Make Me Feel Doki-Doki(Natsuki DDLC Tg) (Patreon)

I was feeling kind of bored, stuck in my room for most of the last few months, tired of the world around me. It didn't matter whether I did anything all day, the only thing that mattered was that my parents were too afraid to force me out those dumb fucks. Somehow I had gone through my watchlist and my wishlist, which I didn't even think was possible, but a steady diet of anime and games would do that after a few months. I could go out if I wanted to, but I just didn't feel like it. It was annoying being stuck in the same bed for the last few years, especially with how much I've grown, but I couldn't bully them into getting a larger one, and the neighborhood kids would always mock me just cause I'm a bit overweight and would constantly pant by the time I left the front door. Only a bit overweight. Anyways enough easily scared dipshits on the internet had been talking up this Doki Doki game as some horror masterpiece so it was time to give it a whirl since I had nothing better to do.

Knowing roughly what was to come, I only was annoyed that I'd have to go through a half assed dating simulator to get to the actual good content. Unlike my eroges I knew there wouldn't be much sexy stuff in it, but at least at the boot up screen they were cute, making it easy to whip my dick out and get the lube going on one hand. The older looking brown haired girl seemed to grimace a little on the opening screen as I rubbed one out, clearly one of those stupid fourth wall breaks internet denizens lost their shit over. It wasn't even subtle, these dumbasses probably blind to miss such an obvious sign from the get go this wasn't an ordinary dating sim. I mocked her from my chair, "Grimace all you want whore, I'll just jerk it harder to you." I liked those shy reluctant types. Couldn't wait to go down her path and make her uncomfortable like my other dating sims.

As I started up the game the screen glitched, my hand going weirdly numb, but that was normal after hours of gaming and bad posture. It faded after stretching my fingers so I didn't give it much thought, ready to enjoy a dumb edgy dating sim. All the girls were at least cute, Yuri being nice and mature with her body, Sayori a classic overeager girl, just dripping with an air of wanting to please, and Monika was the dommy type I loved breaking down in games, making them beg for the dick. I hoped there were at least a few hot interactions, but I'd be jerking it either way. The only one I hated was the bitchy Natsuki.

"Bitch doesn't even have boobs. She's almost as flat as her character, dumb bitch."

Every time I shat on her or made fun of the game, Monika would flash a look of unease, like she was trying to ignore it. I didn't remember attaching a microphone, but it was probably listening in either way. These kinds of games loved those cheap kinds of scares.

After going through a tedious hour of bullshit, it was finally getting to when I could actually make a choice. It helped that I just skipped through Natsuki's dialogue whenever it was on screen. Unlike Monika, she didn't react no matter how much I mocked her, that dumb angry personality of hers sure to melt away if I tried, but why make a character so unappealing from the get go?

"I'm going with Monika or Yuri. Both of them have got some breasts on them at least. And I can't wait to corrupt that dumb goody two shoes president bullshit into my slut."

Monika gave a disgusted face, her text going "For once I'm happy I'm not an option at this point."

Oh great, now I have 2d girls mocking me. These bitches should be thankful I even want to jerk it to them, the dumb sluts! What fucking bullshit dating simulator doesn't even let you romance one of the prominent girls?!

"Fine I'll just get sexy with Yuri. You'll get your turn later whore."

I was annoyed by the game, made worse when I saw the mechanics of the actual route picking.

"Make a poem? The fuck is this?!"

I wasn't paying much attention to the dialogue, just going through the motions to get to the sexy stuff and there were a lot of options on screen. Why were there twenty options when I could only get with three girls? Did I miss a rival literature club or something? I could hear someone giggling mixed with the music, greatly souring my mood as I just knew that was probably that Monika file giggling at my annoyed look. I didn't want to admit defeat to a fucking png so I just looked through the options on there. While I was deciding, I must have misclicked, cursing as the mouse selected "Cute" from the options.

Suddenly my face was burning, the feeling of sweat and dirt getting into my eyes while I swore I could hear something crackling like my bones were pop rocks or some shit. Moaning I ran towards the bathroom, panicking cause it felt like my face was being vacuum sealed to something else, my jowls tucked tight to my teeth, the popping sounds deafening in my ears as I made it to a mirror, panting to see the damage.

"H-Huh?"

I was confused, looking at my slim features, my wide, doey eyes, my tiny bump of a nose. I thought something had changed? My skin was still a wreck, but lots of people said I was surprisingly cute, just a shame I didn't take care of myself. Assholes. I take plenty care of myself, even if my head looks weirdly attached to the rest of my body. I even checked my ears, two puncture holes for earrings there like usual, my eyebrows plucked as usual, the one bit of self care I did. Though why would I do...? Ugh it didn't matter I was fine. I had to show that stupid game who was boss and if it was something serious my parents would take me to the hospital once they heard me scream.

Next page was up, 19 words to go as I looked at the options, nervously biting my scarred and chapped lips as I figured "Pout" was a safe option since Yuri did look a little, a-a little-

"Mmm~."

I didn't know why I was moaning when I selected it, something just felt really nice about the plump lip in my teeth, something sweet glossing over it as the pillowy border popped out, smacking against the top in a way that felt familiar, yet new. I don't know why I was so focused on my mouth, it just felt randomly fun to pucker and purse them, looking at the new set of options as I was trying to pick between "Sensation" or "Shiny," ultimately choosing the latter due to Yuri's shiny hair which surely made that the more fitting-

"Ohh~ ooh ooh!"

I was suddenly incredibly horny, unable to stop moaning as my body grew incredibly hot, every inch of it unbearably sensitive as I scrambled to get naked, my cock hard as I tore my pants off. I nearly came as something buzzed through the untamed jungle of pubic hair down-

"AAAAGH~!"

My shaved, hairless cock was sweating, the skin pink and tender as I swiped it, moaning at the feeling of my hand. W-Were they always this soft? I mean of course they were, my indoor lifestyle meaning the sun couldn't ruin my perfect complexion, my skin pale and pristine with nary a hair or mole to ruin it, yet it was weird. I kept getting blurry visions, moaning as I saw another me, one with pimples and moles and unsightly hairs springing up under folds of fat, my body ungroomed. Thankfully it was just an illusion, each rush of pleasure clearing up that strange imaginary blemish as my entire body was as hairless and shiny as I remembered it. I plopped my naked ass back into the chair, trying to calm down with gameplay as I looked at the next list, honing in on "Crimson" and "Pink." The former felt more Yuri ish but the latter just felt so cute, so right, my hand clicking it before I could reconsider.

My eyes stung a little, the light of my computer spreading differently as my vision was dyed a light pink at the fringes. Confused I took a strand, for a second wondering why I dyed it pink, but that was dumb. I always had pink hair duh. I had to stop losing focus or I'd be stuck routeless for the rest of the night. The next one was a pretty easy one since I saw "Anime" and of course I had to pick that. Wait, didn't Yuri prefer western stuff? Pfft how fucking stupid, it was obvious that manga and anime were superior to Western tv and comics. All that stupid "adult" stuff that was no fun, just gloomy stupid reality. That's why I only had posters of anime in my room. I just wish I could have picked manga, since I did prefer reading in the literature club…

Huh? No I'm not in a club I'm a neet. I guess this game really does worm its way into your head or whatever. I mean I wanted to get closer to Yuri, but just for her body, Natsuki's personality just too annoying, besides she kind of looked like me too which is weird. I don't need to fuck a mirror. While I ranted internally I clicked on "Hair" certain that it'd be one for Yuri. She always chewed on it nervously and had such long gorgeous hair. I wish my hair could get that long, but it just stayed at a pixie cut around my chin. I fiddled with one of my pigtails as I looked at more of the options, seeing "Horror" and smiling. That was definitely Yuri! I'd be getting close to her for sure if I-

CLICK

"EH?! YOU STUPID FUCKING GAME! I WANTED HORROR NOT ANGER! ARGH THIS IS WHY I HATE VISUAL NOVELS! YOU CAN'T FUCKING MISCLICK WITH PAPER!"

I was seething, such a clear option wasted because the game picked for me. I know for sure I didn't hit that stupid option! Ugh I was going to get Natsuki at this rate! Sure her personality was totally my thing, but I didn't want fucking personality I wanted Yuri's hot body. At least the next screen had a title drop, "Doki-doki" probably a free space.

"NNGH! Ohhh gaawwd~!"

That fiery feeling had returned with a vengeance, my body alight in warmth and pleasure and a hint of nausea as my pulse reached dangerous heights. I could feel my heart rapidly firing off like a snare drum, sweat pouring from every pore. I didn't know what was happening, moaning as I gripped my obese stomach, groaning as gurgles erupted from it, burps rising from my mouth as I hugged a gut that felt smaller. Was this a heart attack? Did dying usually feel this horny? I didn't know, only able to moan as my chair grew drenched, horniness taking over as I began to jerk my erect cock unfulfillingly.

It felt amazing, and I was definitely enjoying the feel of my tiny hands on it, but I wasn't getting past a certain threshhold, my body nowhere close to cumming despite the pleasure. It's weird though, I feel like I usually couldn't see my cock this well, like something usually obstructed it. I suddenly felt amazing too, patting my overhanging pot belly, just a cute bump as my heart beat slowed down some. My shirt was hanging off me, large enough to feel like a sweater. That's weird, I didn't usually wear baggy clothes. My moans sounded lighter for some reason, my right hand still stroking while I looked back on the screen, frustrated and horny, my non dominant hand fumbling with the mouse as I clicked on "Giggle", the accompanying tingles having me double click as I selected both "Melody" and "Jumpy" in quick succession.

"Ohhhhh~ hehehe teehee!" It felt like something was tickling my throat, the feeling making my lips tremble, a few cute moans erupting into full on giggling, energy filling me like a spike of adrenaline. For a solid minute I just ran around my room, feeling lighter than ever, moaning as the short burst of activity felt like it had trained me up. I looked down, patting my slim, tiny tummy, squeezing my slender legs as I made it back to the game, ready for more poems.

I was having a harder time focusing on Yuri, not sure what I found so great about that gloomy ass in the first place. Besides shouldn't I just pick whatever words I liked the most? And it just felt so much better to go with my heart as each right choice made my cock tremble. I never thought this game would turn me on this much, but I wasn't going to stop, gasping as I clicked on "Socks" wriggling my bare feet as something soft bore down on them. It felt so good, my mid calf pink and white socks brushing on my feet as I rubbed them together, both of them dainty and cute, though it was kind of weird how my calves only bulged up to the sock line before collapsing back to flatness. It was with that thought in my head that I clicked next on "Marshmallow," jerking harder as my thighs wobbled and spasmed like something was rising out of the muscle.

I'd never been this horny before, needing to cum as I squealed cutely, groaning as I swaddled my cock between my thighs. I kept thinking they were plumper than they were, though with every moan I could feel my cock being swaddled tighter, that thickness I expected helping as every inch of my cock was rolled between, my tiny hands no longer needed to keep the pleasure going. My eyes were twitching, barely able to stay open through the blissful thighjob I was giving myself, yet I wasn't cumming, needing more as I scoured the next poem word selection screen. Ergh none of these looked like what I wanted, but I guess "Cheeks" could be a fun-

"HYAAAA~! AHH!"

I was bouncing on my plump tush, my cheeks slapping together as I felt my balls clench, getting teasingly close to bursting while I grinded my sensitive ass into the chair. I don't know why I wasn't doing this sooner, my perky cupcakes always fun to knead. It felt like all the pleasure was trying to crawl upwards, but I was missing something, something that I wanted to "Boop" right this-

CLICK

"OhhHHHHhhhHH~ FAAAAWWWK!"

I swear I could feel fingers prodding my cock and nipples, all three pinkening as I writhed violently in my chair. The feeling was divine, circling my mushroom tip while the ghost thumbs jabbed into my nipples, my bare chest flexing as I could see my large, erect nubs moving about. Even if they'd never been all that big, I could feel something wanting to erupt, one word standing out on screen as I grimaced, so unbearably pent up, hoping this next one would free me.

"Bouncy."

It didn't, but it felt so fucking good, my chair nearly buckling as I swung backwards, unable to stop the pleased yells as my cock view was obstructed by two small breasts. I fondled them, treating them like yeasted bread and wanting them to rise as my cock continued flexing. I don't know how I grew up into the horny little femboy I was. The doctors said it was a chromosomal thing but god did it feel amazing to stroke my big cock and play with my own breasts even if they were a bit small. Somehow I could still click on the options, filled with a need to finish, 4 options left as I desperately hoped the one of them would offer me the release I needed.

"Sugar"

"NNGH!"

No not that, but I suddenly felt so grateful to my family, to my friends, thankful they saw past my rough personality to give me l-lov- Ahh~ I could save the corny shit for later I needed to finish this! Fuck need to find a good one need to- OOH!

"Fantasy"

"AGH! HFF HFF C-COOOME OOON!"

Oh fuck I was even hornier now, imagining a big breasted beauty like Yur-

"EEEEEEE~!"

A-A tall muscular man saying they loved me, pounding into my moist, wanting... cock? Ugh no something wasn't right, I'd only be able to focus on one more of these before I couldn't take it anymore. Come on there had to be one I needed, not Clumsy, not Peaceful, not Secretive, not- Wait why did this one sound right to me? It wasn't even that sexy, but I had to, h-had to-

CLICK

"Sticky"

"AhhHHHHhhhHHHH~! OH FAWK OH GAAAWD I-I'M CUUUUMIIIING!"

My monster of a schlong finally erupted, splattering my thighs in thick sticky juices as I ran to my bed, screaming as load after load of spunk flowed from my average sized dick. It was all coming out in successive blows, all that pent up need spewing in more and more spurts as I rubbed my disappointing dick, urging it to let out more and more of that need. My balls felt-

"GYAAA~!"

My ball felt tight, the skin shiny and taut over it, its twin inside me, burrowed in my hips as a hermaphroditic-

"OHHHH~!"

Ah my micropenis was so fucking hard, I need to get it but my thighs can't touch it, I have to use a mirror to find it amidst my nearly flat crotch, imagining someone else pushing into me as I teased my shrunken tip-

"FUUUCK!"

M-My throbbing vagenis, my finger barely able to fit into such a small-

"Ohhh oh gawd oh gawd ohh..."

SCHLICK

"YEEEESSSSSSSS~!"

I gasped, giggling at the rush as clear vaginal juices stained my sheets, the sweet relief of release making every muscle in my body relax after being tensed for so long, the warm afterglow of orgasming leaving me smiling. A few more ran through me, lazily spreading the stain as I sighed. I'd have to do the laundry tonight, but it was sooo worth it. Easily the best masturbation of my life as I went back to the computer, forgetting what I was even doing with it. Well there was just one left, so I clicked "Valentine" and prepared to continue the stor-

Ohmigawd! What was I doing playing a game?! I had a date! Oh shit I had to get ready I had to get dressed! The boy of my dreams had finally said they liked me and if I didn't hurry they might think I stood them up! I logged out and quickly ran into the shower, getting dressed in my school clothes cause our date was on campus. No wonder I was so pent up, I must have been thinking of him while I did it. While I was getting dressed I closed out of Steam, a little weirded out by how much I looked like the Natsuki girl, something familiar about the others. And I swore I saw Monika winking at me for some reason but that made no sense, it was their banner page.

Either way I was finished and barreled down the steps, giving my wonderful parents a quick hug before grabbing the sweets I prepared for my boyfriend from the fridge. All my nerves melted away when I finally saw him, holding up my treats as I felt my heart go Doki-Doki like the characters in my favorite rom coms, smiling as he draped an arm around me. I was Natsuki, and as of today, I was no longer single and alone.