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Seventeen | Hit the Road: S.Coups (ep.3) (Patreon)

Published:
2022-02-12 18:01:01
Imported:
2022-05

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This is absolutely gut wrenching. War flashbacks, hurt feelings and my heart absolutely goes out to him. 

I didn't know I moved to S.Pain.

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Seventeen Hit the road - ep. 3

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Comments

Jam

Okay it’s confirmed: I’m still gonna cry and will always gonna cry at this episode. 🥲 a little bit of story time if I may, bestie. 🥺 I relate to Cheol a lot in here because I’m in the performing arts field (musicals) so I know how it feels to be on the stage and feel the fire burning inside you when you just do your thing on stage you know and just.. really be happy. Very much like how Cheol feels about performing, for sure. Before I stanned SVT (middle of 2018), I was part of this production. I am casted as one of the main roles - much to my surprise, ahah. We already started rehearsals, scriptreading, y’know, all of those stuff. And then one rehearsal day I just felt… so scared. And suddenly I feel like this thing that I know I do best… suddenly I don’t know how to do it anymore. It was such a scary feeling ans I tried to fight it for a long time and still attended few more rehearsals after that day, but I still ended up quitting. I guess that’s why the “running away” part also resonates a lot to me. Because like what Cheol said, I hated myself so much after that. And what you said is true. It’s very scary to become so scared of what used to give you so much life and joy before. After a few months and finally stanning SVT around Dec-Jan2019, I said to myself, you know what, okay, I’m ready to get back onstage again. Nothing can ever be compared to the joy I feel onstage. The sadness and fear that I felt inside was nothing compared to the feeling of belongingness that I feel when I’m onstage. Then the pandemic happened. And while as a baby Carat, I was so happy to finally see Cheol get back on his schedules again and looking so much healthier, I couldn’t help but think… what about me? I always thought that, oh, Cheol did it so I can overcome it, too. But sometimes it’s just hard to think about it ‘cause we don’t have the same opportunities, y’know. I don’t have an agency that’ll help me get back up on stage again, I don’t have fans that I know that are loyally and patiently waiting for my return onstage.. it’s just.. very different. And I kept (and keep, tbh) on thinking that was if that production wherein I quit is the last production I get the chance to be in? What if the last time is my last… and I just blew my chance away just because of my anxiety? :( ANYWAYS until now I’m still waiting for that chance to be onstage again. I hope that day comes soon. Words wouldn’t be enough to describe the happiness I know I’ll feel when that time comes. AGAIN, ANYWAYS I’m so sorry for such a long comment AAAAAA can’t wait to cry with you in the next few eps! Ahahahhaa 🥲

Otter

Dude, when are you releasing any going svt content? I'm gonna be a mess after you are done with HTR.

Anonymous

This was the episode that I unfortunately can relate (anxiety issues) and yes ,this was the one that I cried the most with.💔 I hope that they won't force themselves at this point in the future, even If it's for carats...healt first❤

Lison C.

I'm not surviving this

differentlyalike
>>77747483

This resonates so much with me. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I really hope that day comes soon and when it does, let us know! I personally would love to see you conquer that stage. If that's okay 🥺 After watching this I was an absolute mess cause I just felt the same way. Fear and anxiety really blew a huge opportunity for me to work with two directors (they made Bad Boys 3 and are working on Ms. Marvel). I just couldn't see the dream, vision anymore. So scared to just put myself out there and work on my scripts or dop. I literally went to another school and got a degree in something completely different because the film industry just scared me entirely. I didnt leave my dorm room for a year. I just gave up and I hated myself soo much. I still have anxiety but we try always. I haven't had a big opportunity come my way but i've been blessed with small ones here and there. I can't think about it too much because the self-hatred start boiling deep inside. I really want S.Coups to be able to tour again and to succeed where i wasnt able to and especially you. I'll be so happy just knowing that at least you guys will be happy in fulfilling your dreams 🥺💖

differentlyalike
>>77755856

Yes, anxiety really is the worst. It steals so much of who you are as a person. I hope they just go at their own pace. Health is indeed most important. I hope you are managing through your anxiety as well.

Sonni Ed

Fucking S.Coups... i just wanna tell him that he did everything right. He knew if he didn't stop right there, he may never be able to perform again. So proud of him to recognize that and having the courage to go back home in the middle of a world tour (plus the year end award shows). I can't imagine how hard it must be seeing your brothers and not being there with them especially as a leader. More than ever I can relate to him so much these days, so it's like torture and therapie at the same time watching this episode... Just wanna give him a big fat HUG.

Jam
>>77747483

Hugs, bestie! You know what? It's totally fine to change paths. Nothing wrong with that, especially if it's taking a toll on you and just kept on exhausting that fire inside of you. It's totally valid to scared and find comfort in new things. I'm really proud of you too, even if I don't know much about the things you do. I'm still gonna root for you in everything you do! <3 And I would love to one day just be able to tell you guys that I got an opportunity to be onstage again! Would be happy to share that joyous moment with you all. <3

Otter
>>77751226

Oh, I'm sorry, I missed it. Send her my love, hope she is alright and it's not too hard on her.