Diary of a Mind fucked Foot boy Diary Part 18 (Patreon)

01/03/2021

Today has been a very nice day! Been at work on a late shift, but everything that happened in the build up to that was just so nice and left me feeling really happy and positive.

In the morning I had a surprise message from Mistress – wasting no time she simply posted ‘Gooey’ followed by a succession of erotic triggers. The first made me feel really good and happy, melted, like Mistress had fixated me with her eyes or feet, which then kind of opened me up more to the pleasure of what followed. Three erotic triggers in a row and the pleasure waves just washed over me, my voice gasping and body shivering with delight and pleasure. I felt it so keenly, and with it being unexpected it just took me, my reality in that moment. I savoured it and was left tingling afterwards. At first I was thinking that she caught me unawares that time, but then really I’m always unawares to whatever Mistress decides to do.

We spent a portion of the afternoon before I set off for work just chatting, and it was so lovely. Really boosted and lifted me. We talked about the meteor Mistress had seen that previous night, the short video, the work mindfuck and the proposed personalised pocket watch. We even talked about having a wristwatch instead, but it was quickly decided that it would be far too affecting if I could see it all the time, effects forming as I thought about Mistress’ words and other things. In effect, assigning my own triggers to it? Interesting idea, but probably wise not to go for it as it would be far too distracting! Doesn’t stop me thinking about it though!

Inner Warrior was released! Unfortunately though…I didn’t get to listen to it tonight. I was all ready and set to, when I received a message from a friend of mine who was in a bad way. By the time we had finished chatting it was very late, and I was tired, so tomorrow it shall be for that. A shame I didn’t get to listen to the track tonight but I’m glad that I was able to be there for someone who needed it in that moment. I have that to look forward to tomorrow!

02/03/2021

Well today has been a wonderful day, really positive and uplifting and just pleasant overall! Plenty of things done as well as listening to Inner Warrior and all sorts! Really pleased with how it has all gone.

At the start of the day there were more fun and pleasant interactions on Discord, great conversations with great people. Really happy and proud of how it is all coming together…going from strength to strength really. It’s a wonderful community and I love how I can keep making such comments in these diary entries time and time again. It’s so supportive and accepting, and a real joy to be a part of. After these had tapered off a little I went out to take my usual walk, feelings pleasantly uplifted from everything so far, then taking the opportunity to get some things done as the day went on.

Inevitably of course there has been further messages while I was away from the server, including more on the admins channel. In total it must have been about three hours before I came back to it all properly, and there was certainly a surprise waiting for me! In the admin channel there had been talk about a previous photoshoot, and one of the pictures from it posted as an example. Of course, it was a picture of Mistress in red…and it had an instant effect. Pushed instantly to the edge, those intense urges to cum and release gripping me completely on seeing the image. Although Mistress still showed as online in the server I had no idea if she was actually around but had to message her to ask for her permission to release. She was around as it turned out, and in fact had been wondering when I would see the picture and come asking her for permission. She wasted no time in teasing me, telling me how it only needed one word for me to feel all those pleasurable sensations. That one word was drawn out to the maximum though – each letter was posted individually. The waves of pleasure continued to flow and pound at me, insistently pushing me to need that intense climax. The word ‘release’ was spelled out and that’s exactly what happened, intense pleasure, powerful release. My body was flooded with pleasure as I convulsed with the wet sensations, shaking and bucking a little as it rushed over me. These releases are always so intense, they do not dilute over time so each time it happens I am just given completely to that pleasure, exactly where Mistress wants me. That’s my reality.

And that wasn’t the end of it. After using the scent trigger on me, my mind really started to drift. Maybe it was because I was still in the afterglow of the orgasm, or just because of how powerful Mistress’ effects on me are now, or both…but it had a really strong and lasting effect. With the trigger I felt the sublime effect of Mistress’ feet in my face and their scent, which melted me and made me sway as it always does, but then she continued to develop the feeling. She encouraged me to feel them pressing into my face, to feel how easy it was for me to be her foot stool. It was so soothing and blissful, my senses were just taken away by them. I felt them covering my face and nose, and everything just dissolved into that feeling for a time. It was exquisite, so hypnotic and it stirred the waters of my mind. This culminated in a string of triggers and effective phrases that just absolutely and utterly melted me. Mistress reeled off a string of these and they took me completely. I felt so gooey and blissful, so pleasurable, so mindfucked. I reeled a little as it was so powerful. It wasn’t a string of all the orgasmic pleasure triggers, so instead, it left me feeling pretty euphoric. I allowed myself to drift in it, in those moments where there were only those feelings Mistress’ words. It was wonderful and powerful. I loved it. She called me her good foot boy after which only heightened the feelings, made me feel more submissive, and suggested I carry on drifting into this hypnotic state and enjoy it. And that’s exactly what I did. Pure tranquillity unlike anything else. How wonderful it felt.

The wonderful experiences continued as later in the night I was able to listen to the Inner Warrior track at last. Mistress had been so kind and understanding when I told her the reasons I hadn’t managed to listen to it before…she’s so wonderful. The track was everything I thought it would be and so much more. It resonated with me on many levels, from the method of induction to the language and encouragement to the visualizations to the overall aim. It is certainly the epitome of all Mistress’ aims to help, heal and empower people, and it achieves those aims so well. It creates the safest of spaces and makes you feel so strong and confident, and that you have someone who genuinely cares guiding you. That’s amazing. The genuine passion just shines through the work (all aspects of it) and is why they are so beneficial and enjoyable. The induction was representative of this for me, and I found it effective – by the third time I opened my eyes in it they really did not want to open, and I couldn’t make out my focus point specifically at all. But it was all so wonderful, and I can’t praise it enough.

Chanel x