Writing Sad Songs at Midnight (Patreon)

I cried while writing this. Maybe I'll cry while recording it.

Enjoy.

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i guess this is goodbye

It's been some time now
It's been awhile now
I'm so much older and I'm so much more tired now
I've grown bolder
So much colder
I've got the fundamentals down
But I think it's over

I think I wanna die again
I think I wanna say goodbye to my friends
You wouldn't be surprised
To read that I had taken my own life
You wouldn't be surprised to see I'd died

So why should I go on
Carrying a torch that never held a flame
Why should I go on
Carrying a torch that never warmed the night
I think it's time

So why should I put up a fight
When the void embraces me
She holds me tight
And I feel alright

I've never felt so alone
I've never felt so newborn and so grown

I think I wanna die again
I think I wanna say goodbye to my friends
You wouldn't be surprised
To read that I had taken my own life
You wouldn't be surprised to see I'd died

I've never felt so alone
I've never felt so newborn and so grown
I've never felt so alone
I've never felt so newborn and so grown
I've never felt so alone
I've never felt so newborn and so grown

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