to fasten around my waist and thighs now. Gosh, what I wouldn't give to be that tiny again! It isn't that far off or unattainable, and I'm in a perpetual state of trying to love and appreciate my body no matter its size, but I definitely wouldn't be mad at looking the way I did in these photos. Age really does catch up with you, huh? Well, age and a pandemic. Heh.

I've neglected sharing so much from my old Instax film and I'd like to dig back into it and potentially, perhaps, hopefully buy a new one soon (I need a new lens first though... priorities!). This set was fun; we took some digitals of this rocker-chick-singer vibe. I think I had just released my first single, or was working on releasing it. I can't believe I'm only just now preparing for my first ever live performance as a musician. It feels like so much of my time has slipped through my fingers. I feel so behind. But then again, I was doing a lot of things not everyone does or is interested in doing and I don't know if I would change any of it. Either way, I think I am getting to where I am supposed to be. I'm trying to find my place and feel out these waters. Things grow old so fast, and I follow right behind them.

If you're local to North Georgia, I'd love it if you considered coming out to Downtown Drafts in Gainesville, Georgia to celebrate my first ever show on July 10th at 7:30PM. It's entirely free, but you should probably buy a drink or a snack or leave a tip! Ya know, support your local businesses and artists. :)

Blah blah blah, manifestation, blah blah blah, love and fate.

See you out there.

Shot on Instant Film
Roswell, Georgia 2018