Update (Patreon)

okay so we've got a few things to talk about here. 1 being that my tablet pen still isnt here, I emailed the company and they told me it was still within their estimate time frame (that I never received) so I should just be patient . Gee thanks lol

and 2. if you follow me on twitter you will have some idea on what happening but if that thats fine i'mma explain here. I'm a recovering addict, past 2-3 days has been nothing but me getting through something not a lot of people have to put themselves through (thankfully). However, I am one of the unlucky few who lost control and has to pay for it. Part of me is grateful for the timing but also not because its still very painful. 

I dont need anything other than a little patience while I get through this, I by no means expect people to stay and wait, youre paying to see things from me and I'm not able to provide so I dont blame you. 

for what its worth, I appreciate you guys sticking it out while im getting through some weird issues, I hope everyone had a good weekend 

before anyone asks no, it wasnt coce or H or hard opiates so in the long run I will be fine but for now I shall suffer