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How are you doing, my beautiful people?

Why am I writhing this today?

Because I got something on my mind, right now and I need to put it in writing so I can get back to work (this pinup is taking surprisingly longer than expected).

The last two years have been pretty hard for all of us. Covid was (and is still is to a certain point) a nightmare. We’ve got cut of our people, lost some. I personally had a few health issues to sort out. Lost my dad and favorite uncle to cancer. And with my birthday, coming soon, leading to introspection, I also realized that I had fallen down to a really bad habit of mine. One that I thought I had gotten rid of years ago. Pity whoring. What started as a way to keep you guys in the loop, making sure you knew where your money was going, turned out in the last two year more of a way to get sympathies. None of it was lies. And I don’t think I exaggerated any issues, but I was in a negative space (there’s a reason why we went almost a full year without comics) and it reflected in my post.

All this to say, I realized that now. And I’ll try to do better. Keeping it to the facts and will try to focus on the positive in the future. Not that I won't remain an open book with you guys :P I am, who I am, after all.

Speaking of positivity. Tracy and I talked, and we are still on for December. I also accepted and other gig for January, and while this usually means a few weeks with little output on my patreon page, this also means two new comics coming really soon.

I also have a few scripts in mind to write down before I forget. Can’t guaranty that they’ll all become comics (one is especially silly/stupid ) but it feels good to have finally got out of the creativity slush that was the last year.

That’s it for now. I'll get back to rendering this picture and hopefully post it later tonight.

See you guys soon!
Alx


Comments

Oric13

"pity whoring" sounds like you're being a bit harsh on yourself. I don't think there's nothing wrong with you sharing what's going on in your life, and it often made for an interesting read ;) Keep up the good work, Alx.

alxr34

Thanks... It's more about the attitude than the action I can understand that it might not as bleed through as much as I think ^^

Didi Solomon

No prob. Last handful of years has sucked, with covid (still not safe) just the capper. I always thought you were just being honest, not shilling for pity.

Darkminou

You remember what you told me when my own uncle died and i was feeling unwell? Take your time. You know how it is to lost someone, and, you didn't saw it as pity whoring" for me. We tend to be harsher on ourselves. Time been harsh for all of us, harsher for some. You had some bad things happening. Don't minimize that. And you kept working, had a good rythm. You have the right to say what is on your mind, if it help you. =)

Anonymous

COVID affected all of us, you're totally doing amazing, buddy :D

Ingolfson

Hey, don't beat yourself up! Yes, it can feel strange to sometimes to tell strangers on social media or websites like this about personal things - but reaching out for connection, especially when life makes you lonelier, at least for a while - is normal. Nothing to be ashamed of. You make the call as to how much you want to talk about, and whether you want to talk about sad things, or try to be more positive. It's your call. We're here for the art, but we're happy to listen in as you talk to us what's on your mind, if you feel like sharing it. All good.

Dubsington

No self-respecting artist doesn't do that a *little* bit, man. All good! You've got an odd job, there is no office full of friends & acquaintances to grump to over lunch, so you use us. It's cool.