Angelina Jolie - Cradle of Life - Wetsuit 3D Model (Patreon)

Would you guys want to see this next?

I hate to admit it, I'm feeling so overwhelmed with so many things in life, and I live in a state of constant fear.

Sometimes I crank out a render, just to vent about what's on my mind. I'm sure reading my stressed out messages doesn't help anyone, and it doesn't help me, but I have followers, and I might as well try to express my thoughts to someone. 

Do you guys ever think about the road ahead? It's terrifying. I've seen so many horrific things, and the only solution people propose is to ignore it. "Why worry?" I'm frequently asked. 

"Why Not?" I frequently answer.

I just have to be honest and I can't ignore how I'm truly feeling.

I wish I was a bombastic Leader, saying "WHO IS READY TO SEE THIS LARA IN ACTION!? I CAN'T HEAR YOU!!" But thats just not who I am.

I make beautiful things because I can. I must admit I have no obligation, No real sense of direction. I'm just bringing to life the things I wish someone else would.  Thats my only mission, and that was fulfilled a long time ago.  I wonder aimlessly now.

Much Love, Hope we all had a great February, as we wonder into the unknown.